Chapter 1

The moment the processor hit the water, my world went completely silent.

No wind. No water. Not even Ethan Crawford's halfhearted "let's go inside and eat."

I watched his lips move. He seemed to be calling my name.

But his brow was furrowed, and his eyes held no concern, only the irritation of someone whose fun had been interrupted.

My phone lit up with his voice-to-text message.

"You threw a processor worth several thousand dollars into the river on your birthday? Chloe was just joking, trying to help you toughen up. Do you really have to ruin the whole night? Go sit in the car and cool off."

I stared at those lines of text.

He had always thought my fear of balloons popping was an overreaction. He believed the vigilance, caution, and dread I had lived with since losing my hearing were nothing but an inconvenience to everyone else.

Chloe poked her head out from behind him, the thumbtack still in her hand, an innocent smile plastered across her face.

Another message came in almost immediately.

"Sorry, Mia. I didn't know you were this delicate. You can't even handle a birthday balloon. If I'd known, I wouldn't have bothered trying to desensitize you."

She knew perfectly well I couldn't hear her, so she didn't even bother pretending. She just typed out her malice in plain text for me to read.

I looked up at Ethan. He hadn't seen Chloe's message. He just rubbed his hands together impatiently. "Come on, enough with the drama."

I recognized his lip movements. A second later, a Zelle alert appeared on my phone. PENDING TRANSFER: $5,000.

The note read, "I'll get you the latest-generation processor tomorrow. Stop sulking."

That was how Ethan Crawford solved problems.

When someone else hurt me, he made excuses for them. When I was actually in pain, he threw money at it.

As if the processor wasn't part of my body, just a gadget he could replace whenever it broke.

The restaurant waitstaff stood on the steps, watching us.

Their eyes moved between me and the river, curious and pitying.

Ethan followed their gaze toward me, and his expression darkened further.

My phone lit up again.

"It's dark by the river. Don't wander off. Go wait in the car and turn the heater on. I'll come out after Chloe and I finish dinner."

After sending the message, he turned around.

Chloe looped her arm through his, and the two of them walked together into the soundproofed private room that had originally been reserved for me.

The door closed in front of my eyes.

My palms were drenched in cold sweat.

My down jacket was completely soaked through. The wind cut across me, pressing the wet fabric against my skin.

I looked down at the pending five-thousand-dollar transfer and left it untouched.

My finger hovered over "Delete Contact" for two seconds. Then I tapped it and blocked his number.

Ethan Crawford's profile picture vanished from my contacts.

I didn't go to his car. I pulled my soaking wet jacket tighter and walked toward the subway station from memory.

Without sound, it was harder to orient myself in the dark.

Cars passed beside me. I couldn't hear the horns, only gauge distance from headlights and vibrations through the pavement.

At an intersection, an electric scooter swerved past me, barely missing.

The rider slammed to a stop and turned around, yelling at me for what felt like ages. I couldn't make out what he said. All I could do was bow my head and apologize.

A ten-minute walk took me thirty.

The subway was packed. Everyone around me was laughing and making weekend plans.

A couple stood across from me. The man wrapped a red scarf around the woman's neck, then tucked her hand into his coat pocket.

I watched them for a moment, then looked away.

My world held nothing but silence and cold.

By the time I reached the studio, it was nearly midnight.

This was the landscape design studio Ethan and I had co-invested in. Inside was a soundproofed workspace he had built specifically for me.

I pushed open the door and had barely crossed the entryway when a rapid series of vibrations rose through the soles of my feet and up into my legs.

Even without hearing, I knew what it was.

A drum kit.

I quickened my pace toward the soundproofed room.

The moment I pushed the door open, I froze.

The miniature diorama I had spent three months building was shaking.

Beside it sat a drum set. Chloe was perched behind the drums, eyes closed, sticks striking down again and again.

Each impact traveled through the floor and the air, slamming into the diorama. The delicate suspended structures, the ones most vulnerable to vibration, had already developed hairline cracks.

Scattered across the workbench were guitar picks. A half-finished iced coffee sat on top of my carving knife, condensation seeping into the design sketches beneath it.

My phone buzzed. A message from Ethan, sent through the studio's shared account.

"Mia, you don't have your processor right now anyway, so you can't hear anything. The soundproofed room was sitting empty. Chloe has a performance tonight and needs to rehearse, so I let her move the drum set in. No point disturbing other people. After she's done, I'll take you to get something to eat. Don't make a fuss."

I read the words "no point disturbing other people" over and over.

Because I couldn't hear, I didn't count as someone who could be disturbed. My space didn't need to be respected.

But Ethan knew perfectly well that miniature dioramas were extremely vulnerable to high-frequency vibration.

When he had renovated this soundproofed room, he laid the anti-vibration padding himself. He told me he would protect this tiny world of mine.

Now he was the one who had personally let its destroyer inside.

Chloe opened her eyes and saw me.

She didn't stop. Instead, she smiled, stood up, raised a drumstick, and slammed it down on the largest cymbal.

The vibration hit me head-on. The crystal tower at the center of the diorama swayed once, and a second later, a crack ran from its tip all the way to its base. It was beyond repair.

That tower had taken me two weeks to carve.

Chloe set down the drumsticks and spread her hands. "Oops. My bad."

She deliberately slowed her lip movements, making sure I could read every word.

I didn't argue with her. I just pulled out my phone and hit record.

The drum set, the water-stained sketches, the carving knife pinned under the iced coffee, and the cracked crystal tower. I captured all of it.

When I finished, I walked to the supply cabinet and took out my essential tool kit.

Carving knives, glue, tweezers, miniature materials. I packed each one into the case.

Footsteps vibrated through the hallway, and a moment later, Ethan pushed through the door.

He saw the cracked crystal tower first, then me packing my things.

He strode over and grabbed my hand. "What are you losing your mind about now?"

I read his lips clearly.

I pulled my hand free and pointed at the diorama.

He frowned, took out his phone, typed a message, and held the screen in front of my face.

"Can you stop being so petty? Chloe was just rehearsing. A few little houses got shaken loose. Get someone to glue them back together. It's still your birthday. Do you really have to make everyone miserable?"

Little houses. Glue them back together.

He had never truly understood my work, never grasped what a millimeter of deviation meant for a miniature landscape.

I didn't take any of the clothes he had bought me, or any shared belongings from the studio. I picked up my tool kit, walked around him, and left.

He didn't follow. He probably assumed I was just going somewhere else to sulk.

Standing on the curb, I logged into the official portal for the annual design expo and found my listed project.

Then I clicked "Withdraw and File a Claim."