AriezelEven moments after, I still couldn't believe my eyes, my ears, nor the memory that continued replaying in my mind.The wooden frame of the door remained still, never shifting no matter how much I wished it would. Silence reigned, deafeningly so, making my mind all the more louder. Most of all, the repetition of the way he turned away in silence ran continuously through my mind. Even though minutes had passed and I was sure to have been in the same position he left me in for about half an hour, I still hadn't answered the questions that plagued my mind.‘What had happened?Why did he move away?Why did he give that strange look? What did it mean?What did I do wrong?’My hands curled into fists at the last question. Those words were all too recognizable to me.The times I would cower in fear, left alone with bruises and a room in disarray I would have to clean up before his arrival. Tears streamed down my face back when I hadn't mastered the pain, all the while the memory of hi
AriezelWhat happened to him?I paced around my room in the middle of the night. That night, like the others, I had waited for his arrival, hoping that he would come and explain himself. As the hours passed my heart grew weary as it had for the past three days, and in the end I knew he wasn't coming.His absence, like before, left me restless. Usually I would have buried my sadness within, ignoring it in turn for sleep and carrying a torch of hope within me as I leaned into his lingering scent for comfort. But not this time.After the way he dismissed me in his office, I could no longer bury myself in vacant hope. I could no longer stand by and wait helplessly for whatever was to come.Instead my mind ran wild and I began pacing, wracking my brain for what felt like the hundredth time for what had changed in him. And so immediately at that.I hadn't expected to find a solution quickly, if at all. Yet it still filled me with frustration nonetheless.All I knew for certain was that it r
ARIEZELI took a step back, or at least I thought I did. Perhaps I was falling already, about to collide with the grass below the same grass which we had spoken under many times.But I wasn't. My legs remained on the ground, and he was still at the front of my view. Silent, unwavering. Cold.What had happened to him so instantaneously? How had the man I knew and grown to love seemed to have morphed into a completely different person? Why was he acting so different?My mind whirred, yet no solutions could be found. Even as I buried myself under the memories, all I saw were the beautiful memories. His sweet words and our loving nights. Memories that couldn't match with the present person I saw now.“I love you Ariezel.”“Leave.”“Thank you for being my mate.”“I want us to break this bond.”Freezing cold tendrils froze my blood, settling right in with the dread inside me.I was brought back to reality unexpectedly. I blinked and wondered why everything in me blared in alarm all of a sud
Asher I knew she was there. Why wouldn't I? Her stare burned towards me. Rather than a deep flame, it felt scorching. Not the accusatory eyes Ambrose silently gave after I had revealed to him Serena's arrival. This felt more painful than anything, weighing deeper on me than any other stare.It only made me burrow in deeper, burying myself in blonde hair and a too different scent. I held Serena tighter.The pack's eyes were all on us and this was the most evident claim I could have given.Soon I felt the pain through the mate bond, and her faint footsteps amongst the crowd sang clearly to me.Within me my wolf rebelled, it wanted to draw away from the too- thin frame and go after her, hold her close. The thought made me pull Serena even closer.‘No.’ I told myself as I had done for the past several days. I reigned him into silence, suppressing my instincts despite the difficulty it caused. It was never really over, but after laying the constant barrier, I could have pretended like it
AlysIt was in the hall that I saw as everything crashed down.The moment I saw Serena there I gaped in shock, wondering why the woman who had tormented many of the pack members, the reason why people sighed in relief at her exit was back.My shock was even greater the moment Asher had announced her as his mate.‘Where did that come from?’ I wondered.This had to be a joke. Many days had passed since I visited Ariezel, but last I was there she remained happy with him. He treated her well.Harriet had come to me once to tell me that she hadn't seemed okay, but I brushed it off, never wondering why? Had I missed any signs at all?I thought even more deeply, perusing through my memories. I hadn't visited her since and she had become scarce, however...I blinked in realization as it came to me. How could I have missed the time she approached me?I had felt strange at how she had approached me out of nowhere, but I paid no mind when she spoke to me. Her question rang out loud.I recalled h
AmbroseEven after her footsteps echoed, drowned by the noises of the crowd, I remained standing there right where she left me. The shadow of her scent and presence remained in front of me like a ghost.“Why didn't you warn any of us if you knew?" She had asked.How could I have warned anyone, when I wasn't aware until the last moment?Although one thing could have been argued. I did know that there was something wrong, that cracks that came out if nowhere began. I was even more sure of it during my encounter with Asher in the office days ago.FlashbackI stepped into Asher's office.“Ambrose." He addressed me not as a question.At his cue, I began talking about pack matters, keeping him noted in every affair he wasn't aware of.“Alpha Blackwell, aside from that there have been no new updates.” I finished.He nodded silently in turn. Usually his schedule had been more lighthearted, one minded whilst at work, yet when it was evening he bolted out faster than lightning. Although I neve
Ariezel I had felt different levels of pain, but this one seemed to cut the most.I let out another strangled sob through my lips. My throat burned from all the sobbing. I couldn't tell how long exactly I had been in this state, but somehow the sky had gotten darker since I left.Every new sound wrangled from my lips made the burning start anew. It merged perfectly with the heavy feeling in my eyes from all the tears I shed, yet never seemed to stop shedding.Quite ironic wasn't it, everything I was doing hurt me, yet I couldn't stop myself from doing it. All because this hurt I faced, the burning was better than facing the hole practically carved out of my heart.The image I saw flashed by again, followed by his hurtful words and I bowed back into my pillow, a sorrowful scream leaving my lips as my body shook past another round of sobbing.The image was burned into my mind. Seeing him and Serena together embracing after everything we had been through, after him knowing what she had
AriezelI gasped as I let myself slump to the ground.My attempts to take in deep breaths were betrayed by the ache in my lungs and the will for more air, keeping my breathing fast.The exhaustion leaked through my bones, seeping into every part of me. My legs ached dully from all the steps I had taken. My head hurt from all the strains and my arms hurt from everything I had to do with them. Yet nothing felt any heavier than my eyelids.I looked up into the darkness, only illuminated by a dim candlelight and wished for nothing but the darkness. My body seemed to grow heavier.Maybe I could take a short rest. Just for a while…‘No.’In an instant I opened my eyes, all heavy feeling slipping away. Despite the strain on my body I slowly sat up, raising my body slowly. I winced as my tender feet pressed against the cold ground, but it didn't matter.I was still standing.Slowly I took the washcloth I had left before, and continued on with my work. The task that Serena had given me.After