Mag-log inNoah’s POV
There’s a split second, right before the glass shatters, before instinct overrides thought, when the world seems to slow. That red dot burned against Adrian’s chest like a countdown. I didn’t think. I moved. One step. Two. Then I hit him hard, driving him down just as the window behind him exploded in a spray of glass and fury. The bullet missed his heart by inches. I felt the vibration of impact through my bones as we hit the marble floor, shards raining down around us like frozen rain. Adrian’s breath left him in a sharp, shocked exhale beneath me. His eyes flew wide open like what just happened was a movie. For one long, suspended moment, his body was pinned under mine, his heart hammering hard enough for me to feel it through his chest. “You’re okay,” I said. “You’re okay.” “Jesus Christ,” he rasped, eyes wide. “Is this—” Another shot cracked through the apartment. Closer this time. Controlled. Calculated. This wasn’t a warning. This was a hunt. Whoever was doing this, wanted to put him out for good. Without thinking or wasting time, I stood up and I grabbed his arm, pulling him with me into a crouch behind the steel support column cutting through the center of the living space. My mind worked faster than my body calculating all possible: angles, exits, threats, priorities. Just then it rang in my head: Secure the client. Evacuate immediately. Engage only if necessary. “You’re not safe here,” I snapped. “We need to move. We need to leave her NOW!” Adrian didn’t argue. That, more than anything, told me how rattled he was. His usual smirk, his endless taunts — gone. Replaced with something raw beneath his skin. Fear. Real, human, vulnerable fear. “Where—” “Service elevator. Back hall.” “Keys, codes—” “I’ve got them.” Another shot punctuated the air. Glass shattered again somewhere above us. Not random. Strategic, and calculated. They were herding us. Whoever was on the other end of that scope wasn’t alone. Someone was giving the orders. I pulled Adrian up, kept him close. Too close. His breath touched my jaw. His pulse pounded where my hand gripped his wrist. I could literally hear his heart pounding. “You trust me?” I asked. He looked at me like I was insane for even asking. “Right now? With my fucking life.” Good answer. We moved fast, low, silent. Through the wreckage of his designer living room, past the spilled coffee cooling on shattered tiles, through the sleek, silent corridors he called home. My mind cataloged every possible vulnerability: cameras disabled, locks compromised, vantage points compromised. Someone had planned this well. Too well. And there was basking in the relics of it. “They knew my schedule,” Adrian whispered as we ducked through the utility door, into the narrow passageway meant for staff no one ever saw. “They knew when to strike.” “Keep quiet and focus.” “Jesus, Noah—” “Later.” The service elevator yawned open like a mouth waiting to swallow us. I shoved him inside, hit the emergency override, and jammed the controls for basement access. If anyone tried to intercept from the lobby, they’d miss us. If they waited on the roof, they’d miss us. Underground was our only shot. And it was worth the go, or we'd both be damned. Adrian pressed against the far wall, hands braced on the cold steel panels, chest heaving. His eyes cut to mine in the flickering half-light. “This is real,” he said, almost to himself. “It's really real” he pinched himself and let out a low “ouch.” Another shot rang out, not close, but not far. Somewhere above. Moving. Pursuing. “Stay low,” I said, stepping between him and the door just as the elevator lurched downward. My hand hovered at my weapon. My body blocked his. My heart stayed steady. His didn’t. I could feel it, rapid and frantic, in the silence between us. “Tell me you’ve done this before,” Adrian said. His voice shook. Just a little. Enough to make my chest ache somewhere deep and unexpected. “Too many times.” “And you’ve never lost a client?” I met his gaze. “Not planning to start now.” The elevator creaked, old metal groaning like bones under strain. Seconds dragged like years. Floor numbers lit and died. Twenty. Fifteen. Ten. “Why me?” he said suddenly. Quiet. Not like his usual games. “Why do they want me dead, Noah?” I didn’t answer. Not because I didn’t know, power, greed, revenge, money, the same tired motives wrapped in new faces, but because none of it mattered right now. Right now, survival was the only priority. Answers could wait. “I didn’t think it would go this far,” he said. “Threats, sure. Lawsuits. Scandals. But this—” The elevator jolted to a stop. Basement level. Lights flickered again. My hand closed on the door release. My other arm swept out, instinct pulling him behind me. Gun first. Body second. Rule of protection: Take the hit before they can. I stepped out into shadow, senses straining. Empty corridors. Silent halls. A single exit, already cracked open. No movement. No sign of pursuit. Not yet. “Move fast,” I said. We slipped through the loading dock like ghosts, hearts pounding louder than footsteps. My SUV waited at the far end, untouched, unmarked. A miracle I didn’t question. Not now. Keys. Engine. Doors locked. I peeled us out of that underground hell with tires screaming protest and adrenaline singing in my blood. Beside me, Adrian braced against the seat, breath catching sharp in his throat. The city lights caught his face in flashes: pale, stunned, too beautiful even like this, scared and silent and stripped of all his defenses. He turned to me then. Reached blindly for my arm. Gripped hard, like I was the only solid thing left in a world he couldn’t trust. “They really do want me dead,” he whispered. And for the first time since this job started, I realized: this wasn’t business anymore. Not for me. Not for him. Not for anyone who planned to survive what was coming.The Narrator's POV Life is a