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Chapter 8

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I slowly opened my eyes, squinting in discomfort from the blinding white lights. The smell of disinfectant wafted into my nose, and I heard the rhythmic beeping of the heart rate monitor beside me.

"You're up." A hoarse voice rang out.

I turned to see Rowan's haggard face. His eyes were bloodshot, and his chin was covered in stubble. His suit was wrinkled. He looked like he'd gone without sleep for days.

He held my hand tightly, his palm clammy with sweat. "You scared the hell out of me. This is the second time now."

His voice shook, and he traced the bandage on my wrist. "I almost… almost lost you again…"

He choked up. "I'm sorry. I'll take good care of you from…"

His tears landed on our hands before he could finish.

I calmly tried to pull away, but Rowan held on tighter, seemingly alarmed. "Don't… Don't push me away… I swear I won't leave you anymore. I swear!"

His phone vibrated in his pocket. He pulled it out and turned it off without looking at it, but I happened to catch
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