The last thing I remember was falling.
Falling continuously, endlessly screaming my guts out, until finally, I remember breaking the surface of the water. That's all I know. There's a bright light that I'm currently starting at, quietly contemplating if I made it to the end of my life. Reaching the other side. Should I attempt to touch it, get up and walk towards it? Should I hear a voice coming from it? Those thoughts fill my head while I lay there- wherever I am, floating, lying in wait in limbo.Words echo around me, fading in and out until I'm able to hear distinctions between them. Male and female. Wolves always talk about Selene their goddess, didn't realize she was a hermaphrodite.Go figures. She has to be twisted like that to bless the children who murdered and made miserable others."That's the last one?""Yeah, almost didn't make it. "A sharp sting pulls me from everything, the light fading, tossing me back into reality. I roll to my side, in a hurry to sit up, glancing about me.Shit, I didn't escape.Men were around, some standing, others sitting, those same damn dogs laying further out, sleeping the time away."Glad you could join us," Someone says from behind and I crane my neck to see them.His hair is blonde, with a square face, donning what would have been our army's uniform sometime ago, matched with soiled combat boots. He's built large and muscular. I immediately picture him wrapping those steroid arms around my person, squeezing the life from my body if I ever ran away. But alas, that was no way to cross over to the dead."We almost lost ya there. The way you hit the water. Went unconscious immediately I gather""Yeah, from her drop that wouldn't be far-fetched, " another adds.Oh, so I wasn't alive all that time."So darling, tell me, " A skinner one stoops before me, his hair cropped and skin tanned so dark, he might have been toasted by the sun. "Where have you been?"He pokes at clothes, then lifts my chin, inspecting me as if I'm some possession to be bartered.I glare at him, without answering his question, tugging at my hand, now realizing that they've bound them."Let me go. ""Why? Just to have you run away" The older bulkier man asks, shaking his head. "No. Now answer the man, it's clear wherever you've been, you weren't starving or nearly enough. "I glance around the small area finding others like me, men and women, children, adolescents, bound, defeated. Their clothes are much shabbier than mine which was saying much since those wolves barely gave us anything new and new is used loosely. More like repair and use."Oh don't worry about them. We're just taking back what's ours. ""They are people, " I snapped at him."They're resources, " The man corrects. "And where you're going it's best you do not have an opinion. Now come on, I haven't got all day. "I rolled my eyes taking a deep breath.Lose the fight to win the war, Leila."I ran away from a werewolf colony. "Then men around me stopped talking, everyone glancing at each other before turning back to me. Some laughed, others shook their heads, dismissing my statement. But not the soldier. Instead, his face contorted into a scowl."That ain't funny," He says"I'm not laughing. ""No one survives a werewolf attack or at least manages to escape. ""Yet here I am, though it won't be long if I stay here" I held up my bound hand and gestured to my feet. "So if you please?""Yeah, no. Everyone is going back to the Capital, " He answers walking away from me disreagrding my existence.The Captial? I was this close to it?! I didn't have many fond memories of being there and it was just the same as being in the wild, only with buildings instead of trees. Still, the fittest of the fit survive.There's a man that have been blandly staring at me the entire time. It's unnerving and I want to tell him to f**k off, but I remain quiet, tucking me feet beneath my chin, but watch him from the corner of my eye. Eventually, he comes over, shooing the lankier soldier away from guarding me, over to the others. He rakes his hand through my hair, picking at my clothes likewise before taking a seat on the boulder adjacent to me."You're a pretty face, " He starts.Yes, he's definitely working for me to tell him go f**k himself.I don't answer, but turn away my gaze pretending to ignore him."The King would be quite happy to have you. ""I won't be a servant to anyone. "He laughs. "That thought irks you doesn't it little one. Well if he's keeping you safe behind those tall walls of his, it's only fair don't you think?""I never asked for his protection, " What was the point either way? Darn man didn't care about anything. We were the ones who were protecting him. So many lives lost to prevent invasions. I cock my head in the direction of the other captives. "If it's so dandy behind those walls, why did they leave?"He spits at my feet and I immeidately want to vomit."Ungrateful bastards. But you, you know how appreciative the king would be for you? Pretty girl, pretty face. You could serve him, entertain him. Make him very happy. "I'd sooner die out here than do any of that. I'd gladly walk back to camp than serve an egotistical pompous freak.We don't continue the conversation, but he leaves finishing it with his commerades. A child starts crying