strange, merciless thing. It moves forward with a kind of relentless, unfeeling momentum, never pausing to consider whether we are ready for what comes next. One moment, you are laughing in the sunlight, hand in hand with the person who makes your soul feel alive, and the next, you are standing in silence, clutching the shattered pieces of your heart. It happens so suddenly, so violently, that you almost cannot comprehend it. Noah’s story is one we have heard countless times before, though rarely in such vivid, heartbreaking detail. A story of love discovered, nurtured, and then ripped away by the cruel, unrelenting tide of reality. For Noah, Adrian was not just a man. He was a home, a safe harbor in a storm-tossed world, the promise of a future where joy could flourish. Adrian was his confidant, his protector, his anchor when the weight of life threatened to drag him under. Their love burned bright and fierce, the kind of love that made Noah believe
Noah's POV My body jerked violently as the blinding light swallowed everything. I felt myself falling, weightless and suspended in nothingness, like my entire being was unraveling thread by thread. Adrian’s voice was the last thing I heard, echoing through the void, his desperate cry tearing through me. Then, silence. When my eyes fluttered open, darkness greeted me. Heavy, suffocating darkness. My chest rose and fell in frantic, uneven breaths as I tried to understand where I was. My sheets clung to my skin, damp with sweat, my heart pounding so hard it hurt. For a moment, I couldn’t move. My limbs felt like they didn’t belong to me, like I’d been dropped back into a body I hadn’t worn in years. Slowly, my gaze adjusted to the dim light filtering through the curtains, and recognition struck me like a cruel blow. My room. The peeling paint on the ceiling, the faint hum of the radiator, the stack of half-read books on my nightstand, it was all painfully, achingly familiar.
Noah's POV My breath came in ragged gasps as Adrian’s plea echoed through the trembling air. The hallway around me wavered like smoke, the edges of the world flickering as though it were a fragile painting about to be torn apart. I clutched the doorknob, my hand trembling so violently I could barely keep hold of it. Adrian stood only a few feet away, his chest rising and falling with frantic breaths. His beautiful face, usually so calm and controlled, was raw with fear. His hands were outstretched toward me, not daring to touch, as if even that would shatter the fragile space we stood in. “Don’t,” he whispered again, his voice breaking. “Please, Noah. Don’t open it.” I stared at him, my heart splitting in two. Every instinct screamed at me to run into his arms, to let him hold me, to forget this door even existed. But the questions clawed at me, relentless and unyielding. “What’s behind it?” My voice trembled. “Why won’t you tell me?” Adrian’s lips parted, but no words ca
Noah's POV The days passed in a blur of perfect moments, so flawless it almost hurt to breathe. Adrian and I lived as if the world belonged only to us. Every morning, I woke to his arms around me, his lips brushing my skin as he whispered sweet words that made my heart flutter. We walked hand in hand through meadows, shared laughter over candlelit dinners, and fell asleep beneath a sky full of stars that seemed painted just for us.It should have been enough.It was everything I’d ever wanted, everything I thought I’d never have again. But as the days slipped by, a strange unease began to creep in. At first, I ignored it. I told myself I was imagining things, that my mind was playing tricks on me because I wasn’t used to peace like this.But then the little cracks began to show.One morning, as Adrian handed me a cup of coffee, he said, “For you, love,” with that soft smile I adored. I kissed him, took the cup, and sat down at the table. Moments later, he turned to me again, same exp
Noah's POV When I woke, sunlight poured through the window, warm and golden, wrapping me in a cocoon of comfort. For a moment, I stayed perfectly still, my eyes closed, listening to the rhythmic sound of Adrian’s breathing beside me. His arm was draped over my waist, his fingers lightly tracing lazy patterns on my skin. My heart swelled at the simple intimacy of it, my lips curving into a soft smile as the realization settled in: he was here, alive, with me.This was what I had always wanted. No alarms blaring in the middle of the night, no weapons stashed under the bed, no shadow of danger waiting just beyond our door. There was no need to constantly watch our backs or wonder who might be lurking in the dark. Just Adrian and me, safe and together.I turned in his arms, drinking in the sight of his face. His lashes fluttered as he slowly opened his eyes, a sleepy grin spreading across his lips when he saw me watching.“Good morning,” he murmured, his voice husky with sleep. He presse
This is a spin off of the book, showcasing what grief does to us and how it can change and affect our lives, and mental stability. > Noah's POV I woke to the soft warmth of sunlight streaming through sheer curtains, its glow spreading across my face like a gentle touch. For a moment, I stayed perfectly still, my mind blank and heavy, as if waking from a deep, dreamless sleep. The air was sweet, carrying the scent of wildflowers and salt, and somewhere nearby I could hear the low, rhythmic murmur of waves. It was unlike any morning I had ever known, too perfect, too still. Slowly, I opened my eyes, and my breath caught in my throat. I wasn’t in my apartment. I wasn’t in the safe house or in any place I recognized. I lay on a bed far larger than mine, covered in pale linen sheets that shimmered like water under sunlight. The room itself looked like it had been carved out of a dream. Pale stone walls glowed warmly, sunlight reflecting off them like liquid gold. Beyond the open win







