LOGINAdrian didn’t sleep that night.
Not really. He lay in bed with his eyes open, fixed on the ceiling, watching the shadows move like smoke across the plaster. His mind kept circling the same questions. Who sent the box? How did they know what he was doing? And worse—how long had they been watching? Every creak of the pipes made him flinch. Every flicker of light through the curtains made his heart stutter. He knew this kind of fear—it was like an echo of childhood nights spent hiding in his closet while his father’s voice thundered from room to room. But this fear was different. Sharper. Personal. It wasn’t rage that waited outside his door now. It was something quieter. Calculated. Patient. By 5:47 a.m., he gave up on sleep entirely. The sky outside was still dark, smeared with indigo and pale silver. He made tea with hands that trembled just enough to spill a few drops on the counter. The quiet of the kitchen mocked him. He glanced at the drawer. The note was still there. He should burn it. He should call someone. Report it. But what would he say? “Someone left me a flower and a compliment, Officer. Arrest them.” He let out a bitter laugh under his breath. No one would take him seriously. He’d had this problem before—when he tried to report the man who followed him home from the grocery store last year, the officer had smiled and said, “Maybe he just liked you.” Adrian had stopped trying after that. Still, this wasn’t normal. He knew that. He sat on the couch and curled his legs beneath him, sipping tea that had long since gone cold. His sketchpad lay open on the coffee table, the pages smudged from last night’s drawings. He hadn’t even realized he’d been sketching faceless silhouettes again until he saw the charcoal dust on his fingers. A knock at the door made him flinch so hard he nearly spilled his mug. He froze. Another knock. This one lighter. More rhythmic. Almost… friendly. He stood slowly and approached the door, every muscle in his body tense. Peering through the peephole, he saw a familiar shape—Jace, holding a small brown bag in one hand and a drink tray in the other. Adrian hesitated before opening the door a crack. “Hey,” Jace said, his usual smile in place. “Didn’t see you yesterday, thought I’d bring breakfast. Figured you probably haven’t eaten.” Adrian relaxed—barely—and opened the door wider. “You didn’t have to.” “I know.” Jace stepped in without waiting for an invitation. “But you look like hell.” Adrian said nothing. Jace was blunt, but not unkind. They sat in silence for a few minutes, sipping lukewarm coffee and poking at slightly cold bagels. Adrian avoided eye contact, eyes flicking toward the kitchen drawer every few seconds. Jace noticed. “Something happen?” “No.” “Liar.” Adrian sighed, dragging his fingers through his messy hair. “I found something yesterday. On my doorstep.” Jace raised an eyebrow. “A box. Black. Inside was a lily. And a note.” Jace waited. “What did it say?” Adrian didn’t want to repeat it. Saying the words out loud would make them real. But the silence pressed on him, so he mumbled, “That I looked beautiful last night. That I should close my curtains.” Jace’s expression shifted from curious to serious in a heartbeat. “That’s not okay.” “I know.” “Did you report it?” Adrian laughed dryly. “To who? What would they even do?” “I don’t know, Adrian, maybe take it seriously? That’s stalking. That’s not just some weird admirer.” Jace leaned forward. “Have you noticed anything else lately?” Adrian hesitated. “Sometimes… I hear noises. My phone battery drains too fast. My lights flicker. I thought it was just anxiety.” Jace frowned. “You can’t stay here alone. Come stay with me for a few days.” “No.” “Why not?” Because a part of him wanted to know what would happen next. That was the truth he couldn’t say out loud. Adrian shook his head. “I’ll be fine.” Jace didn’t look convinced, but he let it go. As soon as Jace left, the apartment felt even emptier than before. Adrian stood in front of his window for a long time. The alley below was empty. Silent. But he swore he felt eyes on him—eyes that didn’t blink, didn’t move, just watched. That night, he closed the curtains. Double-locked the door. Left the hallway light on. Still, when he woke up at 2:14 a.m., heart racing and throat dry, he found another box at his bedside. Smaller than the last. And this time, there was no flower. Only a flash drive. And a sticky note on top of it: “Now do you believe me when I say I see everything.The night air was heavy with the scent of jasmine drifting in from the balcony, the city lights flickering below like a thousand tiny promises. Adrian leaned against the railing, the satin fabric of his wedding suit pressing softly against his skin, yet all he could feel was the weight of Evan’s presence behind him. One arm wrapped possessively around his waist, the other hand gently brushing the side of his neck, threading through his hair.“You’re breathtaking,” Evan murmured, his lips grazing the curve of Adrian’s ear, sending shivers cascading down his spine. “Every damn day I get to see you, I fall deeper.”Adrian turned slightly, pressing his back against Evan’s chest, letting himself be held. For once, there was no tension, no lurking danger—only the firm, commanding warmth of the man he had loved through every fear, every battle, every obsessive whisper that had once terrified him.“I can’t believe this is real,” Adrian whispered, his voice trembling slightly. “I thought… I th
