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"He what?!" I yelled not believing what I'd just been told. I get that he's an asshole, but a murderer too? Help me.
"I wasn't happy about it at first but there's a reason why he did it Katy." Lexi said and I looked at her still in shock.
"He hurt me Katlyn. He led me on and... Took my virginity.... Then he rejected me and when I told Clayton he snapped. It was the first time I'd ever seen his eyes go fully red and it scared me... He found Hunter and it was like a monster took over him. He tortured him and then poisoned him with wolfsbane until he was begging for mercy. In the end Clayton starved him and finally broke his neck... It was horrible but he did it for me..." Lexi said and looked away. Chills ran up my spine and I felt sick.
"This is insane." I sighed and laid my head in my hands.
My mate killed people.
"I know..." Lexi said and plopped down on her bed beside me. My stomach churned and I groaned.
"So Clayton's messed up? What's wrong with him?" I asked softly and Lexi gave me a long look.
"He witnessed something as a kid and it screwed him up. He used to be so... Loving, now he's him." His sister said with a bitter laugh and added, "He was the real golden boy." I smiled at this.
"You should've seen him... He never got involved with girls. He was always saying he was waiting for his mate. He was still like that afterwards but it was more of a 'girls weren't good enough for him' thing." Lexi said softly and I swallowed looking down.
"Oh so he's never done anything?" I said softly feeling my heart start to pound.
"Nope. Heck I don't think he's even kissed another girl." Lexi said with a thinking face. Then she shook her head and said, "Yeah. He's never... It's almost funny." She smiled softly and I closed my eyes.
Dark memories swirled in my mind and I pushed them away. My breathing sped up and I sighed.
"You okay?" Lexi said and I jumped.
"Yeah I'm fine." I sighed, "I'm going to sleep." I breathed and laid down. Lexi nodded and I let myself drift to sleep.
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"Please don't." I cried as a large hand wrapped around my little wrist. I wanted to just disappear.
"Come on baby girl. I won't bite." A gruff scary voice said in my ear and I let out a small sob. Suddenly another hand was on my butt and I squeezed my eyes shut.
"Please I just wanna go home. I want my mom!" I yelled as the big guy pulled me into his van. I tried to get out but he just sat me in his lap and tightened his grip on me. Hot tears ran down my face and my shoulders shook as I cried. The strange man moved my hair off my neck and started kissing my skin.
"Stop it." I sobbed but the dirty man just ignored me and pulled off my shirt. He stared at my little bra and smirked.
"How old are you little one?" He said softly and tears streamed down my face as he gripped my waist and pulled my against him.
"F-fourteen." I cried and the guy chuckled. His hands slipped into my pants and he groped my butt.
"Perfect, let's have some fun. You won't be needing these." The guy said as he pulled down my pants. I whined and tried to pull them back up but he slapped my hands away and threw them to the side. He looked at me with beady hungry eyes and pulled off his pants.
"No." I cried as he gripped my underwear in his vile hands. He frowned and shoved his hand in my panties and I sobbed at his fingers touching me and going inside me. I tried to push away but he only groaned and took his hand out to rip off his boxers. I caught a glimpse of his manhood and instantly squeezed my eyes shut. I didn't want to see what would take place.
I heard a rip and my underwear was torn away and the sick bastard's laugh rang in my ears. His hands gripped my waist and then he pressed me against him and all I felt was pain. I cried out and he clamped a hand over my mouth. Then he started rocking against me and everything hurt. His hot breath tapped my ears and I sobbed into his hand.
"You feel so good." He groaned as he started going faster and I cried harder. His fingers dug into my skin as he started doing it harder and I winced with every movement. He suddenly pushed me off of him and I felt something wet splash on my legs and the man moaned loudly.
Then it was all over. The guy brought out baby wipes and cleaned me up. He put his clothes back on and did the same with mine... But he kept my underwear.
