I'm there. Right back there seeing her above me. Feeling her grind against me. She is a fucking tease. One I need to fuck, even just once.
"Right here Diesel, you could have me right here and now." I hear Jessie's words and feel her body pushing towards mine. "Look at me Diesel, I dare you to." Her words are tempting. "You could always fuck me and imagine I am her." I keep my eyes closed, still seeing her there. Seeing the look in her eyes, hearing that small moan that escaped her mouth.
"DIESEL!" I open my eyes to see Jessie stood naked, shit. "Are you still going to refuse? You have me here naked right now, to fuck."
Maybe it is a foolish move? But she is in my head and won't leave, and Jessie, well she just keeps throwing herself at me naked. Moving, I slam her against the wall, my lips attacking hers as I moan. My hands feel across her body and this is so fucked up. Fucked up because in my head I see her, I see her above me, the blade, I don't see Jessie.
I hear her small moan, my hips grinding against her, I slide my hands down her body, palming her ass I lift her so that her legs wrap around me.
"Diesel!" Her quiet plea makes me move, my hands unfastening my trousers.
"This will be quick and dirty, and mean nothing more than sex." My words sound savage but I don't fucking care. Maybe getting hurt by me will stop her?
"Do it, fuck me Diesel." I feel her hands roam down my skin, grasping my cock. The knocking has my body freeze.
"Diesel?" I hear Rooster and look up seeing Jessie. Shit, what the hell am I doing? Stepping back I stumble. Her smile widening.
"Get your fucking clothes on. I fasten my trousers and watch as she pulls the dress on. Unlocking the door I watch as Rooster walks in.
"You locked it?" He looks at me confused.
"She is drunk, I didn't feel like chasing her around the streets." I sit down, my eyes fixed on the floor.
"Sorry, I will tell her again tomorrow while she is sober." Rooster says.
"No, I will now." I stand up and walk to Jessie. She is that fucked she was going to let me fucking use her?
"You stay the hell away from me Jessie. You come here only if your dad is or you're in trouble! This." I point up and down her body. "Is childish, and I don't want a fucking child who throws herself at every guy for attention. You act too much like a kid, no man wants a kid." I step back, Rooster looking at me. Harsh but it needs to be fucking said.
"So now it is me drinking and dressing up? You're telling me you never fucked a woman like me?" She moves and pushes me.
"I have, more than one, but you know what happened after? I walked away and ignored them. I don't want a fucking child who gets drunk and stumbles into places begging guys for sex. As that is all I will give them, sex then I won't speak to them again." I have tried saying no nice and it never fucking works.
"Fine." I watch as she storms out. Turning I look at Rooster.
"Sorry, I love her Rooster, you know that. I can't keep doing it though." I have tried the nice approach.
"It is fine, I warned her if she keeps pushing it will push you further away and make you shout at her. I will get her home and let her sleep the booze off." I watch as he walks out. I walk to the car and try to fix it, yet every part of my is fixated on her. In that office, her body above mine.
The strange thing is, her grinding against me, that moan hardly comes into it. No, it was the way her eyes skimmed across my body and I saw the need burning in her eyes that does. That blade pushed against my neck making me fucking hard.
I can't concentrate on the car anymore. How can I when all I see is her? I try to forget, and find myself still there two hours later but now, the car is fixed. It is done and I can finally get rid of it and next time, I know to refuse.
I will be too busy to accept this shit again. It should be scrapped. I throw down my tools and wipe my hands before leaving. I lock up and walk home, two minutes later I walk in and go straight to the kitchen and grab a drink.
Maybe I should go back tomorrow? She said every few days, but maybe I should just go tomorrow and check in. Maybe not, I know her, Serena doesn't fuck anyone quick. From the stories she rarely seems interested in men. So maybe I need to refuse her? Seem uninterested, dangle women I am fucking in front of her?
I know from today she wants me, but she won't accept it. No, instead she will refuse and pretend she doesn't. So, I won't, I may tease but I won't make it known I want her. I slam the fridge closed and walk to the bathroom, climbing into the shower I rest my head against the wall as the images seem to be burned into them.
My hand grasps my cock and I begin palming it. Remembering her in my mine, seeing her straddle me. Only in my mind she naked, naked and grinding, not just once, no over and over. I picture it, imagining it is happening as my hand moves faster. Pumping harder as I chase the release I need.
I groan and my body shakes as my head falls back, the release flooding through me, but still not enough, still the need is there. Maybe dim, but it is still there. One day Princess, one day soon I will fuck you. Even if it is just quick and once to know how it feels.
I can guarentee I will win, I will fuck her and will beg me to. I laugh slightly, I am saying it in my head like it is a conquest, which it is. Serena has never fucked a guy, not to anyones knowledge, she hated the ones who stared at her, admired her.
So just when does she have sex if she scares away any man who seems interested? I smile, she can only ignore her feelings for so long. Soon she will want to act on them. Soon she will want to give in and fuck someone. That someone is me.
