Could this be it?

He saw that I was not answering him and he clearly didn't know what to do, so he sat on the stairs, and kept staring at me, when I still didn't say or do anything to show him that I had seen him, he got up and came back to me. This time he was standing Infront of me, with his hands in his pocket, but his eyes was on mine, even though I wasn't directly looking at him, I could tell everything he was doing with his eyes.

"You are still beautiful even while angry". He says, trying to be humorous, but I still was not moved.

Are you going to keep quiet forever? He asked, and I only looked at him for a second, before looking away, with my hands on my waist. He took my hands into his gently, and went on his knees as though he wants to propose to me.

He might as well propose to someone he doesn't know. We were only friends and he kissed me. He should have started by asking for courtship first, before going too far to kissing.

Common Kiki, I am sorry". Hearing him call me that didn't help matte