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It's hurt but no choice left

Author: Night Walker
last update Last Updated: 2025-03-29 22:57:37

«CLARA POV»

I don’t know how to process this.

No, no. How could this be?

How could it be that I have just given birth to Adrian’s child?

Why is the Moon Goddess so cruel?

How could I be pregnant for a man who shattered my heart, who left me to die without a second thought?

My whole body trembles, my fingers tightening around the soft fur cloth wrapped around my son. My son… but not Lusaka’s.

A sick feeling curls in my stomach.

I have failed.

I have made a deal with Lusaka—to give him an heir in exchange for my revenge. And now, I have broken that promise. I have brought another man’s child into this world, a child who shouldn’t even exist.

I can’t keep him.

I can’t keep this child, not when he is a reminder of everything I have lost. A reminder of the man who has cast me aside.

A reminder of a love that should have died long ago.

No.

I still want revenge. I still want to see Adrian suffer the way he has made me suffer. I can’t let this child tie me to him.

Taking a deep breath, I lift
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