Masuk
Aria’s POV
"You should get changed, Red. It's almost time for you to get on the stage." My boss whisper-yells in my ear. It is almost impossible to hear one's thoughts inside this club, with the music so loud and the entire building literally vibrating with excitement, sweaty bodies on the dance floor grinding and whining on each other and the stage? Well, my colleagues are on there, dancing and twirling around the poles in those ridiculously high heels and barely there lingerie. "Sure thing Mia," I say with a smile, leaving her to get ready. I work as a stripper and I absolutely love my job. Aside from the fact that it pays ridiculously well, I love the stares, the attention. I love seeing the desire in the eyes of men and sometimes women. I love watching them watch me. I love seeing how tense they get from wanting to touch me but being unable to. I especially love teasing them. I know how much they want me, if the way they stare at my body doesn't give them away then the little and sometimes not so little tent in their pants gives them away. Quickly, I move to the dressing room, changing into my uniform which consists of a red lingerie, the bra is completely see-through with little butterflies embroidered on it. You could see everything, my perky little boobies, the areola, and my nipples. Every single part of my body is literally on display. That's the best part of this job though. The way it makes me feel good about my body. The panties are just about the same, completely see-through and barely hanging on my waist, a little tug and they would snap. My favorite part of my uniform is the tiny butterfly that hangs on either side of my waist. I pull my wig on and this is just my own version of a mask. It gives me a sense of security and anonymity. I had already gotten my makeup done earlier as soon as I got to the club so I'm good to go on that end. I grab my red lipstick and add another generous coat of lipstick to my lips before applying my lip gloss to give it a glossy finish. I pull out my heels and put them on, It's always a struggle to get my footing for the first five seconds after putting on my heels. "I put this on four nights a week and I still stagger whenever I put it on," I mumble to myself. After dressing up and making sure that I looked presentable, I walked out of the dressing room to where I knew Mia was waiting for me. "You look good as usual, Red." She compliments me smiling from ear to ear. "Oh, I know boss," I answer with a smug smile. Mia is literally my best friend in the whole world. We have been together since forever, we did school together, she has seen me go through the worst things that happened to me and she still stuck around even when I was being a bitch about things. She shakes her head in amusement "Get this done and over with fast so you can go home and get enough rest. It's going to be your first day at your new workplace." I roll my eyes and groan "Please don't remind me. I hate first days." "You are going to be just fine..." she says while glancing at her wristwatch "Come on, it's time for you to get out there." I shoot her my stage smile. "Wish me luck" "You don't need it but break a leg," she says and takes a second to think about it "not literally though." "Thank you Mimi" I yell over my shoulder while heading for the stage. I could hear the DJ announcing my arrival but I tuned him out and put my focus on the music and the way my skin prickled and came alive under the stares. Without making eye contact with anyone, I grab the pole and start dancing to the music. Twisting, whining my waist, and teasing the crowd with my body. I could hear the cheers, I could see the money they were throwing out at me falling on the stage but I don't pay much attention to it and just let myself get carried away with the music. Until I feel it, someone is staring at me. Which makes little to no sense considering the fact that everyone is staring at me. This is different though, I could feel red-hot heat coursing through my skin, the hairs on the back of my neck prickled and stood at attention, literally. My face started burning flaming hot, hard to tell if I am blushing or it is just the heat in here. Or just the intensity of his gaze. I don’t have to search the crowd for long before I find him. He is standing by the bar, I can barely see him but I can feel his dark eyes on me. He didn't flinch or look away when I locked eyes with him and that makes me feel even hotter than before. He isn't smiling, his face impassive. It certainly didn't look like he was affected by my little show, or maybe that's what he wants me to think but I know better though, I can see it, even from this far. I can see how tense he is, his stance is relaxed and nonchalant but still wound tightly with want. All of a sudden, I