Chapter Thirty-two

My cries can almost be heard echoing throughout the parking lot. I don't mind if a few people are staring at me right now. I sit on the floor when my knees become weakened from crying so much.

This is what I'm afraid of: the two of us fighting and hurting each other. If I hadn't lied to him, maybe things would be different right now; everything is so messed up now that another woman is involved.

Because I lied to him, I'm paranoid that he's also lying to me. I'm afraid he's hiding something from me as well, which is why when I saw them earlier, I assumed he was cheating on me. I am the one who has this secret that I am keeping from him, and yet I am the one who dares to be mad.

I should not have said that, and I should not have doubted him. Eugene was my best friend before he married me. Of all the people on the planet, I should be the one who knows him best... But I've already hurt him with what I said.

I should not have run away when I saw that woman kiss him; instead, I should have