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PROLOGUE
SERENA POV
I didn’t scream. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even collapse the way my body begged me to.
Despite all the pain, suffering, torment and agony I am going through right now. It hurts so much that I feel like dying.
I stood there, frozen in the shadowed corridor of the palace, my hand pressed hard against my chest as pain tore through me like claws ripping flesh from bone.
The mate bond was screaming. Burning.
Breaking. Fading. I tasted blood.
Not from my mouth, but from my soul, it's bleeding every second.
Every breath felt like knives in my lungs. Every heartbeat sent another wave of agony crashing through me, sharp and merciless.
I had felt pain before. I had endured rejection, humiliation, heartbreak and all kinds of suffering. But nothing felt like this—This was different.
This was betrayal carved directly into the bond itself. Artemis was howling inside me, her pain so violent it nearly drove me mad. He’s hurting us, she cried. Our mate, he’s with another. He’s breaking us.
“No,” I whispered, my voice barely sound.
“No… this isn’t happening.”
But the bond didn’t lie. It never did. I felt it all. The intimacy. The connection. The unmistakable sensation of my mate touching another woman. Claiming her. Choosing her. Having sex with her.
My knees finally gave way, and I slammed my hand against the cold palace wall to keep from collapsing. The marble burned under my palm, but it was nothing compared to what was happening inside me.
I followed the pain. Every step toward the source of my agony felt like walking into my own execution. It was as if shards of glass littered the floor beneath my feet, slicing into me with each step, punishing me for moving forward, yet I couldn’t stop.
The door was slightly open.
Light spilled through the crack.
And then I saw him. Jayden. My other half. My mate. My king.
His back was to me, powerful and bare, his head bent toward the woman beneath him. Her pale skin glowed in the candlelight, her silver hair spilling across silk sheets. Aira the dragon princess.
Her arms were wrapped around him.
Her mouth was on his skin.
And the bond, our bond, confirmed it.
This was real. This was happening. The pain exploded.
I staggered back as if struck, my vision blurring, my chest convulsing violently. Artemis screamed, a sound so raw and broken it echoed through my bones.
He chose her, she sobbed. He chose her over us. He betrayed us. “No”
I pressed my fist against my mouth to silence the sound clawing its way out of me. If I screamed now, I would shatter.
If I confronted him, I would collapse. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think.
All I knew was that whatever fragile hope I had carried, whatever foolish belief that our love might survive anger, and that we are fine already, had just been obliterated.
This was no misunderstanding.
This was a Betrayal. A Rejection. Again.
Only this time, it wasn’t with words. It was with flesh.
I turned away before he could see me.
Before the bond destroyed me completely.
I ran.
Barefoot through the palace corridors, ignoring the burning in my lungs, the blood trailing down my arm where my nails had cut into my skin. Servants called out in shock. Guards stared. No one stopped me. Perhaps everyone in the royal pack must have sensed it.
A queen being born. Or a mate being destroyed. By the time I reached the gates, the night air hit my skin like ice. The moon hung high above the kingdom, cold and indifferent, watching as I crossed the boundary that had once meant everything to me.
I didn’t look back.
Not at the palace.
Not at the throne.
Not at the man who had broken me.
The bond writhed violently, screaming for me to return, to fight, to claim.
I clenched my fists and forced it down.
“Enough,” I whispered, my voice shaking but firm. “He doesn't get to hurt me anymore.”
Artemis went silent. Not in submission. In acceptance. She was also hurt by what he did to us.
With every step away from the kingdom, something inside me hardened.
The girl who begged.
The woman who waited. The one who endures. The one who prioritized everyone above herself. The mate who loved blindly and was ready to sacrifice. She died tonight.
I didn’t know where I was going.
I didn’t know who I would become.
But I knew one thing for sure: I can never stay here or come back here again, with terrifying clarity as I disappeared into the darkness beyond the gates.
I would never bow again.
And if fate ever brought Jayden and me face to face once more.
He would not recognize the woman I had become.
