Thirteen years of my life were given to Ethan Cross. I believed in his music before anyone else did, stayed through the long nights when success was only a dream, and held on to every promise that I would be the woman by his side when it all finally came true. After eight years as his girlfriend and four more wearing his ring, he walked away. Seven months later, an invitation arrived. Ethan is getting married. And not to me. He is marrying my cousin sister. The wedding is set on a two week getaway meant for couples only. Ethan may think I will stay behind, broken and forgotten, but he is wrong. I will not be showing up alone. My date is Adrian Cole, Ethan’s powerful boss in the music industry, the man who holds his career in his hands and the one rival he never wanted near me. Ethan thought he left me behind. But this time I am not the girl he abandoned. I am stronger, I have found my own rhythm, and I am walking back into his world with the one man who can break him the way he broke me.
View MoreI gave thirteen years of my life to the only man I ever loved, my ex fiancé, Ethan Hayes.
Since our teenage years, I was always by his side. I believed in his music before anyone else did. I shaped myself into the perfect woman for him. I wore the clothes he liked. I kept my hair long because he said it looked better that way. I never wore bold colors because he said it drew the wrong kind of attention. Everything I did was for him. For thirteen years, I stayed. I was supposed to be his wife. Everyone thought we were perfect. Everyone thought it was only a matter of time. So it made no sense when seven months ago he let me go. “What did you just say” My voice was barely there. Ethan sat across from me in his studio, the one filled with gold records that I had watched him fight for. His face showed nothing. I had brought food so we could celebrate his latest award. “I think we should end this,” he said. The words struck deep. I swallowed hard. “Ethan, this isn’t funny. Tell me you’re not serious.” “I’m serious, Lyra.” “No, you can’t be.” My voice lifted before I could stop it. I forced a breath and reached for him. My engagement ring pressed against my skin, heavy and unmovable. I had never taken it off. Not once. “We just started planning the wedding,” I said. “I know it’s a lot. That’s why I’ve been handling the details.” He stayed silent. “If it’s too much we can move the date,” I added, my throat tight. We had delayed it before. If waiting again would save us, I would have done it. “I don’t want you to feel trapped.” Ethan leaned back in his chair and shook his head. “Then you don’t want to hear the truth. Because the truth is I don’t want to marry you, Lyra.” My chest hurt like it might break. “You don’t mean that.” “I do,” he said. His voice was steady, cold. “I don’t love you anymore. I haven’t for a long time.” I froze. “I stayed because I owed you,” he said. “You were there when no one believed in me. But I can’t keep living like that. I need more.” “We can fix this. We can work through it,” I whispered. He pulled his hand away and pushed his hair back. His light brown hair was messy from long nights in the studio. His golden eyes had once been my home. He had a charm that could pull anyone in. He could have had anyone. But he had chosen me. Didn’t that mean something. Didn’t thirteen years mean anything. But his look wasn’t soft now. He stood and brushed his hands against his jeans like I was a stain. “I don’t want to work on anything. Not with you,” he said. “If we were meant to be, we would have been married by now.” The nickname he used for me sounded bitter. “The only reason we aren’t married yet is because of your career,” I said, my voice shaking. “No,” he said. His tone was harsh. “It’s because I never saw you as my wife.” The words crushed me. “You might be right for someone else, but not for me,” Ethan said. “Most men in this business don’t settle down. But you wouldn’t get that.” I did get it. I just didn’t want a life without being a wife. Still, I would have tried for him. “Please, don’t start anything,” I said quietly. “People are always watching.” He laughed under his breath. “Still so careful. Still so easy.” He leaned close. “I did love you once. That’s why you can keep the ring. I don’t need it back.” He grabbed his jacket, then paused. “And you can’t stay at my place anymore. I’m single now. I should be free to bring women home.” His smirk was the last thing I saw. “Leave the spare key where I can find it.” Then he left. And just like that, he took my life with him.On good days, I love my best friend. On really bad days, I remind myself she means well.But today is neither of those. Today is one of the worst days of my life, and I am furious with her.