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EVA.
My lips are parted with no words slipping through and the board falls from my hold as I stare at Emerson with wide eyes.
"I don't just think, Eva. I know I am. " He dares to repeat his words, in a firmer tone this time and I shake my head. "You don't mean those words. "
"Yes, I do, " he argues and I take a step back. "You don't, Emerson. You don't love me. You've never loved—"
"It's different now, Carson. It's fucking different!" He snaps, his chest falling and rising rapidly with each thick breath he takes and I turn away from him, tears burning the corner of my eyes but I'm quick to blink them back.
"Eva—" his voice echoes behind me but I don't let him finish. "You can't mean those words. You need to stop speaking this way, Ford. You need to stop fucking with my head. "
"I'm just fucking with your head!" He hisses and he's
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