Grace POV
I tried to keep myself busy at my desk. I could see the boardroom door from where I was sitting. They were still in there, Hunter and Helena. Max was still waiting in Hunter’s office. I threw my pen down. There was no point in trying to focus. My mind kept circling back to the conversation with Hunter, the way he had tried to control who I saw, his interference. It didn’t make sense. Or maybe I just didn’t want to admit the possible reasons why. I had made dinner plans with Max. A man who made me feel something other than invisible. A man who didn’t see me as just an employee or a sister-in-law. He saw me as a woman. A desirable woman. I wasn’t stupid enough to sleep with him if that was Hunter’s concern. Was he worried that Max’s sperm could somehow get mixed up with his? God, I was a virgin. It wasn’t like I would jump into bed with Max that quickly. I didn’t want to use Max; it wouldn’t be fair to him. I would see how my feelings developed first. If my feelings still didn’t shift away from Hunter, then I wouldn’t take things further with Max. I gave a silent laugh. What am I doing? We haven’t even been on one date yet, and I’m assuming he’s going to want to see me again. I was so lost in my thoughts I almost missed Helena leaving the boardroom. I held my breath, waiting for Hunter to leave. I jumped when I heard something hit the wall. Not two seconds later, Hunter came out, a look of thunder on his face. He didn’t even glance at me as he made his way to his office, where Max was waiting for him. As he opened the door, he said over his shoulder, “Order me a new phone, Grace.” I frowned. What had happened to his last one? “Yes, sir.” I would have normally said “Hunter” because he was my brother-in-law. But after today, I think I needed to keep a little distance between us both. I watched as Hunter paused for a moment before opening his door. He had noticed the distance I had just placed between us, and by the set of his shoulders, I knew he didn’t like it. I didn’t need the forceful way he closed his office door to confirm it. At precisely seven o’clock, my condo intercom buzzed. I wasn’t used to men picking me up. Most of my life had been spent in the background of Helena’s world, always watching her get the attention while I faded into the shadows. I knew I wasn’t chopped liver. I looked in the mirror. There was just something about Helena that drew men to her. But Max had seen past that, and he was waiting downstairs for me. I took one last look at myself in the mirror. A simple black dress that hugged me in all the right places. Nothing flashy, nothing over-the-top, just enough to remind myself that I wasn’t just a surrogate. I was still a woman, too. By the time I stepped outside, Max was leaning against his sleek, black sports car. I wasn’t a car person so had no idea the make and model, but it’s looked expensive. His dark blue button-up shirt was open at the collar, the sleeves rolled up just enough to reveal strong forearms. The sight of him sent an unexpected thrill through me. “Wow,” Max said, letting out a low whistle as he took me in. “I knew you were gorgeous, but damn, Grace, you’re trying to kill me here.” A blush crept up my cheeks, and I hated how easily he made me feel flustered. “You clean up nicely yourself.” He smirked. “Shall we?” The drive to the restaurant was smooth, filled with easy conversation. Max had a way of making me laugh, and for the first time in a long time, I felt light. Free. When we arrived, I realized he had made reservations at one of the city’s more exclusive restaurants. Dim lighting, soft music, and an intimate atmosphere. This was a date. A real date. Over dinner, we talked about everything, our childhoods, our work, our lives. He told me stories about Hunter from their university days, and I found myself laughing more than I had in months. But there was something else, too… something unspoken in the way Max watched me, like he saw something in me I hadn’t even realized was there. “So,” Max said, swirling the last of his whiskey in his glass, “what’s the deal with you and Hunter?” My stomach clenched. “There is no deal.” He lifted a brow, unconvinced. “Come on, Grace. I know a man who’s territorial when I see one.” I swallowed hard. “He’s just my brother-in-law.” I was not going to tell the guy I was on a date with that I fantasized about Hunter naked and sometimes had wet dreams about him. Not information I was willing to share with... well, anyone. “Yeah, and yet, when we stepped off that elevator, he looked like he wanted to rip me apart just for standing near you.” I sighed, glancing away. “It’s complicated.” Max leaned in, his voice lower now. “Then let’s make it simple. Explain it to me. I’m a good listener.” My heart pounded at the directness of the question. “I’m not sure…” His fingers brushed over the back of my hand, sending a shiver up my spine. “Please, I want to know.” I looked up at him, at the sincerity in his deep blue eyes. And for a moment, I allowed myself to imagine what it would be like if I could want him without any baggage. If I could be with him without the constant shadow of my sister and Hunter looming over me. “Did you know Helena couldn’t fall pregnant?” I asked cautiously. Max nodded. “Yeah, I talked to Hunter about it over the last six months.” I exhaled slowly. “Then you should know—I’m their surrogate.” Max’s expression froze. The easy smile on his lips faded as he absorbed my words. “You’re… carrying their baby?” I nodded, my throat tightening. “I’m trying. They did the procedure this morning. It’s her egg, his sperm, but I’m the one that needs to carry it.” For a moment, Max just stared at me, his gaze unreadable. Then he leaned back in his chair, running a hand through his hair. “Wow. I wasn’t expecting that.” I forced a small smile. “It not something usually brought it up on first dates. ‘Hey by the way, I could be pregnant.’” Max let out a breathless chuckle, shaking his head. “No, I can’t imagine you do.” He paused, watching me carefully. “Do you want me to back off?” I blinked at him. “What?” “If this… whatever this is between us… is too much for you right now, just say the word, and I’ll step back.” His voice was steady, without pressure, just an offer. I studied him, my heart hammering. Max had been the first man in a long time to look at me like I was more than just an extension of Helena’s life. More than just a vessel for her baby. And I wasn’t ready to give that up. “No,” I said firmly. “I don’t want you to back off.” Max’s gaze softened, and he reached across the table, covering my hand with his. “Then I won’t.” The warmth of his touch grounded me. For the first time in a long time, I felt like I had a choice. Like I was more than just the role I had been forced into. And I wasn’t going to let that go.Grace’s POVThe words hung there. Grace wasn’t sure if he expected a reply. Because the way he’d worded it made it feel more like a demand than a question.