He drove around a bit before making me get out near a gas station then he drove away. I cried and made my way toward my house. I didn't tell anyone what happened and that was the longest walk of my life.
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I woke up with a cry. I looked around the room and realized I was alone. I held my head as sobs threatened to escape me.
No... I need to forget about that day. God please help me to forget! Make these memories go away! Please... Tears welled up in my eyes and I let them fall. Before I knew it I was hardcore crying. I chocked on my sobs as I tried to stop them and I groaned.
No one. No one knew about that. I should've told someone but I didn't. I was only fourteen and I was scared. But that was years ago. I'm seventeen know, I'm supposed to be strong.
I sighed and wiped my eyes just as the door opened. I looked over at Lexi."What happened to you? Are you okay?" She said frantically and I nodded."You sure? I could go get Clayton." Lexi said and I panicked."N-no it's fine! Don't tell him!" I said loudly and Lexi gave me a weird worried look."Something's wrong." My mate's sister pestered and I shook my head."It's fine." I said softly and a new voice made me jump."Bullshit." Clayton said and I whined softly. No he can't find out. But I can't lie to him... Please don't ask.I looked up to see him walking into the room and Lexi looked at the both of us before leaving and shutting the door. Traitor, don't leave!I started shaking and looked away from Clayton. My breath came out in labored gasps."What is it?" Clayton said sitting next to me and finally I couldn't hold in my tears any longer. I threw myself at him and cried on his chest. I felt guilty."Are you a virgin?" I asked him and he paused."Yeah." He said softly and dread wa
"Oh, that's my cousin Mike. Aye Mike quit all that damn noise!" Dalton yelled and I giggled. Oh Michael, I'd met him a few times and he was the real jokester. He was great though."Who ya talking to?" Mike's voice said and Dalton chuckled."It's Katlyn." Dalton said and Mike whooped."Hey Katy baby!" Mike yelled and I laughed. By now I was in my room. I sat on the bed and listened to the cousins bickering."So how's everything with Mr Wolf?" Mike asked and I froze."How do you know- Dalton!" I said and my friend immediately started yelling at Mike. I waited until they were done to speak again."Dalton you weren't supposed to tell." I scolded and my friend sighed."Sorry Kate but he wouldn't shut up about it so I told him." Dalton explained. I nodded slowly then realized he couldn't see me."It's okay." I said softly."Hey I got the address from your parents and is it okay if we come tomorrow? Oh yeah and can I bring Mike- he's gonna follow either way." Dalton said and I smiled."Yeah
"What?" He said in a low voice and I pulled away from him and covered my face in my hands. Tears started running down my face, "I was raped." I said in a shaky voice and realized I was trembling."How? Who? When?" Clayton growled softly and pulled my hands from my face. He looked utterly horrified. A groan escaped his lips as he stumbled away from me and sat on his bed running his fingers through his hair and scrubbing his hand down his face. He sighed and pinched the brim of his nose. He shook his head and started swearing under his breath."I don't know... I was fourteen, it was a long time ago. I'll tell you what I remember though..." I told him everything and at the end he was cursing loudly and growling. He put his hands over his ears and groaned before looking at me with red eyes. I gulped."I'm-I... I can't believe what I said to you. I don't deserve a mate... I don't deserve you. I'm such an asshole, you're right. You were raped-and I called you a whore. You were raped and I c
"I love you too." Clayton groaned and kissed me again. I gasped as his waist pressed against mine and I felt an obvious difference in his pants. We both moaned at the feeling of desire gripping us and Clayton kissed me harder. He growled softly as he moved his hips against mine and we both moaned again."Clayton." I gasped and he pulled away from the kiss and looked at me with loving eyes."Yes?" He said softly. I didn't know what to say at first. He smiled softly and sighed, "I won't make love to you tonight, if that's what you want." Clayton kissed my lips softly and added, "Just don't tempt me too much. You're making things really hard on me." He winked and chuckled.I giggled and he kissed me again before wrapping me in his arms and sighing. I smiled and laid my head in the crook of his neck."I never thought I'd have a mate... I'm happy I have you Kate. Words cannot describe how much I adore you." Clayton whispered in my ear and I smiled."I like you like this Clayton please stay
