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Chapter Forty Two
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Hated By The Rogue Alpha Chapter Forty Three
Running to the confines of my room was the first thing I did as I stormed out of the door, I prayed that there would be nobody in the room and the Moon Goddess answered my prayers. I slammed the room door shut and walked to my bed, sitting slowly while burying my face in my palm. It was hard to believe what had happened. No one would dae believe.It was a moment for vulnerability but I knew that I couldn’t absolve myself of every responsibility. I had let him hug him, touch me and kiss me and I had even kissed him back. It was unheard of. That I had allowed my enemy, My life's own enemy , the person who had killed my father and ruined my life, I had allowed him to kiss me. It was unheard of. It was a secret I was carrying to my own grave.As I laid there on the bed trying too hard to forget about what had happened while beating myself up for even allowing myself to find comfort in his arms in the first place.How did that happen?I closed my eyes for a second to catch my breath and th
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By the next day, I had no idea what I was going to do. Whether I was going to resume work or whether I was going to avoid him and if I did, what reason would I give Serena without telling her the truth?I stayed in bed for a longer time before getting up and walking towards Jonathan’s room. I had forgotten my cleaning tools in his room that day before but I had met them exactly where I had usually picked them up. I tried to imagine what he would have told the person that returned my cleaning materials but I was hell ass sure that he didn’t tell them that he kissed me.I gulped as I started cleaning, intentionally dragging my feet around and dragging on my cleaning till I had cleaned everywhere spotless. It was harder not to think as I neared the room. As I got to the door, I hear a painful groan and without thinking, I pushed the door open to see Jonathan battling with one of the wounds on his waist. He had a fast way of healing when the wounds on his waist were refusing to heal. The
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I marched towards the kitchen area fuming. It was hard to believe what had just happened. I had thought our meeting would be weird and we would avoid each other, who knew that Jonathan would act like nothing had happened. As thought he had pressed me against himself and kissed me the day before. Thinking about how he had asked me to go back to the clinic was making me mad.I knew Masoma had talked to him. So much for thinking that she was a friend. I had no friends here, no one at all was my friend and I had forgotten that. I had learnt my lesson in a hard way and I regretted ever thinking that people would want to be my friends here. Over the past three months, only Juniper and Serena had proved repeatedly that they were my friends, the rest failed so miserably and yet again, I had my guards up.“Oh my goodness, is that you Princess?” a familiar voice drifted into my ears and I paused, turning to see a group of girls behind me.“I told you that was her” another girl said and I sighed
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As I walked away, the thought of Aurora filled my mind and I chuckled. I didn’t think that I hated her but I most definitely didn't like her nor did I care about her. I didn’t know whose orders she was acting on or if like everyone else, she hated me but I remembered how clearly she made life hard for me. How she never allowed me to defend myself, how she was horrible and terrible to me. Everyone else made life hard for me but Aurora made life unbearable for me. It was safe to say that she was one of the many reasons why everyone bullied me and took advantage of me but they didn't know who I was and that my spirit would never break and thanks to Juniper, I was able to survive.I arrived at the kitchen and I met Juniper wearing a small frown on his face while washing the plates. I quickly made my way towards him, dipping my hands into the murky water to help him out.“Ami!” he exclaimed looking around.“You can’t do that. Those are hands that serve the king” he whispered and I chuckled
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“I know that I do this all the time but I can’t help but apologize every time” Juniper said softly and I shook my head.“Not everyone knows that you are a sweet human being, not everyone knows the true you” Juniper added , “If they knew nobody would treat you the way they did. If only they knew the true Amira” he whispered as he placed his hand over mine and I met his soft eyes and immediately shook my head.“That’s still not an excuse Juni” I replied, feeling grossly unsatisfied. It was not an excuse. It had been a long while since I had felt this way in the Berg Kingdom. I thought that I was accustomed to the way they treated me but I obviously wasn’t. Not even one bit. The only thing that was different was that I had just decided to swallow my grievances before now.“What if they don’t know me? What if they don’t know the real me? That’s still not an excuse to treat me like garbage. They all hate me and I’m not even responsible for anything” I said as my voice got higher and higher
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I pursed my lips, sighing softly, “Thank you Juni” I said softly, “You always have words to lift me up and make me feel better," I added and Juni chuckled.“C’mon, what are we friends for?” Juniper replied and I nodded slowly.“There’s something I also need to tell you” I said breathing out loudly and Juniper stared at me with rapt attention.I had debated for a long time whether to tell Juniper about my kiss with Jonathan or not. It was eating me up so bad and I hadn’t dared to tell Serena about it and Juniper was the only one I could tell. I thought long and hard before deciding to tell him. I didn’t know how he would take it but I knew that he would still be on my side. That was what Juniper had shown me over the months that I had stayed here. That he would resolutely regardless of whatever happened that he would be on my side.“And you must not freak out or shout or yell or do anything dramatic or crazy” I continued and Juniper laughed.“What do you mean?” He asked laughing, “Nobo
