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59. No air

Penulis: Marlize Beneke
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-01-30 16:14:09

Ethan’s POV

It’s been one full day. One day since Lena was taken and it already feels like a week have gone by. I don’t know what time it is half the time. I close my eyes for a few minutes and my body jerks awake like I forgot something important.

There still was no leads or any real updates it was just the same answers over and over.

“We’re looking.”

“We’re searching.”

“We’ll let you know.”

I couldn't sit still instead I walk the same hallway until I know every crack in the floor and every d
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