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Celeste arrived before the city finished waking.
The sidewalk outside the studio was cold from last night. Water pooled in shallow spots, reflecting the sky until scattered by passing cars. Salt pressed in by weeks of boots and tires turned the seams white. She paused at the door, hand resting on it, letting the inside sounds settle in her chest before entering.
She already felt pressure behind her eyes. It had greeted her on waking—a gentle, steady reminder she ignored. Lately, she treated it the way she treated most things: not as a warning, just something that happened, like the weather.
Inside, sounds slipped through the walls. Drums repeated an unfinished phrase. A guitar stumbled, restarting. Laughter rang out sharply, then stopped, as if someone remembered to be quiet.
The hallway smelled like old coffee and warm cables. Posters covered the walls—some in frames, others just taped at the corners, curling in as if they were tired. The fluorescent lights buzzed above, flickered once, then settled into a steady glare.
She followed the signs toward management.
Mark Foster’s office was at the end of the hall, set apart more by distance than by design. The door was open. Warm light spread across the floor, a small comfort compared to the harsh lights behind her. She knocked once—quiet, but clear enough to be heard.
Mark looked up right away, eyes dull with exhaustion. Already standing, jacket half on, he left his phone facedown on the desk as if unable to face more demands. There was a heaviness in his posture, the kind that no sleep could fix.
“Celeste,” he said, offering his hand. His grip was brief, practical. No testing. No linger. “Thanks for coming in early.”
She nodded, her movements careful. When he gestured, she sat, folding her hands in her lap. Her fingers were still, but her shoulders remained tense.
His desk was buried in papers. Calendars stacked with color-coded tabs marked changing dates. A tablet buzzed, then fell silent. Coffee, left too long, congealed on top.
“We’re swamped,” Mark said. No preamble. No apology. He rubbed his temple, then pushed a schedule toward her. “Miami. Tomorrowland Winter. Coachella was on the horizon. Montreux, Fuji. Everything’s overlapping. Everyone’s stretched.”
He didn’t try to make the job sound better. He just described how heavy it was.
“We need extra hands,” he continued. “Someone steady. Discreet. Someone who doesn’t panic when things move.”
She glanced over the page. Names, dates, and arrows led nowhere good. Red lines crossed out what had once been certain.
“There’s one clause,” Mark said, watching her now. “Non-negotiable.”
She looked up.
“Sunday mornings,” he said. “You attend Mass. Before work. That time is yours. Everything else belongs to the band.”
She hesitated, the words catching somewhere between her chest and her mouth. There was a small tightening of her jaw before she finally let the silence speak for her.
“That’s fine,” she said.
Her answer was steady, almost too calm. Mark let out a long, slow breath, his shoulders sinking as if he’d put down something heavy. He opened a desk drawer and, with a faint, grateful nod, slid a badge across to her.
“Let me introduce you.”
The rehearsal room felt like a breath finally let out.
Sound filled the room as she entered. The band spread out, at ease with each other. Nao sat on an amp, tapping his knees, laughter always close. Leo leaned against the wall, camera on his wrist, watching the light move. Brett tuned his instrument precisely, head down. Peter sat with his bass, listening and watching more than playing.
And Paul.
He stood in the center of the room, holding the mic cord tightly in his hand. His sandy hair was pushed back, and his sharp blue eyes looked at her openly. He watched her the way people do when they are used to being watched themselves.
“This is Celeste,” Mark said. “She’s joining us. Assistant.”
Nao smiled immediately, wide and warm. “Hey. Welcome.”
Nao smiled at her instantly, warmth reaching his eyes. Leo offered a nod, sincere but reserved. Brett looked her up and down, suspicion flickering before his features relaxed in quiet approval. Peter nodded politely, eyes steady, keeping his distance.
Paul laughed.
His laugh was quiet. It didn’t have to be loud.
“Is that the uniform?” he asked, eyes flicking over her black dress, the lace at her sleeves, the veil folded neatly in her bag. “Are we doing funerals now?”
Celeste didn’t answer.
Mark stepped in, already moving. “Paul—”
“It’s fine,” Paul said, cutting him off with a grin that didn’t reach his eyes. “I’m just trying to place her. You look like a… what do you call it?”
He tilted his head and thought for a moment. “A Goth Nun.”
His words fell quietly in the room.
Nao’s grin slipped ever so slightly. Brett’s hand stilled on the tuning peg, knuckles whitening. Leo’s eyes dropped to the floor, his shoulders tensing. Peter just sat, gaze darkening.
Celeste met Paul’s look with a practiced calm. She blinked once, unfazed, face unreadable. Setting her bag down purposefully, her hands steady, she gave no reaction—the kind of silence that holds something back.
“If you need anything,” Mark said, louder now, redirecting the room, “Celeste will handle it. Schedules. Logistics. She’ll be your point.”
Paul’s grin sharpened. “Lucky us.”
Mark clapped his hands once. “All right. Back to it.”
Celeste moved to the side. She watched, not hovering. She saw Nao lift the mood, Brett stand quietly between Paul and the door, Leo watch Paul more than his instrument, and Peter keep the music steady without drawing attention.
Paul tried her again, tossing a comment over his shoulder, sharp but casual.
“Careful,” he said. “She might pray us into better time signatures.”
She said nothing.
The morning passed in fragments. Sounds layered. Arguments began and ended quickly. She found where to stand, who needed space, and who needed support. She made tea, set mugs within reach, and updated the whiteboard. The room changed around her without notice.
