ELEVEN

I held Charles' hand. Even if he doesn't speak and just stares at me I know he understands me. I feel so sorry for him especially now that his whole body is full of devices. He is also on oxygen to support his breathing because his oxygen level is dropping.

"You'll be fine, won't you?" I started as if he could answer me even without a word coming out of his mouth. I know he understood me.

I missed his laughter and tenderness so much.

"Isn't it Charles, no matter what happens you won't leave me?" I asked while holding her hand and kissing it. "I've lost everything and I can't get my old life back, I traded them all for you because I knew I would sympathize with you. So please don't leave me because I don't know how to live if I lose you." Then I put my head on his stomach and there I cried and cried.

When the tragedy that changed my life happened to me, I lost all hope. I feel like I want to die and I want to end the nightmare I am going through. I had no