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~~LENA~~
I knew something was wrong the moment I pushed the door open.
“Lena!”
My stepmother’s voice sliced through the silence from the kitchen.
I dropped my bag near the door and walked in slowly. The acrid smell of burnt stew hung thick in the air.
“I just got back,” I said carefully.
She turned to face me, arms folded tight across her chest like she had been waiting for this fight all day.
“And the chores I told you to finish this morning?”
I paused. I had woken up early, cleaned the living room, washed the dishes, and swept the floor before leaving. So what exactly was she talking about?
“I did them before I left.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Are you calling me a liar?”
“No. I’m just saying that I did them before I—”
Before I could finish, her hand shot out, slapping me across the cheek. The sting made my head spin.
She grabbed a fistful of my hair and yanked me toward the sink, slamming my face into the pile of wet dishes. Soapy water flooded my mouth and nose.
I gasped and choked, lungs burning as I clawed desperately at the edge of the counter.
“Maybe this will teach you some sense!” she hissed.
She shoved harder. My nose slammed into the faucet,and a sharp pain exploded behind my eyes.
“You useless girl,” she snapped. “Living in this house and you can’t even do one simple thing right.”
When she finally released me, I stumbled back, water dripped from my hair.
“No wonder your real mother abandoned you,” she spat. “Even she couldn’t stand the sight of you.”
I froze. “Don’t call my mother—”
Her lips curled into a vicious smile. “What did you just say?”
“You don’t get to bring her into this.”
“Oh… you’ve grown some teeth.” She seized my arm, nails digging in like claws. “Basement. Now.”
“No—” Panic clawed up my throat. “No, no, no… please. I’m sorry. I… I didn’t mean it. I’ll do whatever you want, just not the basement. Please.”
My voice cracked as I tried to pull away, but her grip only tightened.
“Too late for apologies,” she said coldly, dragging me toward the stairs.
“Ma’am, please—”
“What’s all this noise about?”
My father’s voice cut through the hallway.
She froze for a split second. Then, like someone flipping a switch, her grip loosened and her face transformed into wounded innocence. She stepped back and pressed a hand dramatically to her chest.
“I was only trying to correct her,” she said softly. “But she started shouting at me… calling me names.”
I stared at her, stunned. The same woman who had just shoved me now looked like the victim.
My father’s gaze snapped to me, dark with irritation. “Is that true?”
“No—” My voice shook. “She was dragging me to the basement. I didn’t even—”
“Enough.” His tone was sharp and final. The single word cut straight through me.
“You will not raise your voice in this house,” he said coldly. “Especially not to your mother.”
“She’s lying,” I whispered, desperation tightening my throat.
His jaw clenched. “Not another word, Lena. Now go upstairs.”
I stood frozen for a moment, fingers curling hard at my sides.
Arguing never helped.
It only made everything worse. Because deep down I knew the truth: Father had heard every word.
He had simply chosen not to care.
Slowly, I turned and walked toward the stairs, each step heavy on the wooden floor.
Behind me, my stepmother gave a soft, pitiful sniff, playing the victim perfectly.
She had won. Again.
—
Sleep refused to come that night. My cheek still burned where she had hit me, and every time I closed my eyes the scene replayed in vicious detail.
Thirst eventually dragged me out of bed hours later. The house lay silent, faint moonlight spilling through the hallway windows as I padded quietly toward the kitchen for a glass of water.
On my way back, hushed voices drifted from the living room.
“…we’ll all die if you don’t do this,” my stepmother whispered.
My feet rooted to the floor.
“Do you want us to die? I’m pregnant, for God’s sake. Think about the baby. All you have to do is give her to him.”
My chest squeezed tight. A long silence followed before my father spoke, his voice rough.
“He’s a killer. No matter what you say, I can’t sell my daughter to a mafia boss who murders people for fun.”
My stomach dropped.
Mafia?
“No, no, don’t call it that,” my stepmother said quickly. “You’re not selling her. You’re just… letting him have her for a little while.”
