Chapter 115

KATHERINE

“Don’t do that please.Don’t kill yourself! Don’t shoot… No!” I screamed.

I felt as thought someone was shaking me and I opened my eyes in fright. Mother had her eyes tuned to me, and she was so nervous about everything that she was doing. I guess I was nervous too when I thought about it, and that made me feel some sort of way,

“Mom?” I asked as though I was not sure of what I was seeing.

“It’s the same nightmare again, right?” She asked softly.

I smiled lightly and tried to look away, but she steered my gaze to her ever so lightly. Her eyes were filled with worry as hey looked on at me, and I was sad that I was the one that made it so. Though, I wished she wouldn’t try to come between Giorgio and I.

“Answer me, dear,” she said softly.

I shook my head. “It doesn’t matter mom. I haven’t been able to handle most of the situation and I don’t like that. Try to understand where I’m coming from right now. It would make me feel better if we could make things better for us, and not