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CHAPTER NINETY

Author: Wren Gray
last update publish date: 2026-05-14 22:29:22

"GRIEF DOESN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO BE READY. IT JUST ARRIVES AND TAKES EVERYTHING."

SOFIA

The ceiling is the first thing I see when I wake up.

White. Still. The ceiling of my bedroom that I have stared at on so many sleepless nights that I know every mark on it.

For exactly two seconds I don't remember.

Two seconds of just existing. Just breathing. Just the ordinary feeling of waking up in a familiar room with light coming through the curtains.

Then it comes back.

All of it.

The television. The red
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