LOGINIn order to gather 500 thousand dollars for my blind girlfriend's surgical bills, I've accepted a delivery order that's meant for someone at a private racing club. The huge floor-to-ceiling monitor is currently playing the live footage of the champion who's won the racing tournament. Champagne bottles can be seen spraying everywhere as the audience cheers loudly for the victor. Soon, the champion takes off her helmet and shakes her head full of curls off her face. Strikingly beautiful features are revealed the next moment. Next to the champion stands her childhood friend, Lewis Ross. I feel my hands clenching around the plastic bag containing the food containers. The woman shown on the screen is none other than Evelyn Carter, my so-called blind girlfriend. "Why aren't you happy even though you've won the tournament, Evelyn? Are you missing that boyfriend of yours who's still working his ass off for money?" A familiar voice comes from the lounge. An amused yet malicious smirk is played on Evelyn's lips at the moment. "Why did you bring him up? Then again, it's thrilling, pretending to be blind and all. Whenever he changes his clothes at home, he does it right in front of me." Everyone around Evelyn begins roaring with cheers. "You're so lucky, Ms. Carter!" After taking a sip from her champagne glass, Evelyn responds in a flippant tone, "Lucky? He's so busy with work every day just to gather enough money for my surgical bills! That man doesn't have a single romantic cell in him—he's just as stiff as the stick up his ass!" A wave of laughter echoes from the crowd once again. Feeling as though my blood had turned to ice, I turn on my heel and begin walking out of the club. I can still hear Lewis' cheeky voice ringing out from behind me. "There are only three days left in our one-year bet, Evelyn. Don't tell me you really fell for your boyfriend!" Evelyn merely snorts in response. She drawls back, "Don't worry. I'll dump him in three days."
View More“Lahirkan seorang putra untukku.”
Duke Valerius von Drakenhoff, pria yang oleh seluruh kekaisaran dijuluki sebagai “Monster dari Utara”, berdiri memunggungi ranjang kebesaran yang ditutupi kelambu beludru merah tua.
Elara von Astley, yang sebelumnya hanya dikenal sebagai Lady Elara yang terabaikan, mendongakkan kepalanya dengan napas tertahan.
Dia berdiri kaku di tengah ruangan yang luas itu. Hari yang seharusnya menjadi puncak kejayaan keluarga Astley, bagi Elara, hanyalah sebuah awal dari vonis penjara seumur hidup yang tidak pernah dia minta.
Elara tidak pernah membayangkan akan berakhir di kamar ini, di bawah tatapan pria paling ditakuti di kekaisaran. Rencana awalnya sudah disusun dengan sangat rapi oleh sang ayah.
Kakaknya, Lady Seraphina von Astley, sang primadona kerajaan yang memiliki kecantikan luar biasa, seharusnya menjadi sosok yang berdiri di sini.
Seraphina dijadwalkan untuk dinikahkan dengan Duke Valerius dalam sebuah transaksi politik murni yang dingin.
Keluarga Astley, yang selama berabad-abad menguasai jalur perdagangan selatan, kini berada di ambang kehancuran total. Ayah Elara, Count Astley, telah melakukan kesalahan yang sangat fatal.
Dia memberikan kepercayaan penuh kepada seorang bendahara yang ternyata adalah mata-mata musuh. Akibatnya, seluruh perbendaharaan keluarga dikuras habis tanpa sisa dalam waktu singkat.
Di titik nadir itulah, Duke Valerius datang membawa tawaran yang mustahil untuk ditolak.
Dia menawarkan investasi besar untuk menyelamatkan ekonomi Astley dan perlindungan militer dari kavaleri serigala Utara yang termasyhur. Imbalannya sangat spesifik: seorang istri dari garis darah asli Astley.
Namun, sehari sebelum upacara pemberkatan dilakukan, Seraphina menghilang. Dia kabur tanpa pesan, meninggalkan gaun pengantinnya yang tergeletak di lantai begitu saja.
Count Astley, yang didera ketakutan luar biasa akan murka sang Duke, melakukan langkah nekat. Duke Valerius dikenal tidak segan-segan meratakan satu kota jika merasa dikhianati.
Maka, Elara, putri kedua yang selama ini hanya hidup di balik bayang-bayang, diseret paksa.
Elara yang waktunya habis untuk mengurus pembukuan wilayah dan merawat ibunya yang sakit, kini dijadikan tumbal pengganti demi menyelamatkan ribuan nyawa rakyat Astley dari kebangkrutan total.
“Apa maksudmu, Duke Valerius?” tanya Elara dengan suara bergetar seraya menatap pria di depannya dengan sorot mata penuh ketakutan yang belum sempat dia redam sejak upacara selesai tadi sore.
Valerius menoleh perlahan. Wajahnya rupawan namun memiliki garis wajah yang keras. Ada bekas luka tipis yang melintang di dekat pelipisnya, tanda permanen dari pertempuran yang tak terhitung jumlahnya di perbatasan utara.
“Apakah kau tuli, Elara?” ucapnya dengan nada sinis. Kilat matanya yang berwarna abu-abu baja berhasil membuat jantung Elara berdebar liar.