Her voice softened. “We’ll get her back once the debts are settled.”
I stood pressed against the wall, the weight of their words crushing my ribs.
“So what do you say?” she pressed. “Have you made your choice? Are you giving her to him?”
The silence stretched unbearably. My heart hammered so loudly I was terrified they would hear it.
Of course he won’t. He doesn’t hate me… right?
Say no. Please, Dad. Say no.
Finally, my father spoke, defeat heavy in every syllable. “Yes.”
The glass slipped from my numb fingers and shattered on the tile. Chairs scraped loudly in the dining room.
“Did you hear that?” my stepmother whispered.
The kitchen door swung open. My father stepped out first. His eyes dropped to the broken glass, then slowly rose to meet mine.
“You were listening?” he asked quietly.
“Dad…” My voice trembled. “You were really going to sell me?”
My stepmother sighed dramatically behind him. “Oh Lena, must you always be so dramatic?”
My father ran a hand over his face, exhausted. “It’s not like that, sweetheart.”
“You said yes.”
“Listen to me,” he said gently, stepping closer. “We had no choice. He’ll kill us—all of us—if we don’t pay. This is the only way to protect the family.”
My stepmother nodded, eyes solemn. “He won’t hurt you. It’s only temporary. We’ll bring you back once everything is settled.”
Temporary.
Like I was some object being loaned out. My nails dug hard into my palms.
“Please understand,” he continued. “This is the only way to protect this family.”
I looked between them—my father, the man who was supposed to protect me, and the woman standing beside him like a fragile saint.
Slowly, I nodded. “Okay then.”
Both of them froze.
“You understand?” my father asked.
“Yes.”
But inside my head, one thought screamed louder than everything else.
Run.
LENA Chaos. Niccolò was out of bed before I had fully processed the words still hanging in the air. Clothes, keys. His voice already raised for the staff down the hall. “Get the car ready. Now.” He was back at my side in seconds, hands steady under my arms helping me up. “Breathe,” he said. “You’re all right. Everything is going to be fine. I’ve got you.” The pain came in waves on the way to the hospital. I gripped his hand so tightly I was sure it must have hurt, but he never pulled away. His other hand stayed at the back of my neck, grounding. “Look at me,” he murmured when a particularly sharp contraction stole my breath. “You’re doing so well. Almost there. Stay with me.” Neither of us knew how much longer it would be. He said it anyway. At the hospital everything moved fast. Doctors checking, speaking in calm clipped sentences I only half heard. The pain grew stronger with each wave. During one especially hard contraction I screamed, fingers locked around Niccolò’s hand
LENA I shut myself away from everyone. Meals sat untouched until someone quietly cleared them. The house felt too big and too empty at the same time, every room carrying the weight of a truth I still didn’t know how to hold. I thought about the baby more than anything else now. The small, impossible life growing under my ribs while the rest of my world cracked open around it. For a brief, terrible moment, I even wondered if it would be easier to walk away from all of it. From Niccolò. From the Santoro name. From everything tied to this life. I hated myself for the thought the second it crossed my mind. To avoid being in the same space as him, I started spending most of my time at the foundation. Arriving early, staying late. Letting the work fill the hours so I wouldn’t have to walk into a house that still smelled like him and felt like a lie. Mia noticed. Of course she did. She didn’t push, she just appeared at my desk with tea she hadn’t been asked to bring and left me alone
LENA A small cake sat between us on the table in our room. Niccolò handed me the knife. “You should cut it.” My hands shook a little as I pressed the blade through the soft layers. For a second the centre stayed hidden. Then pink spilled into view. A girl. My eyes filled before I could stop them. I looked up at Niccolò. He was already staring at me, smiling in that rare, unguarded way that still undid me. He pulled me into a hug, arms tight around my shoulders. “I already knew it would be a girl.” I laughed through the tears against his chest. “You’re just saying that now.” “I’m not.” He kissed my forehead, then rested his hand carefully on my stomach. His voice dropped, soft enough that it felt like it belonged only to the three of us. “Your father already loves you. You hear me? Already.” I covered his hand with mine and held on. We called Alessia next. She barely got out a hello before I blurted the news. There was half a second of silence, then a full scream through the
