Chapter-14 Motherhood

Alexa POV: 

It has been one week since we came home with the twins and it has been rough nobody tells you that you will be so sleep deprived that green looks blue and purple looks black I have not slept in a week but I refuse to get a nanny at least for right now I love my bonding time with the twins wouldn't trade no sleep and bonding for the world. We weren't aware of twins so we had to go out and buy one more of everything and put it together and change the nursery from jungle theme to Mickey and Minnie Mouse theme and I loved it in the end. Colton has been the best dad ever meanwhile I think I'm suffering from postpartum depression over here I'm crying over spilled milk, no not the saying literal spilled milk. I dropped Jaceys' bottle without the lid and it was like the flood gates opened up right as Colton walks in holding Jacey " princess is everything ok" he asked and again I start to cry talking about my hormones are all over the place and needing sleep and to thaw out more breast milk for Jacey. He smiles and comes towards me and I don't know why but I just wanted to punch that smile right off of his pretty little face man these hormones are a beast within itself. I just hug him and say babe I'm exhausted I need to sleep. All he does is grab my hand and leads me to our room lays me down and kisses me on the forehead, and I want to protest but I'm just to tired, and as soon as my head hits the pillow I'm out like a light. 

Colton POV:

My princess was so tired I know she wanted to protest me bringing her to the bed for a nap, but she was just so exhausted I can't stand to see her in such a state of exhaustion. So it has been myself, Jace, and my Jacey for about three and a half hours now and I've enjoyed every minute of it. I have to admit though when she refused to hire help I was against it, but I would have to say I completely get it now bonding is amazing. Currently I have one of them on each side of my chest watching my knocks loose horribly to the warriors. I want to yell at the screen but currently they're both sleep so I can't vent my frustrations out. Once the third quarter started they both woke up luckily I've prepared their bottles while they were sleeping so I set the up one on each side and feed them and burping them was a lot of fun seeing as though I'm officially wearing Jaceys' throw up on my shirt. The joys of parent hood I guess. It was about 9:30 at night when my princess finally woke and might I add looking refreshed and fine. 

Alexa POV: 

I couldn't believe I had slept that long and he had let me, but I did need the rest though. I make my way down stairs to see Colton rocking both our babies watching basketball looking post, so that only means one thing he wants to yell because the knicks are loosing. I gave him a lingering kiss and thank him for letting me sleep in and he give me that mouth watering smile that I love so much and said any time babe just say the word I hate seeing you like that. I grab Jace from him and change his diaper and rock him to sleep while he does the same for Jacey. Once we get them to bed I make dinner, my favorite lasagna, and we eat in comfortable silence which was heaven in my opinion. The next morning went as regular as always feed, change, bath, dress. I loved everything about motherhood including the no sleep.