LOGINI try to walk faster but Lucille, who seems to be 6’5 inches has far longer legs than I do so he only has to stretch them to be by my side as he says the same student that he has repeated since we walked out of the plane and landed on this… large island surrounded by nothing but water with a mansion in the middle of it, “I should have killed someone today.”
Italian flies out of my mouth before I can control myself, “Does no one here understand personal space?” “I don’t understand what you’re saying, sweetheart, but I’ll like to believe you share my disappointment,” “I said no nicknames,” “This is not a nickname, this is a direct meaning of what you are to me. A heart, that’s sweet. I am not going against your rules, my wife,” His voice sounds sickeningly sweet, and my irritation worsens. I feel like my head is about to be cracked open as we walk into the house, surprise hitting me again as I realize the interior design of this house is also… Beautiful. It looks larger than one would expect, with curling rows of stairs and arches, like a Greece temple. Are we in Greece? Where exactly is this place? “I mean, in my defense, I had everything far more planned out than this… farce that we ended up conjuring. You were supposed to run into my arms, I was supposed to shoot your fiancé, and then we’d drive off into the sunset, both fugitives of the law. How else will I tell our children about the heroic way I saved their Mother if there’s nobody dying?” Damien groans. “Lucille,” I turn to look at him, swallowing down whatever rage, annoyance or irritation I am feeling as I say as calmly as I possibly can, “We will not be having any children,” “Too late, I’m afraid. We’ve left the altar. Nothing sticks from here on out,” He cuts in with a chuckle as he puts his hands into his pockets and says, “I’d like two actually, both should look like me. I’m sure we can both agree that I have the better face amongst us—” “Is this all you’re going to do all day?” I find myself snapping. It’s hard to stop now that it’s spiraling out of my mouth. All my fear has balled up into some type of pissed form as I hiss, “My Father is a very powerful man. And you clearly have no plans, no ideas whatsoever. All you’ve ever been is trigger happy and perhaps I made a mistake—” A shot rings out and I clap my hands over my ears. The second the ringing stops, I turn my head to the side, seeing the crack on the ground only a few inches away from my feet. When I look up, the gun in his hand is letting out smoke from its end as he says, “Ah, is this how our lovely little life will be on this very exquisite island? You stab me, I almost shoot you—” “Why would you—?” He raises his hand, immediately silencing me. His whole demeanor is changed now, completely different from the version of him that has followed me ever since we met like a pup My fear returns as I watch as he sighs and uses the butt of the gun to scratch his head, “You are right, Bianchi. This is quite new for me. I have never had to be in charge of someone before. It’s very exhilarating, saving and not killing a person. It’s all new territory. I even read a book on how to cheer up a wife. The research says women like comedians. I am beginning to think you’d prefer if I tie you down and fuck you till I spell my name in your, forgive my language, pussy,” My heart drops. “What?” He laughs now, the happy face back as he puts the gun back into his pants and raises his hands. “I’m joking, I’m joking,” He walks closer, stopping only three inches away from my face as he says with the most dead eyes I’ve ever seen, “I might not feel emotions the way a normal person would, yes, but you are now very important to me. Do you understand? Besides, I read other books that many women claimed to like and I am quite curious on how your reaction to them might be. How do you feel about being tied and fucked with a gun?” My hand flies out before I can stop myself, striking him hard on the face. The sound echoes through the hallway as Lucille’s head jerks to the side. Damien already starts moving to us but Lucille immediately raises his hand, causing the man to stop him in his tracks before he turns to face me, his eyes soft but filled with something else. Then he says in a soft exhale, “By God, woman, why does everything you do make me feel? Do you know what it means for a devil to have… feelings? It means I will chase this emotion to the ends of the Earth to find out what else you could do that would possibly…” He steps closer without blinking, like he can’t help himself. “…ruin me like this.” My back hits the wall. Lucille’s breath ghosts across my cheek, and those blue eyes light up with a hunger that makes my heart race as he whispers, “I don’t understand. I have killed men for far less things. But you…” His gaze drags down my face. “You hit me and I want to thank you for it.” My heart stumbles. “You’re insane.” “Yes,” He says simply. “But you make it worse. And God help us both, I don’t want it to stop.” He lifts his hand, and I brace for impact but nothing happens. Instead, he keeps it close, hovering over my cheek as he whispers, “I won’t touch you,” Then adds softly, almost regretfully. “Not until you give me permission” And with a smile that sends very strange emotions between my thighs, he says, “But I will think about it. Obsessively.” Damien finally speaks . “Lucille. Enough.” Lucille exhales, stepping back like he’s physically pulling himself off a cliff edge. His happy smile back as he turns around to look at Damien, “You see, Damien? She brings out the poetry in me. It’s disgusting.” Then he says loudly as he begins to walk away from me, “Explore the house, dear wife. Go wherever you wish. All of this belongs to you anyway. I shall be letting you be now,” And he leaves me, there, in the middle of this place. What have I gotten myself into?Adam sits away from me… as far as the table will allow, looking like he wishes the world would end. Jade sits close to him, though she also looks slightly uncomfortable.Lucille, on the other hand, keeps his arm around my waist, pinning me to his lap so I can’t get away. He’s smiling at them, very brightly, but I can see the gun in his other hand resting under the table.I can’t help the sigh that leaves my lips. “We need to make sleeping arrangements.”