The chapel was small, sun streaming through stained glass, casting colorful patterns across the polished wooden pews. Flowers adorned every surface, soft lilacs and roses mingling in delicate bouquets. It was simple, intimate—the kind of wedding Adrian had always quietly dreamed of, and Evan had learned to honor.Evan stood at the altar, hands clasped in front of him, calm and composed. Not the maniacal, obsessive version of himself Adrian had endured. No, this was Evan tempered by six months of reflection, therapy, and restraint. Yet, beneath the restraint, a quiet possessiveness lingered—an intensity Adrian had come to crave rather than fear.Adrian walked down the aisle, his dress flowing, a nervous but radiant smile on his face. Each step was deliberate, but his eyes never left Evan. When he reached the altar, their hands met, fingers interlocking with ease and familiarity.“I promise,” Evan whispered, voice low so only Adrian could hear, “to love you wholly, fiercely, but careful
Six months. Six months of silence. Six months of empty apartment walls that had once echoed with Adrian’s laughter. Six months of staring at invitations, floral arrangements, and wedding mock-ups that had become artifacts of obsession, now gathering dust in the corner of his meticulously ordered living room. The first week had been unbearable. He had woken every morning expecting Adrian to be there, to wake next to him, to argue over breakfast, to laugh at some mundane joke that only the two of them found funny. The apartment was hollow without him. The bed was too large. The sunlight too harsh. Even the smell of his own cologne, lingering on the sheets, had turned into a cruel reminder of absence. He had tried to call. Once, twice, ten times. But each attempt had ended in nothing but silence, a cold void on the other side of the line. Adrian had vanished into Thailand with a resolve that Evan had underestimated. The man he loved—his anchor, his obsession, his life—had chosen space
The apartment hummed with the meticulous energy Evan always carried, a symphony of clinking cutlery, whispered phone calls, and the low, deliberate hum of his thoughts manifesting in plans, lists, and schedules. Every corner of the living room displayed color-coded binders, magazine tear-outs, and mock-up invitations. He moved through the chaos like a predator in his domain, sleek, confident, unshakable. Adrian watched from the couch, a hollow ache nestled deep in his chest. He had spent weeks convincing himself that this—this obsessive planning, this smothering care—was love. That surrendering to Evan fully meant happiness. Yet Naomi’s words, soft but insistent, replayed in his mind with unnerving clarity: “You can’t live with that intensity forever. Not now. Not yet.” He had tried to push the thought away, clinging to the warmth of Evan’s presence, the ease with which the man made life feel both dangerous and safe. But the truth had been creeping in like a slow, insistent tide. Ad
The morning sunlight filtered through the tall windows of Evan’s apartment, casting long, warm streaks across the living room. Adrian stirred in the bed, half-wrapped in the cocoon of Evan’s arms, half in the haze of unease that had followed him since Naomi’s warning the night before. Evan was already awake, dressed sharply in a crisp white shirt, sleeves rolled to reveal strong forearms. He moved around with calculated ease, checking his laptop, jotting down notes in a sleek leather planner. Adrian watched silently, heart tightening, mesmerized by the balance of calm authority and unspoken obsession Evan carried with him. “Morning,” Evan murmured without looking up, voice low and soothing. “Sleep well?” Adrian hesitated, tugging the blanket around his shoulders. “As well as I could.” Evan finally glanced at him, lips curving slightly. “Good. Because we have a lot to do today.” Adrian’s stomach knotted. “Do what?” Evan’s smile was calm, almost dangerous in its serenity. “Wedding
The apartment was unusually quiet that evening. Evan had been uncharacteristically gentle all day, his usual obsessive tendencies slightly muted, though never gone. He moved around with a soft precision—fixing Adrian’s coffee just the way he liked it, smoothing the collar of his shirt, tucking a stray strand of hair behind Adrian’s ear. Every action, every glance, seemed designed to anchor Adrian in safety and comfort.Adrian sat on the couch, feet tucked beneath him, a book in his lap. He’d been reading for hours but hardly remembered the words. His mind kept drifting to Evan—the soft way he had kissed him goodbye that morning, the careful, almost tender way he held him when Adrian had lingered too long at the window.It was… unsettling.Evan finally settled beside him, arms wrapping around Adrian’s shoulders in a possessive embrace. The contrast between the gentle warmth and the intensity in Evan’s eyes was disarming. Adrian tilted his head back against Evan’s chest, heart hammering







