I sighed and wiped my eyes just as the door opened. I looked over at Lexi.
"What happened to you? Are you okay?" She said frantically and I nodded.
"You sure? I could go get Clayton." Lexi said and I panicked.
"N-no it's fine! Don't tell him!" I said loudly and Lexi gave me a weird worried look.
"Something's wrong." My mate's sister pestered and I shook my head.
"It's fine." I said softly and a new voice made me jump.
"Bullshit." Clayton said and I whined softly. No he can't find out. But I can't lie to him... Please don't ask.
I looked up to see him walking into the room and Lexi looked at the both of us before leaving and shutting the door. Traitor, don't leave!
I started shaking and looked away from Clayton. My breath came out in labored gasps.
"What is it?" Clayton said sitting next to me and finally I couldn't hold in my tears any longer. I threw myself at him and cried on his chest. I felt guilty.
"Are you a virgin?" I asked him and he paused.
"Yeah." He said softly and dread washed over me and I sobbed harder.
"Are you?" He asked and I froze. Of course he'd ask back. I swallowed. Then I shook me head. Clayton tensed up. With a growl he pushed me away from him.
"What?!" He snarled and I felt tears running down my cheeks.
"It wasn't my fault-" I began.
"Wasn't your fault?! You were the one with your legs open!" Clayton growled and leapt from the bed. His eyes turned red.
"You don't even know what-" I tried to explain but he cut me off again.
"Don't fucking talk to me you whore! Of course I get stuck with a skank mate!" Clayton snarled and stalked out of the room slamming the door. I curled up into a ball and cried hysterically.
"You did nothing wrong. You were raped." I whispered to myself and sobbed again. I stared at the door and my heart broke as tears ran down again. I smiled bitterly at the thought that Clayton called me a slut. I gave a sorrowful laugh.
"I was raped..." I whispered to the door and broke down in tears once again. Fuck being strong, right now I needed to break.
Poor Katlyn...
I cried writing this.
Clayton messed up big time with that accusation. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk.
Sorry for the delay guys. *parents took my phone*
This chapter is going to be rather short.I stayed on that bed for a while before I ventured off and stumbled to my feet. I came out of my hazy state and heard voices.
"You're so cold hearted!" My interest peeked as I recognized Lexi's voice.
"She's a fucking whore Lexi! She's already had sex with someone. I should've known by how she was all over her friend... Hell it was probably him!" Clayton's voice snarled and my heart broke even more.
"Did you even let her explain?" Lexi growled. Clayton gave a bitter laugh.
"What is there to explain? I don't want to hear any details about how she fucked some guy." My mate growled and I felt something stab my heart.
"It's funny that you'd say that. She's been putting up with your shit maybe you can put up with this one thing! She was crying to you and you said all that! What if something happened to her Clayton?!" Lexi yelled and I walked toward the door. I couldn't take it anymore I slipped out of the room, phone in hand, and ran down the hall. Luckily I didn't come across anyone as I made it outside. I didn't have the same luck once I got outside though.
"Umph!" Someone groaned as I barreled into a hard chest and suddenly I was sprawled on the ground... Well sprawled on someone.
"Sorry." I breathed as I laid my hands on their chest and tried to push myself off.
"Woah... Who are you?" The person said and I looked down into the guy's brown eyes. He was attractive but not as good as Clayton. Clayton... I whimpered at the thought.
"Hey you okay?" The boy asked and his arms wrapped around me. I blushed at his close contact as he sat up with me practically in his lap.
"No." I said softly and a tiny sob escaped. The guy made a weird noise and hugged me closer.
"Where's Clayton? He should be comforting you." The guy said in a shocked voice.
"How'd you know he's my mate?" I said and he smiled.
"Everyone knows. Word spreads sweetie." He chuckled and ran his hands through my hair comfortingly, "It's a shame you got paired with him, he's not the best person to get along with."
"Yeah..." I sighed. A roar rumbled from inside and the guy jumped slightly.
"Welp that's Clayton. Best if you get off me. If he's sees he'll rip me apart." The guy said standing and helping me up. He wiped my face and tapped my chin.
"Keep your head up Luna Kate." He said with a soft smile. I returned a small grin. His eyes sparkled gold for a second.
"Lovely. I'm Drew by the way. Catch you later Kate." The boy said with a smile and walked away. I sighed and walked back inside.