Paul noticed.
He stayed quiet, watching her longer than he intended.
Outside, the city finally woke. Horns sounded. Footsteps multiplied. Somewhere, a siren rose and fell.
Inside, Celeste began creating something that no one had yet named.
Sunday came early.It always did, but this one felt more urgent, like an appointment she’d forgotten to cancel.Celeste woke before the alarm and lay still, testing if she needed it. The room was hushed. A narrow beam of streetlight slashed through Paul’s spare room window, pallid and stark. Outside, a delivery truck idled, then rumbled away. The city hovered, almost alert, but not quite.She dressed in the dark.She pulled on black tights, her skirt, then the soft sweater that never scratched her wrists. Her hands moved by rote. She nudged her shoes with her toes, slid them on, and laced them in the dark. Her bag waited at the door, zipped and set.In the bathroom mirror, she saw just a hint of herself—pale, plain, hair pulled back. She felt distant from her own reflection and judged it: good enough.Outside, the air was sharp and cold.The street was quieter than it looked. Traffic lights changed for empty roads. A café on the corner was lit up, chairs still stacked, coffee not yet
She baked after midnight.She didn’t bake because the day called for it. She baked because her hands needed something to hold onto.The apartment was so quiet that every sound felt deliberate. The refrigerator clicked and resumed its hum. A car sped by outside, fading quickly. Celeste tied her hair back with the elastic on her wrist and washed her hands twice, slower the second time.Butter softened on the counter. She mixed it with sugar, the bowl shifting with each stir. This part required patience, not perfection. The dough formed slowly. She added flour and salt, then vanilla after smelling it once.While the dough chilled, she wiped the counter once, then again. It was a habit, not nerves.She rolled it out evenly, the pin thudding softly against the wood. The heart-shaped cutter waited at the edge of the counter. She turned it sideways before pressing it into the dough, the shape abstracted just enough that no one would comment on it. She worked methodically, lining the cut cook
The studio was already loud when Celeste arrived.It wasn’t music, but voices. They overlapped, unfinished, words bouncing off walls that seemed tired of listening. The noise wasn’t about volume, but about mood. The day already felt tense before anyone had really arrived.She paused just inside the door, feeling the tension like static on her skin, a brief moment to brace herself before stepping in.Then she moved.She put her bag behind the counter, took off her coat, and set it aside. She turned on the kettle and took out the schedule, smoothing the paper. Her body moved through the routine before she even thought about it. She focused on her hands, then her breath. Feelings could wait.Nao was mid-sentence, gesturing with a drumstick like it might make his point sharper.“If the count keeps slipping, it’s not the tempo, it’s—”“—the monitors,” Paul cut in, already pacing. “It’s always the monitors.”Brett looked up from his guitar. “We adjusted them.”“Yeah,” Paul said. “Wrong.”Ce
The cake was gone by morning.There weren’t even crumbs left. A faint sweetness lingered near the back table. It faded under the smell of coffee, cables, and the metallic tang of warmed equipment. Celeste arrived early enough to notice it disappear. The scent blended with the room's usual smells. Soon, it was gone.She opened the windows an inch.Cold air came in, clean and sharp, moving through the room. The city seemed to breathe with her. Below, a truck idled. Then it drove away. The window rattled once, then was still.She set out mugs.Counted them.Recounted them.She set out one extra mug. Paused. Put it back in the cabinet. She turned the handle in, matching the others. Next, she turned on the kettle and waited, without hurrying.She left her coat on the back of the chair and put her bag under the desk. She smoothed the arrival sheet with her hand and marked the time with a neat stroke.Paul came in loudly.The door swung open—loud. He threw his jacket at a chair that wasn’t h
She baked before dawn.The kitchen was so quiet she could feel her own breath. Even the oven sounded alive, the soft metal shifting making her both comforted and achingly alone. Outside, the city slumbered on. No sirens or horns, just that distant rush—huge and indifferent, making her feel small but peaceful.Butter softened on the counter, pale and patient. She pressed her finger into it to check, then pulled back. She added sugar, mixing it in with a wooden spoon she’d had for years. The bowl rocked gently with each stir. She cracked the eggs one at a time, tapping them and checking the shells before tossing them. She took her time and didn’t waste anything.The batter thickened just as it should. She stopped for a moment to listen, then poured it into the pan and smoothed the top with her spoon. The oven took it in quietly.While the cake baked, she wiped the counter with hands that needed something to do. Twice—first to tidy, then to soothe her nerves. She washed the bowl with del
The studio smelled faintly of coffee and metal when Celeste arrived.The coffee smell was old—just the lingering hint from an unwashed pot. Metallic notes rose from cables, used so often they barely reacted to temperature swings. Lights hummed weakly, and the building felt half-awake.Celeste unlocked the supply cabinet first.Habit. Always first.The key slid in easily. Tape, batteries, spare strings, and folded cloths were all there; no need to check by hand. She closed the cabinet quietly and precisely. She put her coat on the back of the chair and set her bag at her feet.She filled the kettle and turned the flame low.Today required nothing public.She pulled a small, tissue-wrapped candle from her bag and stepped toward the back shelf behind the temperamental printer. She placed it there with deliberate care, not hiding it, just marking the space.She struck a match. It flared, died. The second caught.The flame held.She watched the flame steady, then turned her back and tended







