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CHAPTER 0145

Author: Vivienne

Last Updated: 2025-10-11 20:09:01

Alaric’s POV:

‘I love you, Alaric.’

Meadow loved me. The moment she said those words to me, I realized two things at once:

One—that I loved her too.

And two—that while our fingers were linked together on top of my desk, I could feel it.

I felt the desk; the hard, smooth mahogany that it was made of. I’d been feeling it for a while but I didn’t realize it until she said those words to me.

I didn’t understand it, didn’t understand why and how…

Or maybe I did understand, but I just didn’t want to believe it. I didn’t want to believe some random bullshit a fucking therapist had told me just because she was getting paid to do so.

So much happened in so little time after she told me she loved me. It was like my brain couldn’t comprehend shit and I…

Fuck.

I hurt her.

I’d hurt her before, but now I did it in the worst fucking way. She’d bared her heart to me and I’d ripped it out and sent her away.

Yes, I was fucking aware of what I did.

After I’d pulled out of her and got dressed, she was

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Rachel

Ohhhhhh boyyy please Alaric, make this right!!!! Ahhhhh

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