“Keluargamu berutang segalanya padaku. Tanahmu, namamu, bahkan napas ayahmu adalah milikku sekarang. Jadi, kau harus membayarnya dengan melahirkan seorang ahli waris,” lanjut Valerius tanpa perubahan nada sedikit pun.
Elara membeku dengan kening mengkerut dalam. “Utang budi? Itu tidak bisa disebut utang, Duke. Ini adalah aliansi. Kau menanamkan modal di pelabuhan selatan dan kau akan mendapatkan bagi hasil yang besar. Ini adalah murni urusan bisnis!”
Valerius tersenyum miring, sebuah ekspresi yang tampak lebih seperti ancaman daripada keramahan. “Rupanya ayahmu adalah pembohong yang hebat. Dia tidak menceritakan secara detail padamu tentang apa yang sebenarnya aku inginkan dari garis darah Astley?”
Elara menelan ludahnya. “Apa maksudmu?” tanyanya bingung.
Valerius melangkah mendekat. Langkah kakinya yang berat terdengar jelas di atas lantai kayu ek yang dipoles mengilap. Tangannya berada di balik punggung, dan matanya tak lepas mengunci pergerakan Elara yang mulai gemetar.
“Darah Astley dikenal memiliki ketahanan alami terhadap racun dan sihir hitam. Itu adalah sesuatu yang sangat dibutuhkan oleh garis keturunanku untuk bertahan hidup di wilayah Utara yang keras. Aku tidak butuh emasmu, Elara. Aku butuh rahimmu untuk melahirkan keturunan yang lebih kuat dariku.”
Elara terkesiap mendengar ucapan itu. Selama ini dia mengira pernikahan ini hanya soal menjaga gengsi politik. Dia mengira Valerius akan membiarkannya hidup tenang di salah satu sudut kastil yang jauh sementara dia mengurus urusan wilayah.
“Bagaimana mungkin aku bisa mengabulkan permintaan—”
“Itu bukan permintaan, melainkan perintah!” sentak Valerius memotong ucapan Elara dengan ketegasan yang tak terbantahkan.
Langkahnya kini hanya berjarak satu jengkal dari Elara. “Kau sudah kubayar dengan harga yang sangat mahal. Kau tidak memiliki hak untuk membantah.”
Elara merasa nyalinya menciut, namun kecintaannya pada rakyat dan tanggung jawabnya pada nama keluarga membuatnya tetap berdiri tegak meski kakinya lemas.
“Kalau aku tidak bisa memenuhi perintahmu? Jika aku menolak, apa yang akan kau lakukan?”
“Sederhana saja,” kata Valerius dengan dengusan pendek.
“Aku akan menarik seluruh investasiku malam ini juga. Aku akan membiarkan para bankir kekaisaran menyita rumahmu, dan aku akan menarik pasukan Drakenhoff dari perbatasan selatan.
“Besok pagi, keluargamu akan menjadi gelandangan, atau lebih buruk, mereka akan dieksekusi oleh para pemberontak karena kegagalan membayar utang negara.”
Kalimat itu menghantam Elara dengan telak. Dia tahu ayahnya sudah hancur secara mental, dan beban tambahan ini pasti akan membunuhnya.
Elara memejamkan mata sejenak dan menarik napas panjang yang terasa sangat sesak di dada. Ketika dia kembali membuka mata, sorot matanya telah berubah, menjadi campuran antara kepasrahan dan tekad yang lahir dari keadaan yang terdesak.
“Lalu bagaimana jika ternyata aku melahirkan seorang anak perempuan?”
“Itu urusanmu,” jawab Valerius tanpa sedikit pun belas kasihan. “Aku hanya butuh pemenang, bukan kegagalan. Dan malam ini juga, kita akan memulainya.”
Elara sontak menegang. Dia bahkan belum sempat mencerna kenyataan bahwa ia kini adalah istri sah dari pria yang dijuluki monster ini.
Pria itu menuntut sebuah penyatuan fisik untuk tujuan yang sangat mekanis: mendapatkan pewaris laki-laki.
Namun, sebelum Elara bisa mengambil langkah mundur, Valerius kembali berbicara. Suaranya kini lebih rendah, terdengar seperti peringatan yang sangat berbahaya.
“Tapi, aku harus memastikan satu hal terlebih dahulu.”
Elara menatapnya dengan napas yang memburu. Rasa cemas yang berusaha ia tekan kini kembali naik ke permukaan.
'Apa lagi yang dia inginkan?' pikirnya dengan panik.
Valerius melangkah maju satu tahap lagi, dan memerangkap tubuh kecil Elara di antara tubuhnya yang besar dan tiang ranjang yang kokoh.
“Aku akan membunuhmu jika ternyata kau sudah bukan gadis lagi,” ucapnya dengan nada yang sangat serius.
“Aku tidak akan membiarkan rahim yang akan mengandung pewaris Drakenhoff telah dicemari oleh pria lain sebelum aku.”
“Apa? Tentu saja aku masih murni!” seru Elara dengan nada sengit.