Chapter 15 (Part 2)SERENA POVI stood frozen the moment I heard the voice. It was familiar. Too familiar. For a split second, I thought it was Jayden. My heart reacted before my mind did, tightening painfully in my chest. But when I turned, it wasn’t him.My heartbeat steady when It turns out to be Zora. She was walking toward me with a calm, warm smile, as if the tension in the air didn’t exist, as if the ground beneath this palace wasn’t layered with politics, power, and unspoken cruelty.She looked relaxed, confident, and strangely kind for someone who had just fought me hours earlier.“How are you doing?” she asked gently. “I hope you’re good.”Her tone wasn’t mocking. No challenge. It wasn’t cold. There was no hidden edge to it. Just a simple concern.“I’m fine,” I replied, offering a small smile of my own. “And you?”“I’m good, thank you,” she said. Then she gestured ahead. “Everyone is already waiting for you and the Alpha King.”Her words tightened something in my chest, but
Chapter 15 (Part 1)SERENA POVI composed myself and walked slowly from the training field back to the pack house. Every step felt heavier than the last, my muscles screaming in protest, my body reminding me of every strike I had taken and every blow I had returned.The ache settled deep in my bones, dull yet persistent, like a warning that I had pushed myself to the edge again.Still, I did not allow it to show. I walked with my back straight, my shoulders squared, my head held high. Grace was armor. Pride was survival. I refused to give anyone the satisfaction of seeing weakness written on my face, and have also done this numerous times in my pack. I don't have a choice, I have to show them I am strong, that I am not weak. Since they never truly accept me, I have to make them know I am stronger than them even if they are dissatisfied with me being the Alpha, they have to keep it hidden inside them.In this palace, perception mattered just as much as strength. By the time I reached
CHAPTER 14 – PART 2SERENA POV“Enough.”Jayden’s voice cut cleanly through the training grounds.“Everyone, come forward,” he commanded. “We will watch. And we will judge today’s match.”The murmurs grew instantly.Warriors shifted positions, forming a wide circle. Some leaned forward with interest. Others crossed their arms, skeptical. A few wore expressions I recognized too well, anticipation mixed with doubt. Jayden turned his gaze toward me.“Serena,” he said coolly, “you’ve had enough time. Ten minutes is up. It’s time to fight.”My pulse steadied instead of racing. I stepped forward. Zora already stood in the center of a platform ring in the field for fighting, rolling her shoulders, loosening her neck like someone preparing for a real fight, not a demonstration. Her expression wasn’t hostile. It was focused. Professional.This wasn’t personal for her. That made it harder. Weapons were not allowed. This would be skill against skill. Control against control.“Rules,” Jayden sai
CHAPTER 14 – PART 1SERENA POVI woke before the sun was shining into my room.The room was quiet, too quiet, for my liking, the kind of silence that presses against your chest and reminds you that you are alone even in a palace full of people. No one understands what you are going through.My body ached in places I didn’t know could ache. Every muscle screamed in protest as I pushed myself upright, memories of yesterday’s training flashing through my mind. Also the conversation with my parents and emotional breakdowns I have after it, all gush in at once.Today, I know it would be worse, but I pray for it to be good and not too much drama.I welcomed the pain. It reminded me I was still standing.I swung my legs over the side of the bed and sat there for a moment, breathing slowly, centering myself. Artemis stirred within me, calm and steady.“Today matters a lot, alot” she said.“I know,” I replied. I won’t bend, I am ready to face what today was going to bring. I knew that everyda
SERENA POV“Why are they like this?” I shouted, my voice echoing painfully through the large room.The walls offered no answer. The silence pressed down on me, heavy and suffocating.“Why can’t they be like other parents?” I cried out, my voice breaking. “Parents who care for their child. Parents who are willing to sacrifice anything for their child’s happiness and well-being.”My knees drew up to my chest as I sank further down, my arms wrapping tightly around myself as if I could somehow hold myself together. As if I could replace the warmth I had never truly known.“Why am I so unfortunate,” I whispered, my voice shaking, “to have parents who see me as nothing more than a pawn? A tool to fulfill their goals and ambitions.”Tears streamed freely now, blurring my vision.“They don’t care if I’m hurting. They don’t care if I’m suffering or in pain,” I said, my chest aching with every breath. “As long as their plans succeed.”I pressed a hand over my heart as a sharp ache bloomed ther
CHAPTER 13 (Part 1)SERENA POV“When did this start, Serena?” my mother asked softly. “When did you begin questioning us and our decisions, my dear?”She didn’t answer the question I had asked her. Instead, she turned it back on me, like she always did. Like she always had.I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry.“Mom, I just want to know,” I said quietly. “I’m not questioning you. I’ve always listened to everything you said. I just want an answer this time.”I lifted my gaze to meet hers, forcing myself not to look away. “Did you ever think I would suffer here?” I asked. “Did you ever think Jayden would make my life a living hell?”Her expression changed instantly. The softness in her eyes deepened, her lips trembling slightly as pain flickered across her face. She looked almost wounded.“My child,” she said gently, reaching out and placing her hand against my cheek. “Of course we did. You are my daughter. How could I not think about your pain?”Her touch was warm, familiar, and yet i