“Yeah,” Adam starts, jerking his head toward Lucille. “I’m not sleeping around that.”“That’s settled,” Lucille says, chuckling. His hand starts moving upward. “We can settle this—”I quickly grab his arm, pushing it down. I send him a glare, but he only smiles innocently before I turn back to Adam. “I thought you needed a place? Somewhere safe?”“And I should believe he is safe?”I look at Lucille. “Will you harm him?”“Yes.”“Lucille.”He smiles, placing his arm openly on the table. Adam jerks when he spots the gun, but Lucille only
‘Did you miss me? I missed you. I missed you so much I thought I would die. It was a new type of pain for me. A new type of adrenaline rush that made me think I should kill them faster. I had to get home. I never liked getting home until you. I wanted to come see you. I wanted to mold my skin into yours. I needed to. You are very beautiful. Why is he here? I need to kiss you. I want to place you on this table and fuck you so everyone outside can hear how much you like me being inside you. I know I would. Would you like me better? You are hard to please. I give you everything but you must have already had everything. What more can I do for you? What will make you stop fighting me?’Those are the words playing through my head again and again. They grow louder the more I smell her perfume, feel her warmth. She’s always so warm. I never seem to have enough warmth on my body. I want to put my hands under her dress. Her tits are so warm and soft and nice— or maybe I grab her thighs. She co
“You are smart, but it seems there are moments you lack clarity.”“Are you calling me stupid, Lucille?”“No, my wife. I wouldn’t dare,” He hasn’t broken a smile, not even once. He bore one when he saw me walk into the house, but it vanished the second Jade walked out, then his face filled with a predatory look the moment he saw Adam. I made them wait in the car so I could talk to him alone. He looks dressed— for a dinner date. I can smell the food he made. The pasta. It smells delicious but he’s locked the kitchen door— and I’m not sure if it’s because he doesn’t want me to see the state of it, or because he’s angry that I brought people back home. I believe it is both. “May we have our talk now?”“I’m afraid not.” His voice is different too. There’s an eeriness to it that makes me feel almost as if he’s holding himself back from ripping apart anything in his line of sight to pieces. “I can’t concentrate knowing they’re still here,”“They’re not in the house,”“I was hoping you’d
Adam looks like he’s been living on the road for weeks. His hair sticks all over his head, his clothes are rough and filthy. He's wolfing down the food in front of him too like a wild animal. Jade looks slightly disgusted, which is a pleasant emotion to see compared to the way that she’s been quiet since he brought her home. She had barely said anything when I took her to other clothing stores and bought things for her. She seemed excited trying some clothes on but not around me. I don’t try to push her. “Slowly,” I say, though I don’t think he hears me. He picks up a piece of chicken and tears into it. The groan that leaves his lips makes bile rise up my throat though I manage to push it down before he looks at me, his eyes slanting as he chuckles, “You have no idea what the fuck you’ve done, have you?”“I did my father a favour,” I start, folding my arms, “He had no plans on teaching me about taking after the mafia, so I took myself out of it.”“That’s not how it works and you
“— and she’s such a brat! No. I swear, she looks like… she looks like the prettiest thing you’d ever see. Like a rose. But… but worse! She doesn’t just have thorns, but those thorns have poisons! No one sees it though. Yeahhhhh. Everyone says she’s perfect and princess-cy but I know what and who she really is—”Somewhere in my story, they throw me outside. The door of the bar— The Rusty Anchor, or something similar but it’s still a shithole— hits my shoulder on the way out. I fall, the world tilting because of course, I’m not drunk but withdrawal symptoms always start off with something very fucking similar, and land on my ass in a damp alley. The smell of garbage and piss hits me fast, a smell that New York seems to be filled with at this point. “—and stay out, you crazy fuck!” a voice yells from somewhere. It’s probably from the bar, I don’t fucking care, before it slams shut, cutting off the warm, yellow light and the sound of loud rock music with wild banshees screaming. My h
The organ in my chest starts to misbehave, and I’m not sure if I should be grateful it is not the one between my legs this time or angry at myself. “You, on the other hand,” His voice drops a monotone, his eyes looking above me to Jade. He looks soulless, almost empty as he drawls, “are a pet for my wife. She will find good use for you,”“I don’t want a pet.”“Fine. I will kill—”“No.” That makes him smirk. “You say no a lot. And if you do not want to keep her, you should just let me know“I’m not keeping her,” I correct quickly, “I’m making sure you don’t kill her,”“Too many words for exactly what I just said,” He’s shrugging now as he stands erect, then without warning, stretches his hand out above my head, “But I’ve come to understand your mouth and body never truly mean what they say. So let’s see—”I don’t know when my hand reaches out to grab him. All I know is I’m holding his arm— feeling the muscles underneath his skin. He’s worked out more. Which means he has killed more.