"It's your fault she ran off!" Lexi's voice rang down the halls and Clayton's growl followed.
"Just shut up Lexi!" My mate yelled and I gulped as I walked toward the screams. My body was shaking by the time I got to Clayton's office. They were in there. I cleared my face and wiped my eyes. My hand paused before opening the door.
Clayton and Lexi turned to me and I straightened my stance, "I just wanted to know when my parents and Dalton can come over." I said flatly and Clayton growled.
"I'm not having that boy in my house." My mate snarled and I frowned at him.
"I'm not asking your permission." I said without emotion.
"You're not going to fuck him in this house either." Clayton growled and my hurt flared up in anger and indignation.
"Fuck you! You don't even know me! You don't know any damn thing about me! I hate you! You're an asshole! I can't believe I was actually going to tell you... Fuck it, it doesn't matter. You just think I'm some hoe." I yelled and my voice ended in a shaky sigh. I cleared my throat and by total coincidence my phone started ringing. I jumped and put it to my ear after answering it.
"Hello?" I said and Dalton's voice greeted me.
"Hey sweetheart." My friend's voice said and I heard Clayton growl. I rolled my eyes and swiveled on my heels and left the room.
"Hi Dalton. How are you?" I said with a smile.
"I'm good." An odd noise sounded in the background and I paused.
"What's that noise?"
"Oh, that's my cousin Mike. Aye Mike quit all that damn noise!" Dalton yelled and I giggled. Oh Michael, I'd met him a few times and he was the real jokester. He was great though."Who ya talking to?" Mike's voice said and Dalton chuckled."It's Katlyn." Dalton said and Mike whooped."Hey Katy baby!" Mike yelled and I laughed. By now I was in my room. I sat on the bed and listened to the cousins bickering."So how's everything with Mr Wolf?" Mike asked and I froze."How do you know- Dalton!" I said and my friend immediately started yelling at Mike. I waited until they were done to speak again."Dalton you weren't supposed to tell." I scolded and my friend sighed."Sorry Kate but he wouldn't shut up about it so I told him." Dalton explained. I nodded slowly then realized he couldn't see me."It's okay." I said softly."Hey I got the address from your parents and is it okay if we come tomorrow? Oh yeah and can I bring Mike- he's gonna follow either way." Dalton said and I smiled."Yeah
"What?" He said in a low voice and I pulled away from him and covered my face in my hands. Tears started running down my face, "I was raped." I said in a shaky voice and realized I was trembling."How? Who? When?" Clayton growled softly and pulled my hands from my face. He looked utterly horrified. A groan escaped his lips as he stumbled away from me and sat on his bed running his fingers through his hair and scrubbing his hand down his face. He sighed and pinched the brim of his nose. He shook his head and started swearing under his breath."I don't know... I was fourteen, it was a long time ago. I'll tell you what I remember though..." I told him everything and at the end he was cursing loudly and growling. He put his hands over his ears and groaned before looking at me with red eyes. I gulped."I'm-I... I can't believe what I said to you. I don't deserve a mate... I don't deserve you. I'm such an asshole, you're right. You were raped-and I called you a whore. You were raped and I c
"I love you too." Clayton groaned and kissed me again. I gasped as his waist pressed against mine and I felt an obvious difference in his pants. We both moaned at the feeling of desire gripping us and Clayton kissed me harder. He growled softly as he moved his hips against mine and we both moaned again."Clayton." I gasped and he pulled away from the kiss and looked at me with loving eyes."Yes?" He said softly. I didn't know what to say at first. He smiled softly and sighed, "I won't make love to you tonight, if that's what you want." Clayton kissed my lips softly and added, "Just don't tempt me too much. You're making things really hard on me." He winked and chuckled.I giggled and he kissed me again before wrapping me in his arms and sighing. I smiled and laid my head in the crook of his neck."I never thought I'd have a mate... I'm happy I have you Kate. Words cannot describe how much I adore you." Clayton whispered in my ear and I smiled."I like you like this Clayton please stay
