Chapter 52

I cuddled a little more with myself as a cold, fresh gush of wind ran across me.

I gazed at the river, rippling and hitting against its bank, quiet and lost.

I wasn't upset anymore, the anger had dissolved, the tears had dried up but I was still far from peace and comfort.

A part of my heart felt torn and rusted but there was no one I could certainly blame other than my own self.

It was sad how he had been behaving lately, so rude and changed and how he had to lie for her and not meet me but her but it all came like a lesson to me.

It seemed it was my deeds returning to me, some karma doing it's part, making me go through the sufferings I inflicted upon him, punishing me and washing my sins.

I felt so dirty, mean and s