I gaze down into the crib, watching Lilly-Bell sleep, and a sense of peace washes over me. Seeing her brings a sense of healing as if parts of me have been rebuilt. Suddenly, I feel Diesel's arms wrap around my body, and I lean back against him, seeking comfort in his presence. His words, claiming me for the night, offer reassurance, but I can't shake off my fears that someone might try to harm her. Sensing my worry, Diesel continues speaking."She will be the most protected princess in the world," he assures me. "She has her guards around her, and Rooster is here."I know he's right, but the anxiety lingers. "But what if Rooster gets distracted or too busy with Lucas?" I voice my concerns, looking up at Diesel."Rooster has been a father far longer than us. Trust him," Diesel responds calmly. "Both babies will be asleep in here together. Just trust him, Serena, like you trust me, and I trust him."I feel the urge to argue, to come up with another plan to ensure Lilly-Bell's safety. M
Diesel walks away, leaving me alone with Rooster."I'm here to apologise," I begin, my voice filled with remorse. "I considered trying to save her from Jake, but I couldn't risk myself and the baby."Rooster looks at me, a mixture of surprise and concern on his face. "You have nothing to apologise for," he says, his voice sincere."To you, I do," I reply, my words filled with conviction. "You did nothing to hurt me, Rooster. Leaving your daughter in his hands could have put her life in danger. Diesel sees you as family, and I don't want anything to jeopardise that. I don't want to be the cause of any friction either."He listens attentively as I explain my reasoning. "Me and Diesel will never truly fall out, Serena. Despite everything, you did for Jessie, I am disappointed in her behaviour, but I am also ashamed of everything she has done. Right now, she hates me, and I can't blame her because I caused all of this."His words catch me off guard. "You are an amazing father, Rooster. Je
I lose my week doing everything that Serena usually would be doing. I don’t mind though, I know while I am out doing these things she is safe, away from anyone who may want to cause her to hurt.Dwayne has been at my side constantly, I guess to ensure everything goes to plan. I have no idea how Serena ran this city, who she knew, trusted, or who the troublemakers were. So having Dwayne there was a benefit as he could guide me when I was lost.This week I have seen those who respect Serena, and then I have seen the other side, the ones who were just waiting for a chance to make her fall or wait for someone to come take over. Many expressed to me how they knew she would fail and hand over the city eventually.They were shocked when I explained it was her city, she simply was recovering. They will learn not to try to make Serena sound weak around me.I find my week mostly explaining the situation to people, that Serena is healing and I am merely a stand-in. I keep it quiet that she is pr
I woke up to see a cast on my foot, Diesel sat beside me in bed, just staring at the wall."What happened?" I point to my foot, I can't remember going to a hospital."Dwayne got your doctor here. You seemed to sleep through everything. The baby is fine, here." He holds out the phone, a small video playing. I feel myself relax, the baby is fine, and that is all that I care about. "I'm sorry Diesel, for not telling you what was threatened. I thought I would be safe if you had known you wouldn't have left me alone." "This isn't your fault." How can she think it was?"Diesel, I should know not to pass it off as nothing. I watched my father lock this place down when there were threats. I just didn't want to lose our weekend together.""Let's leave it for now. Concentrate on getting better, that is all that is important right now. I have a replacement at my garage so I don't need to leave your side." "I need to get things sorted Diesel, yesterday, everything. I can't just leave everythin
The last few hours have been awful, Jake keeps hitting me because I refuse to leave Diesel and marry him. Maybe if I agreed I would be okay, but I can't. I can see Jessie is shocked, she didn't expect this, but it is her fault. She went along with him, all because he promised I would be gone and she would get Diesel. I don't even try and plead or beg him as I know from the past that won't work. Instead, I sit quietly, taking the hits when he gives them and acting like it is nothing. He seems to be getting more frustrated, his phone vibrating constantly."He is on the warpath!" He screams at Jessie. "You said he wouldn't, what the hell?" He turns back to me, and I get ready for the next hit but his phone vibrates again."He's taking over the city, fewer people are willing to stay quiet now." He turns to Jessie and hits her. "I thought he would just give up! I didn't know at that point she was pregnant!" She looks at me and then at him. "I'm getting a drink." I watch as he walks out
Waking, I move carefully trying not to wake her. The room now beginning to get chilly. I was meant to refill the alcove with wood. Grabbing my jacket I walk out and begin to gather more wood. The only downfall to this place, the fire needs wood constantly or it dies and the cold builds. Other than that though it is perfect. The silence and only sounds of wild animals can be heard. We needed this weekend, I learnt more about Serena, but I also learnt more about me, things I didn't know.I can't help but smile and feel happy, all I want now is peace, but I know peace for us will never happen, or if it does, it won't last long. Serena has the city, and nothing will make her give that up, not even a peaceful life with me. It is something I need to learn to live with.Walking back in I see the sofa empty, placing the wood on the alcove I call out to Jess, stopping as I see the backdoor open slightly, my eyes glance down and see her shoe. Panic builds as I rush out, calling her name but