and I pity her. To be so young and dependent. It was a curse.When nightfall comes, so does the chills, I'm grateful for the small fire they make and even more so for the roasted fished offered. Mine finishes before I know it, my stomach still growling. Owls hoot in the distance while crickets sings around us. The only indication of safety. There are no stars in the sky tonight, grey clouds shifting across the royal blue sufrace, as if time as slowed. Slowly the forest lights up witht the luminary light of the moon and I watch it, humming softly to myself. I shouldn't make myself comfortable here, but at the very least being inside of the walls would keep me from being eaten.My limbs become lethargic and eventually my eyes slide shut, the glades of the moon in my closing vision. Darkness shifts behind my eyelids until trees take form, swaying in the chilling wind. Something sits in the dark, hid by the shadows, but I can feel the overwhelming presence charging the air between us."Hello," I hear my own voice calls into the shifting night."Who's out there?"There's no response, but there's no denying the shock that flows through me when the snowy white paws step from the darkness revealing my greatest fear:The Husky white wolf.It bolts towards me, fierce and determined, trampling everything beneath it's paws. Jaws wide and ready to devour, I jerk back, falling into reality. I'm soaked through and through, skin burning hot from my terror. People scramble around me like ants under the falling rain and for a second I question if I'm still dreaming."Don't just sit there, get ya ass up, and get moving!" The bulky soldier barks at me. "You think you're some lil' Princess?"He raises his machete in the air, swinging it at me, my bound arms rising on reflex to protect my person, eyes squeezed tight. Something falls against my lap- the now dismantled rope and he walks away hissing his teeth."Get moving Princess we haven't got all night and time's a wasting. "Everyone around is smearing mud against their skin and I cringe against the thought.Why were we doing this again?!I grab a glob, making a face and the icky muck sticks against my skin, the same Connel, that's what I've found out his name was, screams at another beside me and I hasten my actions."Why are we doing this?" I whispher to a man that's being a little overzealous with dropping the icky substance in his hair."Werewolves are hunting in the area. Haven't you realized it's a full moon? "I sigh inwardly yes, but I've forgotten how problematic that could be. Truly being in the camp have rust some of my instincts."Alright everyone, grab a partner and choose a tree, stay out of sight and shut ya traps. "Great so now we"re f**king monkeys.The Captial My arms hurt from keeping me wrapped around the damnned tree. Sleep keeps attempting to overtake me, but if I ever allow myself to, I'll fall splat against the ground. Something catches my eye stirring in the shadows, the ground thudding tumultously, trees swinging left and right. Something large was coming and it was coming fast. I crouch closer towards my side of the tree, my partner oblivious to what was about to occur in short order. A gasp leaves one of the females, a few trees down from me, when the monsters of the night break through the canopy. Their large forms lumber beneath us, nose sniffling and growling and I brace myself hoping they left us alone. A high pitched scream pierces the silent night, before the chaos begins. There's scrambling from all the trees around me, shouts to hurry and escape thrown into the night. Bodies fall from the trees, people jumping, others too terrfied to move and become devoured. For the first time in my life, I saw the real face
REUNITED Ten years ago Heberus was a lying, convincing son of a bitch. He didn't care about the people within or without the gates. Imagine living in a place that horded food yet people were starving, guards abused their power, children are left to fend for themselves. In some ways it sounds as if I've jumped from the hot pot into the fire. Trust me, the wolves were much better, at least you can comfort yourselves with the fact that they were beasts. But what were the humans excuse for being little insufferable nuisances?! None. There were none and could be none. When I ran away, I thought things had to be much better on the outside, the scene still swinging on a pendulum depending on which side of the glass you chose to look. Half empty or half full. But glancing around, I could see things haven't changed. A girl's greatest chance of evading starvation was hoping sh
LIVING WITH A DEVIL I finally find the courage to find Herberus when the sun has set, finding myself with no other option but to submit to his will. Not for myself but for the child. A child, that to me is nameless. Maybe I didn't think things through when I decided to save her. Ofcourse I had no intention of finding myself in Herberus' clutches either. The scence before me when I make it into the grand hall isn't what I expect. I half expected him to have the child chained to a wall, maybe having a few carnivorous animals salvating after her flesh. Instead I find her very much entertained and eating, completely oblivious of my internal meltdown. The patrons are drinking and laughing, dancing and singing, Herberus being enterained and fawned over by women all who are scantily clad. Yeah, even with the world almost coming to an end, there were women who didn't see the need of being virturous. Though I had to commend them, only a woman could bring a man to his knees and that was only t