"Who's your mate?" He snarled and I inwardly started panicking. What'd I do? Why is he mad?"Clay I-" My voice was a little strained."Who's your mate?" He growled again but a smile broke out on his face and I sighed."You scared the shit out of me Clayton! Don't do that." I said loudly and he chuckled."Sorry baby girl." He said and started tickling me. I giggled and squirmed underneath him."C-Clay-layton! St-o-stop!" I gasped between laughs and he kept tickling me."Tell me who your mate is." He said casually. I shook my head."No! You-you kn-know w-who it is!" I said breathlessly and he shook his head and grinned."Nope it's slipped my mind. Now, who's your mate?" He said and I gave in."You! You are. You're m-my mate!" I said loudly and he stopped and sat back smirking at me."Damn right I am." He said getting up from the bed and leaving me catching my breath and holding my stomach. I watched him walk away."Where are you going?" I asked as he made it to a door on the far side of
"Wha-? Oh yeah... Rouge scent near the border." He said and Clayton nodded curtly. My mate turned to me with am apologetic smile."I gotta go check it out. I'll see you later mea lux." Clayton said kissing me quickly on the lips before turning to Drew."Which way?" Clayton asked and Drew looked confused."I'll show you." He said and Clayton shook his head, "No, talk to your mate." He added the last part in a low growl. Drew looked at me with hesitant eyes and I waved him over. Drew sighed in defeat and pointed in the direction."I've got him Clay." I said and my mate nodded before running off to wherever he needed to be."What was that?" My mother said watching Clayton run off. I smiled softly.Drew chuckled beside me, "That's what you call Clayton kissing his mate." He said smirking and I rolled my eyes playfully. I gave Drew a pointed look and he looked at his feet under my gaze."That's not even-hey who's the new guy?" I heard Mike say and I smirked at Drew as Mike's nosey self wal
"Oh feisty now? Perfect. So now I got a mate too? Cool. No beyond cool this is so fucking great! I mean look at this face! Adorable." Mike said staring into Lexi's eyes and she sighed and laid her head on his chest while he looked up and beamed at me."I feel so... Warm." Michael sighed and snuggled closer to Lexi. I giggled and laid back."Yep that's love." Drew said and threw an arm over Dalton's shoulder and kissed his cheek. I smirked as a grin crept it's way to my friend's lips.No matter how much I was happy for them all this lovey dovey stuff was making me miss Clayton. I want my mate.Another update will be on its way!If you didn't like the relationships I'm sorry but I'm not changing them! Love you guys! XOXOHere we go guys! (:We'd been sitting in the living room for hours and my parents had left about thirty minutes ago after a bombardment of questions."Is Clayton nice to you? (Yeah.)Are you happy? (Overjoyed.) Do you need to leave? (No.) Do you love him? (Yes.) When's
"He had alpha duties to take care of." Lexi said and Mike nodded. I looked at them suspiciously and jumped as Drew and Dalton came strolling in. The two guys smiled at us and Dalton came and threw an arm over my shoulder."Sup Katy?" He asked and I looked at him and Drew."Do y'all know when Clayton's coming back?" I looked at Drew. He'd better, he was beta after all. Drew shook his head and cleared his throat."Nope he took off early this morning. Didn't say much. Actually snapped at me when I asked him where he was going." Drew said with a slight frown."Oh..." I said and sighed. Suddenly something hit me."Hey why do I only see y'all but hardly every see the other pack members?" I asked and Drew answered."They're at school or training or something like that. A lot of them stay in their rooms." Drew said and shrugged. I nodded softly and grabbed some granola bars out of the pantry and ate them. The others got whatever they wanted and I sighed."So will I start school back or..." I
"Good. Everything's in order?" I said and I heard her giggle."Alpha Clayton why would I call you if its not?" She said and I nodded. We talked a little more before I hung up. I let out a deep sigh and sat back in my chair.Goddess how was I gonna do this? Please help me. I thought as I scrubbed my hands over my face.I looked at the long note I'd wrote yesterday. It was full of crossed out words and scribbled sentences. I'd almost gave up trying to write it yesterday but I needed something to go off of. I didn't want to screw this up. I snatched it up in my hands.I read over the words and changed some of it. It needed to be perfect, this needed to be perfect... Because she was perfect. Finally after finishing it and getting it to my satisfaction I read it over and over engraving it into my mind.These words would change everything about us. What if she hates me?Mate doesn't hate us Clayton. She loves us and she'll still love us. My wolf Convel growled softly in my head. I nodded an