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My conversation with Juniper was both eye opening and both worrying. It was eye opening that I started to realize that in truth, I was different from most slaves but most of the slaves came from a royal lineage. None of them were Princesses when they were captured. None of them were through the same torture as I did. None of them were hated by virtually everyone in the kingdom. Why was I so different?It was hard to understand or conjure up a reason why it was like that for me. It became glaring obvious after a few days that Juniper was right. Comparing myself to other slaves, there was a little bit of favoritism on my side. Not even the members of the Berg Kingdom could learn medicine if they wanted. There was a test and if they passed, they got in and there was me who indicated interest and immediately was asked to start attending classes.But why? Why was I allowed to suffer and then all of a sudden, he was being nice to me? All of a sudden, he found out he could comfort me and ki
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Jonathan trusted me. It was hard to believe that someone who killed my father, my enemy trusted me. Why would he trust me? What quality or what attributes I have consciously and unconsciously exhibited for him to think that he could trust me. I didn’t know why. It didn’t make any sense but he did anyway.The crazier part; I didn’t find it so weird or so dramatic that he trusted me. The fact settled won with me easily and with no resistance. It wasn’t hard to understand why.With Juniper’s conversation, I had slowly understood that I indeed felt something towards Jonathan and if he felt something towards me, he wasn’t very clear either but he did. I mean he did trust me and that for no reason. That wasn’t all, he had actually gotten me medicine books because I decided not to go to the medicine house again.Such blatant show of affection was something that I hadn’t experienced in a long time and yet for some reason, I liked it and even enjoyed it. It made my heart warm and made me smile
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Hated By The Rogue Alpha Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Nine
“I was shocked as well when he requested to see me and then he told me a story about a young boy who had been in love with someone all his life, he watched her grow up into someone he even fell in love more and I was getting honestly invested curious where the conversation was going and then he told me that the boy was him and the girl was Masoma” Jonathan said and Amira’s eyes widened.“SO they had met several times before?” she asked and Jonathan nodded her head.“But since Masoma can’t remember, I guess she has forgotten” Jonathan replied and Amira laughed.“He’s a strong man, he’s trustworthy” she replied and Jonathan nodded.“I sent it to his father the very next day and then we talked. He's like her since he was 15 and his mother had a lot of things to say about him and the way he followed her” Jonathan continued and Amira laughed.‘So we can say that he has been waiting for her?” she asked and Jonathan nodded.“Yes. H’es quite patient you know” Jonathan replied and Amira hummed
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“I was shocked as well when he requested to see me and then he told me a story about a young boy who had been in love with someone all his life, he watched her grow up into someone he even fell in love more and I was getting honestly invested curious where the conversation was going and then he told me that the boy was him and the girl was Masoma” Jonathan said and Amira’s eyes widened.“SO they had met several times before?” she asked and Jonathan nodded her head.“But since Masoma can’t remember, I guess she has forgotten” Jonathan replied and Amira laughed.“He’s a strong man, he’s trustworthy” she replied and Jonathan nodded.“I sent it to his father the very next day and then we talked. He's like her since he was 15 and his mother had a lot of things to say about him and the way he followed her” Jonathan continued and Amira laughed.‘So we can say that he has been waiting for her?” she asked and Jonathan nodded.“Yes. H’es quite patient you know” Jonathan replied and Amira hummed
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Night had fallen before any of the women in the room decided it was time to go back to their houses. They slowly walked out of the room talking and laughing, their voices filling the ears of everyone around while the rest of them looked on with both respect and healthy envy.“So have you decided how you are going to host the bouquet?” Masoma asked and Amira shrugged.“Well I have no idea yet but we never can tell” she replied rubbing her chin.The Berg kingdom had a lot of traditions, traditions that Amira wanted to bring back, there was an upcoming bouquet where everyone in the kingdom would eat together, dance and laugh together. It was more of aftering bonding kind of festival and event and it was always richly enjoyed and Amira wasn’t about to stop that anything soon but planning it had been proving a little bit hard for her as she wanted to try something different.“You know we’ll always be available to help,” Serena said and Amira smiled.“Yeah, like I would forget that” she rep