"Who's your mate?" He snarled and I inwardly started panicking. What'd I do? Why is he mad?"Clay I-" My voice was a little strained."Who's your mate?" He growled again but a smile broke out on his face and I sighed."You scared the shit out of me Clayton! Don't do that." I said loudly and he chuckled."Sorry baby girl." He said and started tickling me. I giggled and squirmed underneath him."C-Clay-layton! St-o-stop!" I gasped between laughs and he kept tickling me."Tell me who your mate is." He said casually. I shook my head."No! You-you kn-know w-who it is!" I said breathlessly and he shook his head and grinned."Nope it's slipped my mind. Now, who's your mate?" He said and I gave in."You! You are. You're m-my mate!" I said loudly and he stopped and sat back smirking at me."Damn right I am." He said getting up from the bed and leaving me catching my breath and holding my stomach. I watched him walk away."Where are you going?" I asked as he made it to a door on the far side of
"Wha-? Oh yeah... Rouge scent near the border." He said and Clayton nodded curtly. My mate turned to me with am apologetic smile."I gotta go check it out. I'll see you later mea lux." Clayton said kissing me quickly on the lips before turning to Drew."Which way?" Clayton asked and Drew looked confused."I'll show you." He said and Clayton shook his head, "No, talk to your mate." He added the last part in a low growl. Drew looked at me with hesitant eyes and I waved him over. Drew sighed in defeat and pointed in the direction."I've got him Clay." I said and my mate nodded before running off to wherever he needed to be."What was that?" My mother said watching Clayton run off. I smiled softly.Drew chuckled beside me, "That's what you call Clayton kissing his mate." He said smirking and I rolled my eyes playfully. I gave Drew a pointed look and he looked at his feet under my gaze."That's not even-hey who's the new guy?" I heard Mike say and I smirked at Drew as Mike's nosey self wal
"Oh feisty now? Perfect. So now I got a mate too? Cool. No beyond cool this is so fucking great! I mean look at this face! Adorable." Mike said staring into Lexi's eyes and she sighed and laid her head on his chest while he looked up and beamed at me."I feel so... Warm." Michael sighed and snuggled closer to Lexi. I giggled and laid back."Yep that's love." Drew said and threw an arm over Dalton's shoulder and kissed his cheek. I smirked as a grin crept it's way to my friend's lips.No matter how much I was happy for them all this lovey dovey stuff was making me miss Clayton. I want my mate.Another update will be on its way!If you didn't like the relationships I'm sorry but I'm not changing them! Love you guys! XOXOHere we go guys! (:We'd been sitting in the living room for hours and my parents had left about thirty minutes ago after a bombardment of questions."Is Clayton nice to you? (Yeah.)Are you happy? (Overjoyed.) Do you need to leave? (No.) Do you love him? (Yes.) When's
"He had alpha duties to take care of." Lexi said and Mike nodded. I looked at them suspiciously and jumped as Drew and Dalton came strolling in. The two guys smiled at us and Dalton came and threw an arm over my shoulder."Sup Katy?" He asked and I looked at him and Drew."Do y'all know when Clayton's coming back?" I looked at Drew. He'd better, he was beta after all. Drew shook his head and cleared his throat."Nope he took off early this morning. Didn't say much. Actually snapped at me when I asked him where he was going." Drew said with a slight frown."Oh..." I said and sighed. Suddenly something hit me."Hey why do I only see y'all but hardly every see the other pack members?" I asked and Drew answered."They're at school or training or something like that. A lot of them stay in their rooms." Drew said and shrugged. I nodded softly and grabbed some granola bars out of the pantry and ate them. The others got whatever they wanted and I sighed."So will I start school back or..." I