want to know what breaking a man like that would look like, I want to tease him, torment him, and wind him up tightly until he snaps. I want his hands on me... To touch me in places I haven't been touched in years. Yep, I need to get laid. It's been so long and like Mia will say, I can literally see cobwebs growing in my vagina. I slowly release the pole and send him a slutty wink and my best smile as the music comes to an end, marking the end of my session for the night. I walk out of the stage, ignoring all the catcalls and the pieces of paper that probably have phone numbers written on them. "My God, Red, that was just... Perfect. I expected nothing less from you." Mia gushes as soon as I get to her side. "Thank you, babes." "You have a private dance request...." I groan "You know that I can't take it, Mia." "I know I know but I thought you might want to change your mind if you heard how much he is willing to pay." She says while biting her lips. Money, of course. I roll my eyes "How much?" I ask eagerly. Beggars are not choosers, I need every single penny I can get. "Fifty thousand..." She answers slowly dragging the words out. My eyes widen in disbelief "What?" "Fifty thousand... Each" "I'm sorry, what?" "You get fifty thousand dollars, Red, and the club gets fifty thousand dollars too." "A hundred thousand dollars on a dance?" I ask. I was yet to close my mouth. "I didn't even do anything special today, it was my usual dance." My mind started making all sorts of calculations, how much this bill could help me cover, and how much will go into paying my debts and my parents' debts and I also need to send some money to my brother who has been so quiet lately it was extremely suspicious. "I know right? He is a new member, he just signed up a month ago but this is his first time in the club." "Mia..." I start. "I checked, we did our usual checks. He is clean, the usual normal Playboy only this one has a mysterious air around him and he is...extremely wealthy." She says. "Of course he is, he is spending a hundred thousand dollars on a freaking dance around a pole," I reply. "Wait, he knows it's just dancing right? No funny business?" "I made that clear to him, he has gone through all the usual drills, Red, you have nothing to worry about." "Okay then." "So? Are you taking it?" She asked. Did she even have to ask? I am definitely taking it. "Hell yeah, I'm going to give the man the best dance ever. He won't be forgetting it anytime soon"Aria’s POVI watch my phone ring for what should be the sixth time…?Maybe? I kind of lost count at some point. Or rather I zoned out. It’s Ronan. Of course, it’s him. No one else would be blowing up my phone like this. He has been at it since… last night. I don’t like ignoring him. I don’t want to ignore it but I don’t want to talk to him either. I tighten my hold on Teddy as I watch the screen of my phone light up again, ring again, and fade. My chest tightens as I remember last night. Sitting alone on that couch, waiting. Waiting for someone who never showed up. I remember Teddy sitting silently on her little pink couch, watching me with pity, at least now that I think about it, it looked like she was pitying me. “Should we just cancel the shoot altogether?” Layla asks with worry-filled eyes. She has been giving me that look since she picked me up very early this morning. It’s an impromptu shoot, and on a good, normal day, I wouldn’t have accepted the offer. But since I didn’t
Ronan’s POV I smile as I read her reply. “Can’t wait!!!” The number of exclamation marks and dancing emojis that followed the text tells me just how excited she is for the date. I am just as excited. I can’t wait to see the look on her face when she sees what I have planned out. Honestly, knowing Aria, even if I made the shittiest plan, she would still be excited and nothing would be able to wipe the smile off her face. I think what matters the most is that we get to spend time together again. Just the two of us. It hasn’t been the two of us in a while. Not since Reina came into our lives. Into my life. I’m not complaining. I don’t regret her. She is a joy. Plus, she is literally my twin. But, I also know that this wasn’t the life Aria signed up for. She has been really sweet with Reina, I dare say they are even friends. It doesn’t change the fact that it’s unfair to her and she doesn’t have to deal with it. But she is. Because she loves me. And I plan to make this work no matte