“Married?” I stared at Hunter. “You can’t be serious.”His expression didn’t change. “I am.”He reached out as if to touch me, but I stood slowly, putting distance between us, needing to think. To breathe. If he touched me, I was unable to think clearly. “Your wife… my sister just died. We just buried her. And you’re proposing?”Hunter’s jaw tightened. “This isn’t about romance, Grace. It’s about practicality. About what’s best for the baby.”“Practicality,” I echoed, the word hollow. “You’re talking about marriage like it’s a business merger.”“In many ways, it is.” Hunter stood as well, his eyes never leaving mine. “You’re carrying my child. This gives us a way forward where neither of us has to give the baby up.”I shook my head, wrapping my arms around myself. “This is insane. You don’t just marry someone because they’re pregna
He stared at me like I’d slapped him. “You don’t have to. I didn’t mean—”“It doesn’t matter. I do need to move out. I have no place here, Hunter.”“Where will you go?”“I’ll figure it out.”He looked wrecked. “You could stay as long as you need. I could always move to the office apartment.”“I think I have stayed long enough, don’t you?” I said. “I will not be a rebound for your issues with Helena even though she is no longer here, and I will not let you blame me for what went on before or after her death. I have enough guilt to live with without carrying yours.”He didn’t argue. Just stood there. He had lost the color in his face. I didn’t know if he was shocked or angry.I stepped past him.“Grace—” His voice cracked.I turned back.“I’m sorry,” he said again, softer this time. “For what I said. For all of it. It wasn’t you.”“I know,” I whispered.I left before I broke again. I will not be the scapegoat in his mind because I have enough going on in mine.Once I got to my room, I c
Grace’s POVTwo days after the funeral, I found myself wandering through the now silent house. Everyone had finally gone home. The mourners offering sympathy, my mother with her brittle grief, Hunter’s parents with their genuine sorrow. The person they felt sorry for was Hunter. Because no one had known the real Helena… Not even me.Maya had left reluctantly, only after I’d insisted I needed time alone.Hunter had disappeared into his study hours ago. The door firmly closed. He hadn’t emerged since. I wonder if he was drinking again. They hadn’t worked since Helena’s death, but Hunter had meetings with his second in charge every day to keep up to date on events. They both just hadn’t gone into the office.My feet carried me upstairs without really knowing why. I paused outside Hunter and Helena’s bedroom door. I hadn’t been in there since before the accident. I felt like I was trespassing now. But something pulled me forward, my hand turning the knob before I could talk myself out of i
Grace’s POVI stared at my reflection. The black dress hung on me like I’d borrowed it from someone larger—I’d lost weight since Helena died, despite the tiny life I was now carrying. My hand drifted to my still-flat stomach, the weight of the secret as heavy as the grief.“You ready?” Maya appeared in the doorway, already dressed in a simple black suit.I dropped my hand fast. “As I’ll ever be.”She stepped closer, voice low. “Any morning sickness yet?”“No. It’s way too early. Just this constant... awareness.” I couldn’t explain it better—this perpetual consciousness of the tiny being developing inside me. Helena and Hunter’s baby. My sister’s final legacy. How would Margo feel about this... how would Hunter feel knowing his wife was dead?“Have you thought about when you’ll tell him?” Maya asked, fixing my necklace.“Not today.” I shook my head. “Not while we’re putting his wife in the ground. I’m worried it will just be too much in one day.”The drive to the funeral home passed in
Grace’s POVI stared at the pregnancy test in my hand, still sitting on the closed toilet lid where I’d been for the past twenty minutes.Two pink lines.Pregnant. There was no escaping the truth of the test lying there.I was pregnant with Helena and Hunter’s baby.The surrogacy had worked. The embryo transfer with Helena’s egg and Hunter’s sperm had taken. There was a tiny life growing inside me, a piece of my sister living on while she wasn’t.I pressed a trembling hand to my still-flat stomach. A baby. Helena’s baby. The boy or girl she’d never know. I wasn’t getting symptoms yet because it was too soon. Only a few weeks. I’d taken one of these early tests because my period was late.I couldn’t stop the tears then as they poured down my face. I’d been so caught up in the guilt of Chicago, in the shame of what Hunter and I had done, that I hadn’t even considered how this would make me feel. That the surrogacy might have worked. That I might be carrying the child Helena and Hunter
Hunter’s POVThe whiskey wasn’t working anymore. I’d been drinking for three days straight, and all I had to show for it was a pounding headache and the same fucking thoughts circling my brain like vultures.Helena was dead.I’d betrayed her with Grace. I was a dirty bag.I set the glass down too hard. It cracked, a thin line appearing from base to rim. Figures. Everything I touched these days seemed to break or turn to shit.“Hunter?” My father’s voice, followed by a knock. “Son, we need to talk about the funeral.”I ignored him, staring at the cracked glass, at the amber liquid inside it. I didn’t want to talk about the funeral. Didn’t want to think about Helena in a box, lifeless.Even now, all I could think about was Grace. Which made me feel even worse and unable to look at her. I couldn’t get the image of her underneath me on that hotel couch out of my head. Grace’s soft gasps in my ear. Grace’s body responding to my touch while my wife was alive and breathing and somewhere in N