🌺Hot night🌺

VIVIANE

I put my fingers inside her hair and stroked, reveling in her softness and wanting to make sure this was happening.

When I realized it, we were already lying on a chaise longue, kissing passionately.

I had never been with another person in such an intimate moment because João Felipe was touching me in a way that I never allowed anyone else to touch me. I guess I've always been waiting for him.

I had my eyes closed, enjoying even more intensely the sensations awakened by Felipe's hands when I remembered where we were and tried to make him stop again, pulling my lips away.

" João Felipe, we can't do this here," I said weakly, as Felipe continued to kiss my neck and move his mouth down towards my breasts.

" Everybody left. No one will see us.”

" The security guards are all over the property " I reminded him.

He lifted his face and looked at me with an intensity that made me want even more of his caresses. He was white and our kisses had left his lips and face red.

" What are you laughing at? " he said, pulling me along with him as he got up from the lounge where we were lying.

" You're all red," I said, putting my hand over my mouth, trying to control the laugh that wanted to escape.

" And you're even more beautiful, with those eyes shining with desire," he said, hugging me, this time the two of us standing beside the pool.

" But you're right about the security guards. Let's go to my room, I want much more than your kisses" she said, kissing me again and taking away all my rationality, but making it clear what her intentions were.

He took my hand and pulled me towards the mansion, asking a silent question with his eyes when he saw that I didn't react to his call.

In those few seconds, I made a decision. I wasn't sure if it was the right one, but I wanted to enjoy that moment with João Felipe, and if by chance that was our only night together, I wouldn't go back and regret it, because I could keep it. it is forever in my memory.

I followed him and we went to his room, practically running, such a rush to get back into each other's arms.

When he closed the door of his room, turning the key, once again I thought if having that moment with João Felipe was worth it and I decided once again that yes! I could never accuse myself of not thinking clearly about what I was doing. I weighed everything in those few minutes that we were going to his room and everything in me screamed that yes, I should enjoy this moment.

" I can imagine what you're thinking, standing there," 

João Felipe approached me and touched my face with one of his hands, affectionately, while the other caressed my arm in a slow movement, and looked directly into my eyes while making it clear what he wanted from me.

"I can't promise you a serious relationship. I need to accomplish my professional goals before any other step in my life. But I want you by my side and I can guarantee that my feelings for you are true and that I will never touch another woman while we are together.”

Felipe's words didn't change my decision, despite knowing that what he offered me wouldn't be enough given the size of my feelings for him and everything we would have to face if we went ahead with that.

I just made a small gesture with my head, so that he understood that I accepted what he offered me, and we kissed again. Our kisses were getting more and more voracious and intense. João Felipe started to take a few steps towards his bed until I felt my legs touch the softness of the mattress.

I had never entered Felipe's room before and I was so focused on him that I couldn't look around. I just saw that it was a very large room, just like JP's.

Gently, he made me sit on his bed and then lay down. I saw him take off his sweatpants that were over a pair of black boxers and then he laid on top of me.

Gradually he also took off the robe I was wearing over the bathing suit and began to caress me more intimately, underneath the only piece of clothing I was wearing.

I was also touching him all over his body because I needed to feel that man I loved so much and I always needed to pretend I didn't.

" I love you so much, Vivi. I didn't lie when I said I couldn't stand being away from you anymore " he said while distributing a trail of kisses toward my lap. " Are you sure you want to do this?”

He spoke looking into my eyes, and despite being totally ready, from what I could tell, he would not continue that act without being sure if it was really what I wanted, and that made me even more determined to enjoy those moments by his side.

" Yes, I want to! " I spoke firmly so that he could discern the certainty in my words.

Regardless of what happened after today, I would never regret having that moment with him, because Felipe was an extremely affectionate lover and was very attentive to me, even more so after he realized my inexperience in sex.

We loved each other with passion and desperation as if one of us could disappear at any moment or something could happen and interrupt that moment that was unexpected, but for which we'd been waiting for a long time.

When we were already exhausted, we lay down, hugging each other, as if we were just one. And that was even more special because it showed that what we had done was not limited to the carnal act. It wasn't just sex. There was a lot of feeling, on both sides.

We talked about our lives, each thirsting for information from the other. For knowing what we'd done while we were pretending to hate each other. But while I was totally unaware of his life in New York, he seemed to know a lot about mine here.

And we love each other again, this time slowly and with much more love. Tomorrow I would think about what we did and how it would change our lives, or not.