Aria’s POV “Do you know where he is taking you?” Mimi asks while I'm busy with my skincare routine. I have been looking forward to this day all week. This night. Date night. Finally, it will be just the two of us. Just him and me. I feel like it’s been forever since that has happened, since we have had some alone time. Nowadays, there’s always something, there’s always someone else in the picture. But not today, today it’s going to be just us like it used to be. And I have been looking forward to it. I have been using this night as some form of consolation. Every time my mind drifted, every time it starts to feel like I am losing everything, every time I remember that his ex is back in the picture, this time, as the mother of his child. I try to console myself and think that ultimately, I am the one he is in love with. I don’t know about the future, I don’t know if he would still be in love with me in the future, but right now, right here, it’s still me. “I don’t know,” I answ
Aria's POV "Reinaaaa, mummy is here." Aurora literally screams from the door. The sound of Moana— I have had enough of Moana, if I have to watch Moana one more time, I will actually scream and cry— fills the living room. In the three days Reina has spent here, we have seen Moana, at least, fifteen times. At the very least, I stopped counting when we hit fifteen. She is cute. Reina. It's impossible to dislike her. Or to even hold a grudge against her. Not when she looks exactly like Ronan. Like the man I love. Plus, they have the same characteristics. She is literally his twin. They are both so kind and sweet and caring to a fault. She is caring, so fucking caring and sweet we bought a dog. I know. I know. But I just...it just happened. I know I berated Ronan for not being able to say no to the little girl, I didn't realize I couldn't say no to her either. Not when she turned those goddamn eyes on me and pouted in the cutest way possible and I just...couldn't say no. I don't lik
Aria’s POV My head hurts. Like hell. It feels like someone is beating drums on my head. Scratch that, it feels like there is an entire musical concert happening in my fucking skull. Why on earth did I drink so much? Why? Why? I slowly open my eyes and take in the room. Bad idea. A very very bad idea. “Oh fuck.” I groan, eyes squeezing shut and I quickly use a pillow to shield my face. Why did we think it was okay to make the room so white and so bright?I lay completely still for a while, giving the sharp headache a little time to pass. I recall what happened yesterday. I went from saying I was just going to have one glass to drinking almost half of the bottle. I have a feeling I would have been going on and on if Mia hadn’t stopped me. It did sound like a very good idea at the time. Not anymore though. Not now that it feels like my head is spinning on its own. “Ronan.” I moan, trying to reach for him beside me but the space beside me is empty and cold, signifying that he ha
Aria’s POV I stumble into the house, a little tipsy. Okay, maybe I am a little over-tipsy. I am not drunk though. I didn’t drink enough to get drunk. Just enough to be tipsy, and the earth is actually spinning in circles, and I have my bodyguard help me walk down the stairs and into my car because Mia is on bedrest. Thankfully, they didn’t say a word as they drove me home and now, I still think the earth is spinning as I stumble my way into the living room. The sound of the television fills the room and the familiar voice of Moana singing ‘How far I’ll go’ fills the room. I enter the living room and the sight I find makes me pause. The lights are off but the night light is on, the source of light in here is mostly from the television. Ronan is lying on the couch fast asleep with his daughter on his chest, her long black hair spread out over his chest and face while the rest falls down the couch. There is one empty plate and another unfinished plate of pasta on the floor beside the
Aria’s POV “Are you ready?” Layla asks. No, no, I am not ready. I am not ready at all. I feel like my legs are going to turn to water and my arms are not strong enough to hold me up and it also feels like I am going to throw up, so no, I am not ready. At all. I nod. “Yes, I am ready,” I respond
Ronan’s POV “I just can’t believe you knew and didn’t tell me,” Mathew says, shaking his head at me in disbelief. He has been saying the same line repeatedly for the past two minutes. I shrug. “I was sworn to secrecy,” I reply, repeating the same line like a broken record. We are currently at my
Aria’s POV I turn in bed and try to snuggle into Ronan but…he isn’t there. And I realize he hasn’t been there for a while because his spot is no longer warm. I reluctantly get out of bed and quickly head to the bathroom to freshen up. My conversation with Ronan last night keeps replaying in my h
Ronan’s POV He has her eyes. And her smile. The moment I set my eyes on him I knew immediately that he was her brother. It’s those eyes, those eyes that I see every day and absolutely adore. They look alike but they couldn’t be more different at the same time. He is jittery, nervous, and edgy.







