MasukCHAPTER 3
/MAVERICK/ My jaw still ached from how hard I’d been clenching my teeth since yesterday afternoon. I threw my hockey stick into my locker and slammed the metal door shut, the sound echoing through the varsity changing room. "Whoa, easy there, Captain," Miller said, ducking as he walked past me with a roll of grip tape. "The ice didn't do anything to you." "That's clearly not my problem here," I muttered, ripping off my sweaty jersey and tossing it into the laundry bin. I was still furious. No, scratch that—I was humiliated. I had spent twenty-three years on this earth being the guy everyone wanted to please. Coaches, scouts, girls, guys—it didn't matter. I smiled, and doors opened. But yesterday, that little statistics nerd had looked at me like I was a piece of garbage stuck to the bottom of his shoe. He'd asked me if I was stupid and those words kept playing on a loop in my head, making my blood boil all over again. He had threatened my career. He held my entire future in his hands, and he knew it. I couldn't just let him lord that over me for the next two weeks. I needed some kinda leverage, something to throw him off his game and put me back in control. I looked around the locker room. The freshmen were busy packing up, and the rest of the guys were joking around by the showers. Then I spotted Jared sitting on the bench near the door, untying his skates. Jared was a junior defenseman, but more importantly, he was a business major. I grabbed a clean gray hoodie, shoved my arms through it, and walked over to his section of the locker room. I dropped down onto the wooden bench next to him, leaning back casually. "Hey, Jared," I said, keeping my voice low. Jared looked up, looking a little surprised. "Hey, Mave. What’s up? Great skate today." "Thanks man," I nodded, brushing it off. "Hey, let me ask you something. You’re in the economics department, right?" "Yeah, why?" "Do you know a guy named Nathan Tanner? He's supposed to be our senior. He’s the top student or whatever." Jared’s face immediately lit up with recognition. "Oh, yeah. Everyone in the department knows Nathan. The guy is a literal robot, he gets perfect scores on everything and sits in the front row of every lecture. Why do you ask? Are you guys hanging out?" "Not hanging out," I grunted, rolling my shoulders. "Coach got him to tutor me for Advanced Stats so I don't get benched for the winter finals. The guy is a complete psycho. He nearly bit my head off because I was twenty minutes late." Jared let out a low laugh, shaking his head as he pulled off his hockey socks. "Yeah, that sounds like him. Nathan totally uptight and he doesn't really talk to anyone unless it's about schoolwork or his internships." "Seriously?" I leaned in a little closer, lowering my voice even more. "There’s got to be something on him. He can't be that perfect. Does he party? Got a girlfriend? Any drama?" Jared paused, looking at me thoughtfully. He reached for his sneakers, shoving his feet inside before answering. "Nah, nothing like that. Like I said, he keeps to himself. No girlfriend. Honestly, I don't think he's ever even been seen with a girl." Jared leaned in a bit, a smirk playing on his lips. "But, if you’re looking for dirt, there was this lowkey rumor going around the department group chat last semester." My ears practically perked up. "What rumor?" "Some sophomore claimed he was gay or something because he hasn't ever been seen with a girl," Jared whispered, glancing around the locker room to make sure no one else was listening. "That's probably a rumor out of spite, since Nathan doesn't hang around guys either. He's the definition of antisocial.” I sat there, staring at the floor tiles, my brain spinning at a hundred miles an hour. He's into guys? Honestly, I'd want to believe it but he didn't quite look the part. "You think it's true?" I asked, keeping my face completely expressionless. Jared shrugged, grabbing his gym bag. "Who knows? With a guy that tightly wound, it’s hard to tell what he does when he’s not studying. Anyway, good luck with him, Mave. You’re gonna need it." He slapped my shoulder and walked out of the locker room. I stayed on the bench for a long time, a slow smirk spreading across my face. If Nathan was straight, my usual charm wouldn't do anything but annoy him more. But if he was a closeted gay guy? That changed everything. I was confident in my ability to swoon over anyone and this shouldn't be different. This wasn't a matter of me being straight, I just needed to get my revenge. Just imagine making him fall for me, then he realizes that I never once swung that way? That would be an absolute masterpiece. I'd never played a boy before but it shouldn't be that different from playing girls. This was exactly how it was supposed to be, with me being in control and not the other way round. “Now, I'm getting extremely curious to know the truth.” Just then, a message popped into my phone. “Speak of the devil.”CHAPTER 22/NATHAN/The morning sun streamed through the bare windows of my living room, lighting up the dust motes hovering over my cardboard boxes. The apartment looked completely different from how it did a month ago. The posters were rolled up, the kitchen counters were entirely wiped down, and everything I owned was taped up inside brown boxes.In two days, I was moving to Silicon Valley to start my position at SiporaTech.A month ago, the sheer thought of change would have had my chest tightening up in a panic. But today, as I taped up the final box of textbooks, I just felt a peaceful calm. The storm had passed, the rumors had died down to nothing, and I had my life in order.The front door clicked open, and there was only one person that would show up unannounced."Yo, Teach! Need some help?" Maverick called out, walking into the living room.He was wearing a simple black t-shirt and grey sweatpants, his hair a little messy from the wind.Marlon’s legal team had handled the un