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Masooma frowned as she slowly dubbed the wound in front of her with care. She had spent a really long time trying to stop the incessant bleeding. The man in front of her had a frown on his face and even though he wasn’t saying anything, his face told her that he was showing great restraint and she knew because she had opted for an herb that stung the blood cells but was the fastest way to stop the bleeding and make it heal.“Can you be more careful?” he finally spoke and Masoma turned to him with a frown.“Careful?” she barked at him, “More like you are the one who needs to be careful because how do you use your sword to very conveniently slice yourself? Weren’t you looking?” she barked back at him and he stared at her speecles.s'I injured myself and you are blaming me?’ he questioned and Masoma was the one who was now speechless. She dropped the herbs in her hands and glared at him.“Who asked me to be careful?” she yelled at him, suddenly irritated.“You injure yourself and you wit
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THIRD POVKareem’s hand slowly slid away from the door and he turned to see that the Queen was right, Serena was standing right behind her, based on how she was looking, she had obviously been tricked there as well.“Kareem” she whispered and ehr voice carried so much pain and hurt that it almost made Kareem crumble.Amira’s words echoed in his head and he didn’t know what to do. What happened between the two of them was something that no one had seen coming, it was something that neither of them could control. It had been over four months since he found out Serena's true identity and he still couldn’t wrap his head around it. Not that she deceived him, contrary to what everyone and including her believed he was way past that.He could see clearly that she didn’t look good, her voice was so small, so quiet that he could barely hear it. He knew that his actions had also hurt her and on the spot he regretted it. He had been avoiding her, refused to speak to her or even do anything with
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AMIRA’S POV“Is it ready?” I asked and Elora nodded her head.“Ready my queen” she replied and I smiled mischievously.“They have to settle whatever is wrong today” I said and Elora shook her head.“Hopefully it doesn’t backfire” she commented and I snorted.“More than anything what they both need is this. He needs to listen to her, that’s how they get past what happened” I responded.Holding a crying Serena in my arms two days ago that totally broke my heart. I knew she was hurt and I also knew that Kareem was hurt and I also knew that they loved each other. I had caught Kareem throwing a few glances at Serena in the throne room during meetings each time she wasn’t looking so I knew that he didn’t hate or despise her, he was just angry and maybe there was some other emotions for him but that exactly wasn’t my business, the both of them could sort it out themselves.Serena had been a support and pillar for me, while I was a slave, in my earliest days here as a girl who loved and as Jo
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THIRD POVSerena closed her eyes as Julianna kept fanning her. She was tired, metally, physically and emotionally. There were a lot of things happening with her but the most important was Kareem’s obstinate decision not to speak to her unless he had no other choice and all of her efforts had proved abortive.She didn’t think that hiding her identity from him would cause something like this and would make him so angry. It wasn’t her choice to keep or hid her identity is secret, It was something that was very important to her, it was for her safety, for the safety of Jonathan so that no one would think she was trying to usurp the throne, she was also trying to protect herself, she just didn’t know that this was what was going to happen. She had thought several times about how she was going to tell him but the time was never right and besuche f what happened to Amira, she had to come out and show her true identity and surprisingly, Amira hadn’t even bothered to hold it against her, it h
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I left the Zadok kingdom with the greatest fanfare anyone could leave with. Everyone was both excited and elated to see me go, it was such a beautiful sight and by the time the carriages were rolling out from the gates of the Zadok, I had tears in my eyes and Jonathan merely held my hand tightly and tighter.“You can always come back whenever you want” he said softly and I nodded my head softly. It is very comforting to hear people tell me that I could always come back. It had been a long time since I left home but luckily for me I experienced how it felt for home to be called home. It was a sweet feeling and I loved it but luckily for me, I have more than one place to call home.I used to think that whenever I got married, I wouldn’t cry when leaving Zadok, that my parents wouldn’t cry or even be bothered but I saw my mother’s red eyes as I left, I knew her status was the only reason why she was trying her best to hold her composure and I didn’t blame her, deep down we both knew the
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I was now a married woman.The feeling was too much and I just couldn’t help but keep smiling, my smile was about to tear my mouth to the back. The wedding lasted till late in the night where I and Jonathan danced so hard and we retired to our beds in the early hours of the morning. I snuggled into Jonathan’s arms as we slept as husband and wife. It was beyond my imagination, the excitement I was feeling as Jonathan’s wife.By the next morning, we were done packaging and we were about to leave. I walked back to my room to stare at the place I had lived for so many years. I didn’t know how hot it would feel to leave. Of course I knew that Zadok would always be home but leaving in this way made it look as though I wouldn’t be coming back anytime soon and it made me laugh. The Zadok kingdom held a lot of memories for me and I was going to leave those memories behind. Luckily for me, the last few months I had lived in Zadok were full of happy memories and my terrible and worse memories w