“Aku tidak memiliki waktu untuk menjalin hubungan asmara yang sia-sia seperti yang dilakukan Seraphina! Selama ini aku hanya bekerja, mengurus wilayah yang hampir hancur, dan menjaga kehormatan keluarga yang sekarang justru kau injak-injak ini!”
Valerius menatapnya lekat-lekat, mencoba membaca kejujuran di balik mata cokelat Elara yang mulai berkaca-kaca karena amarah dan kelelahan.
Di dunia Utara yang penuh dengan intrik dan pengkhianatan, Valerius tahu bahwa kepercayaan adalah hal yang sangat mahal.
Dia lalu mendekatkan wajahnya hingga jarak di antara mereka hilang. Sebuah senyum miring yang tampak berbahaya terukir di wajah sang Duke.
“Kita buktikan kebenaran ucapanmu malam ini juga, Elara von Drakenhoff.”
Evelyn didn't give up. She covered the area outside Matthew's dorm with roses, waited for him at the cafeteria entrance, and stood outside the library for hours.It drove Matthew crazy, but there was nothing he could do about it.Then all of a sudden, rumors about him started spreading around campus.Some said he was a kept man, while others claimed he used to be a gigolo. The rumors sounded detailed and convincing.There were even so-called photos as proof. While they were blurry and the person in it merely had a build similar to Matthew's, it was enough to ruin his reputation.He was called in by his advisor and faced the possibility of being expelled again.Evelyn was furious when she found out. She used her family's connections to investigate, only to be shocked by what she found.The one behind the rumors was Lewis.And worse, she uncovered the real reason Matthew had been expelled during his junior year.Back then, he'd turned down a rich girl, and her boyfriend ended
Seeing what was happening, Lewis stepped forward and tried to pull Evelyn up. "Don't do this, Eve. He's just a guy who's after money. Just let him go—""Shut up!" She whipped around, her eyes bloodshot as she glared at him like she wanted to tear him apart.She shook off his hand violently, her voice hoarse. "Get out! Don't let me see you ever again! If it weren't for you… If it weren't for that damn bet…"She didn't finish her sentence, but he could see the hatred in her eyes. It was pure hatred for him, but even more for herself.…In just one year, Evelyn became a completely different person.She stopped racing and going to bars, and even cut off all her so-called friends. She took over her family business, growing quiet, decisive, and almost ruthless.But the one thing Evelyn did the most was to look for Matthew. She searched for him high and low, using every connection she had.But he had disappeared completely, as if he'd vanished from the face of the earth—until one afte
Third-Person POVEvelyn was finally able to get out of bed a month later. She still needed crutches, but she couldn't wait any longer.She insisted on getting discharged, ignoring Lewis' attempts to stop her and even getting into a huge fight with him.She had to see Matthew. She wanted to tell him that she was alive, that she regretted everything, and that she wanted to live an honest life with him.As Evelyn stood in front of the door to the familiar rental apartment, leaning on her crutches, she felt an unexpected wave of nerves.She straightened her clothes and took a deep breath before knocking. No one answered."Matt, it's me, Eve! I'm back!" she called.Still, there was no answer.The unease in Evelyn's chest grew heavier. Her knocks grew louder, and she even started pounding on the door.The door finally opened, but it wasn't Matthew.A middle-aged woman stood there, looking at her warily. "Who are you looking for?"Evelyn froze, instinctively glancing inside. The in
Matthew's First-Person POVMeanwhile, I leaned against the window of an old, rattling train, watching the scenery blur past with a calm expression.That night, as the flames shot into the sky, my heart did jolt for a moment. It was the instinctive fear and reverence for death.But what came after was a sense of relief I'd never felt before. It was as if a heavy set of chains I had been dragging around for a long time had finally snapped.Once I returned to the rental apartment that was full of memories, the first thing I did was throw everything related to Evelyn into a pile and light it all up.The flames rose high, lighting up my dry eyes.I watched the photo of us curl in the fire, blacken, then turn to ash. In the photo, Evelyn's smile was carefree, while mine was cautious."Evelyn, we're even in this lifetime now," I murmured.Once I dealt with everything, I moved out, changed my number, and blocked everyone related to Evelyn.With the little luggage I had left, I boarded
There was only one day left before the bet ended.Early that morning, Evelyn suddenly shook me awake. She was buzzing with excitement when she said, "Matt, I heard there's an underground street race with huge prize money tonight! We'll have enough for the surgery if I win!"Looking at the smile li
The next day, I went for my shift at the cafe as usual.This was my third job. I'd pushed myself close to my limit just to earn enough for the surgery.I hadn't expected to run into Lewis again.He walked in with several rich scions. The moment he saw me, he raised his brows in mock surprise. "We
I couldn't even remember how I made it back home.It was a damp and dim rental just under 300 square feet. It was nothing like Evelyn's flashy, over-the-top club.The motion-sensor light outside had been broken for a long time, so the hallway was pitch black.Every time we walked through the hall
Matthew's First-Person POVEvelyn Carter said, "I lost a game back at the bar, so I just picked some random guy to do the dare with. I didn't expect him to be this easy to fool. I pretended to be blind and stayed with him for a whole year, and he actually believed it without question."Lewis Ross












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