LENA I woke up the next morning and got dressed for work like it was any other day. Downstairs, the kitchen smelled like actual cooking instead of the usual quiet efficiency of the staff. Niccolò stood at the stove, sleeves rolled up, moving with the kind of focused care he usually reserved for far more dangerous tasks. I stopped in the doorway and raised an eyebrow. “We have people for this exact reason. Why are you doing it yourself?” He glanced over his shoulder. “Because I want to be careful about what you eat now. After everything the doctor said, I’d rather know exactly what’s going into your food.” “You’re going to become one of those overprotective husbands who won’t even let me breathe on my own.” “I already am one.” He plated the eggs without looking particularly apologetic. “You should get used to it.” I sat at the counter, still half smiling. “You’re enjoying this.” “I’m being responsible.” “You’re hovering with extra steps.” He set a plate in front of me and lea
LENAI woke up disoriented.The ceiling above me wasn’t the one from Alessia’s house. The light was softer. The air smelled faintly of antiseptic. For a few seconds I couldn’t place where I was or how I had gotten there. Then the chair beside the bed came into focus, and Niccolò in it.He looked exhausted. The moment he saw my eyes open, some of the tension left his face. “Hey,” he said quietly.“Hey.” My voice came out rough. “How long was I—”“A few hours.” He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “How are you feeling?”“My head still feels heavy. But I’m okay.” I tried to sit up a little. “What happened?”Before he could answer, the door opened and a doctor walked in with a folder and a calm, practiced smile.“Good. You’re awake.” She checked the monitor briefly, then looked between us. “You fainted because of low blood sugar and low blood pressure. Both are fairly common in early pregnancy.”I stared at her.The words reached me, but I barely understood them.The doctor’s smile so
LENAWe had only been home from the trip for a day when Alessia called.“Please tell me you’re both free this weekend,” she said the moment I answered. Her voice was brighter than usual. “My birthday. I’m having a proper gathering and I want you and Niccolò there. No excuses,okay?”I smiled despite the tiredness that still clung to me from the coastal days. “We’ll be there.”“You promise?”“I promise. I still feel a little off from the travel, but nothing that will stop me from showing up.”“Good. Dress nicely. There will be far too many relatives and I need at least one person on my side who isn’t trying to introduce me to someone’s son.”“I’ll do my best.”The days before the party passed in a blur of foundation work and quiet evenings at home. I almost forgot about the tiredness and the occasional nausea from the trip.It still returned most mornings, light enough to ignore and easy to blame on irregular sleep and too much coffee. I pushed it aside and focused on the weekend instea
~~LENA~~I was completely fucked.My hands shook as I pressed my back harder against the man behind me, my heart beating wildly.“Who… who are you?” I whispered, my voice barely holding together.A low, calm voice brushed against my ear, sending ice down my spine. “Someone who should never have bee
~~NICCOLÒ~~This wasn’t how I usually handled business.My men were paid to fetch girls, clean up messes, and make problems disappear.Yet here I was, personally driving through these filthy streets because her useless father couldn’t keep what he had promised.The front door opened before I even k
~~LENA~~“He’s coming today,” my stepmother said.I froze in the middle of the hallway, still wearing yesterday’s clothes. “What?”“Yes, Lena, you heard me right. He’s coming today.” She turned me toward my bedroom door. “So go get dressed. Something tight. Show your curves. Make sure he likes what
~~LENA~~A knock sounded at my door.I was still irritated from lunch, lying on the bed and replaying Niccolò’s cold I can’t over and over in my head while staring at the ceiling. A small, embarrassing part of me hoped it was him. Maybe coming to explain himself. Maybe at least pretending he cared