CHAPTER 21/MAVERICK/The glass doors of the Rockwell Group headquarters were so clean I could see my own exhausted reflection before I even pushed through them. I adjusted the collar of my jacket, my chest tight as I took the private elevator straight to the top floor.I knew I had messed up. But walking into Marlon’s office always made me feel like I was a kid getting summoned by the principal.When the elevator chimed, his assistant bowed slightly showing me to the double doors at the end of the hall. I took a deep breath, pushed them open, and walked in.Marlon was sitting behind his desk, looking through some files. He didn't look up immediately. He let me stand there for a solid thirty seconds before he finally closed the folder, leaned back in his leather chair, and fixed his eyes on me."Take a seat, Maverick," he gestured towards the resting area.I sat down in one of the couch and he joined me. "Look, Marlon, before you start—""I’m not going to lecture you," Marlon interru
CHAPTER 20/NATHAN/Before I could even think about what I was doing, my legs were moving. I burst out of the Social Science building and began running toward the student parking lot. I took a cab to his apartment building.My hands were shaking as I ran up the stairs to his floor. I stood outside his door, breathing heavily, my chest aching. I imputed the passcode and opened the door. I wasn't even sure what exactly I wanted to say to him but I knew that I had to see him.The apartment was dimly lit, the blinds drawn shut to keep out the afternoon heat. The usual clutter of hockey gear and protein shakers was mostly cleared away. In the middle of the living room, Maverick was kneeling next to a massive black duffel bag, packing away his heavy sports pads and jerseys.He looked up when the door opened, his eyes wide with utter shock. He looked completely exhausted. There were dark circles under his eyes, his hair was a messy and the usual confident, arrogant spark in his eyes was tota
CHAPTER 19/NATHAN/I didn't sleep a single wink on Thursday night. Every time I closed my eyes, the bright glare of my phone screen flashed in my mind, followed by the feeling of everyone’s eyes staring at me in the hallway. By Friday morning, I spent the day expecting an official email from the university administration telling me I was expelled, or a cold message from Dr. Marshall revoking my graduation status.Instead, around eleven o'clock, my phone buzzed with a short text from Dr. Marshall’s secretary: “Nathan, please come down to the department office when you can. Dr. Marshall needs to hand you some documents.”My stomach dropped and I knew this was it for me.It took every single ounce of courage I had to put on a pair of jeans, grab my keys, and walk back onto campus. I kept my head down, staring intently at the concrete, avoiding any eye contact with the students passing by. I just wanted to get it over with.When I pushed through the doors of the department office, the se
CHAPTER 18/MAVERICK/As I pulled out of Nathan's apartment complex, I still couldn't get the image of him curled up on the floor, shaking and crying, out of my head.I had done that to him.I needed to do something about it. Nathan had worked hard to get to where he is right now and I'd completely ruined him with my own pettiness and mistake. Even if he never forgives me, I at least need to make things right.I drove straight back to campus, parked illegally in front of the administration building, and stormed inside. My boots clicked loudly against the polished floor as I ran towards the Dean of Student Affairs' office.The secretary looked up, startled by the slam of the door as I walked in. "Can I help you?""I need to speak to Dean Edwin. Right now," I demanded as politely as possible."He's in a meeting right now, Mr...?""Rockwell," I cut her off. "Tell him it's about the video currently circulating in the Economics department. Tell him the person responsible is standing in his
CHAPTER 17/MAVERICK/The hockey team group chat was going absolutely wild, my phone vibrating so heavily against my thigh that I thought the battery was going to melt. I finally pulled it out while sitting in my car, expecting another stupid post-finals meme from Saige.“Bro!! I heard that Mave’s tutor is gay?” Saige’s message read. What the fuck were they on about this time? “Mave, did you know about it ever since?”“You idiot, how would he know that?” Miller sent a sticker to follow up his message. “And how do you know that he's gay?”“Didn't you see the video that was posted? Good think I took the link before it gets taken down,” Saige dropped it on the group.“Holy shit! I knew he was an odd ball but I didn't think he was gay,” Miller typed a few minutes later. “He's moaning like a fucking slut while taking it up his ass.”My heart cut as I saw the words. Initially, I'd been trying to figure out what was going on in here but now, I had a bad feeling about this.“Mave!! You have t