I see you I pull the coat hood above my head, holding my head down as I hurry though the halls keeping up with the servants, as they took the laundry out for the day. There's only one way I can make it from the Courts without being brought back by force, or within reasonable time before Herberus finds me missing. I'm itching to throw back the cloth from my face but I can't, just in case anyone around recognises me. I weave through the carts and crowd, take in the sights of the abused and dying. Find my old hiding spots that are now occupied by others and rightly so. Men shake down a child just meters from me, stealing the little he has, leaving him folded up and sobbing for himself. Everyone learns eventually that there isn't anyone that's coming to rescue us, no one to defend us. The war should have made us all equal, instead it only seemed to create more classes. "Hey, " I say kneeling next to the small child, when the men had left to seek their next victim. His clothes is tatter
Royal Bedwarmer "How is it possible that no one has seen a wolf that large moving around. It's a wolf, a damn wolf, " I whispher yelled at the people around me. I had gone back to the tavern hoping to get some answers about my nightmare, but I'm more frustrated and boggled than I was, attempting to figure out the question on my own. "Are you sure about what you saw love?" Cecil asks and I attempt to reign in my irritation. I swear these people think I'm probably going bonkers, but I know what I saw. "Yeah the shadows could be playing tricks on you or the light for that matter. " "To form an entire wolf?" I snickered. "Yeah, I don't think so. It's a husky, there's no way to mistake it. " "Sounds like you know something, I reckon, " One of the men says placing down his jug. His mouth is smeared with the froth of liquor, creating a white beard and I stifle a laugh. "Yeah I do. I lived in a werewolf camp for ten years, I think seeing anything remotely looking like a wolf would give
Wolf "What?!" I asked appalled that they'd ever think that. Where did they even get this ridiculous notion? "No, no, no, no. It's not a trap! " Claude's eyes narrowed on me, his strong arms gripping the front of my dress, pulling me into his person. Immediately the smell of liquor and cigars strangle my nose, forcing me to hold my breath. "And why should I believe a word you utter? You've already deceived us once, telling oh how you just pass through here. For all we know the King and his men could be waiting for us once we turn that corner, " He hissed pointing behind me. "Yeah, " His men replied in a unified chorus. Unbeknonst to them, Herberus liked very much to spend his days gloating away over his riches and the prosperity of his providence even through he doesn't lift a fingure to aid any of it. "Well good point, " I say attempting not to take in anymore of his stuffy fragrance. "But I can assure you no one's coming for us, well unless you don't put me down, very soon
WOLF I hate the dress I'm currently wearing, but I loathe the stares of the people around me even more. My body itches like crazy, the polyster sticking into my skin. Herberus' hand is wrapped around my waist tightly, the doll within his arms. People cheer around me left and right, others standing in gleaming appreciation of their selfish King and still others wondering who the f**k I am. Within that sphere, there are also women, aristocrats, nobles, servants who are all giving me the stink eye, as if I wouldn't give anything to trade places with them and have my freedom. There's so much people, young and old, all dressed up and shouting, guards flanking the crowd left and right. The fanfare doesn't entice me and as I glance around, I find others likewise who stand aside passively taking in the fanfare. The large heavy gate is suddenly shut, the last group of patrons coming through, heading towards the crowd at the center of the town. I suddenly get the impression that this wasn't
GRAYSON Two days prior The northern post was lacking almost in every sphere. We needed new wolves, slaves needed to be replenished and the cold was dragging down my mood further. I hadn't the faintest clue where Gerzi had ran off to and I was drained in every facet of my being. I should get up from the now cold bath water, put on some clothes and go motivate my men to do some work, but I can't even find the strength to do even that. Throwing a curse into the air, I lift my body, the water that had gathered around my abdominals, collasping into the dry ground of my quaters. I walk away grabbing another towel, wrapping it around my waist when one of my men walked in. "Gamma" I glanced at him over my shoulder, going to search for a shirt. "What, I can't take a damn bath in peace anymore?" "Ah no, its another bird" He says hesitantly. "From the Alpha King, again" I took a breath. Ofcourse. "Just leave it and go" The Alpha King has been a pain