“Hades’s asshole” doesn’t even come close to how mad I feel. My hands rip free from hers as if her touch burns. The anger is so sharp, I almost shove her off the couch, but then I notice how close the coffee table is and wince. No, I’m not mad enough to actually injure her. Not yet.“I can’t believe you!” My voice rises without permission. I shoot off the couch, stomping toward my bedroom like the floor has personally offended me. Mara’s footsteps follow quickly behind.“You’re overreacting, Lyra,” she calls, her tone too calm, too even. “This isn’t even a bad thing.”That does it. I whirl around, yank off my left slipper, and fling it straight at her head. But Mara has those reflexes I’ll never forgive her for, years of baseball games with her dad. She ducks at the perfect moment, and the slipper
Hours slip by, and Mara still hasn’t returned.I can’t stop wondering what she meant—what was so important that she couldn’t say over the phone.By the time I sober up, guilt and dread hang over me like a stormcloud. I drag myself into the shower, scrub my teeth until my gums ache, and keep my hands busy by scrubbing every inch of her apartment. Anything to stop thinking about him.But it doesn’t work.It never works.I open the email again. The glossy wedding invitation stares back at me, mocking me, right beside the details for that ridiculous couple-only cruise.And then I see it.My name, sitting where it doesn’t belong.My stomach twists violently, and I barely make it to the bathroom before everything I’ve eaten decides it wants out.Later, when the nausea fades and the silence of Mara’s apartment presses too heavy, I do something I swore I’d never do again.I stalk her Facebook profile.I made the mistake of opening Facebook, and that’s when it felt like the ground should split
When I first dragged my suitcases into Mara’s apartment, two things struck me at once. The first was how nothing about her had changed since college, she was still every bit as high-maintenance as I remembered. Every corner of the place gleamed with expensive taste, from the designer furniture to the perfectly arranged décor that looked more suited to a magazine spread than an actual home.I was happy she had a job that let her maintain the lifestyle.The second was how strangely comforting it felt. For all its polished surfaces and luxury, Mara’s apartment had become the one place where I could fall apart without judgment. Even with the guest room she’d set up just for me, most nights I found myself curled up on her couch with an overpriced blanket, drinking wine straight from the bottle.And now, as I stare at the notification on my phone, I know exactly what I need to do.I head into Mara’s kitchen and snatch up a bottle of red wine, some expensive label I can’t even name. Back in
It had been seven months since Ethan left me.At first, I didn’t handle it well. He kicked me out, and I had nowhere to stay. My apartment had been in his name too, so I had nothing but a few bags of clothes. My best friend, mara, insisted I move in with her. She has a small tiny apartment in the city, the one she had been renting since college, she made me move in with her.I avoided the small juice bar. Mara and I had called it The Corner Loft after a late-night brainstorming session fueled by too many smoothies and laughter. Ethan had celebrated there when he landed his first big record deal. I couldn’t bring myself to step inside.Then Mara had enough. She called me a hopeless mess, said I was crying over a selfish man, and practically shoved me back into my routine. Breaking thirteen years of old habits hasn’t been easy.Some nights, I still catch myself staring at my phone, waiting for a message that will never come. Waiting for Ethan to say he made a mistake, waiting for him to
I gave thirteen years of my life to the only man I ever loved, my ex fiancé, Ethan Hayes.Since our teenage years, I was always by his side. I believed in his music before anyone else did. I shaped myself into the perfect woman for him.I wore the clothes he liked. I kept my hair long because he said it looked better that way. I never wore bold colors because he said it drew the wrong kind of attention. Everything I did was for him.For thirteen years, I stayed. I was supposed to be his wife. Everyone thought we were perfect. Everyone thought it was only a matter of time.So it made no sense when seven months ago he let me go.“What did you just say” My voice was barely there.Ethan sat across from me in his studio, the one filled with gold records that I had watched him fight for. His face showed nothing. I had brought food so we could celebrate his latest award.“I think we should end this,” he said.The words struck deep. I swallowed hard. “Ethan, this isn’t funny. Tell me you’re n
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