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I wore a spaghetti strap top and matched it with high-waisted denim jeans. I am supposed to meet the girl I met yesterday, Hailey, tonight at some bar. But before I meet her, I asked Matteo to schedule me with a dermatologist. He had me on an appointment today with Dr. Briston at some dermatology clinic.
m a t t e oIt is way past 8:00 PM and I am filled with paperwork. The whole day I am busy having meetings with different business partners. I am stressed and tired for the past few days. I wish I could just let this all go and be at peace but I cannot do that. The incident last night with Jean also did not help. I really wanted to rest last night because I was so overworked yesterday but I still pushed
j e a nThe incident last night with Matteo literally took a toll on me that I had to clear my head for the day. I was just off from Dr. Briston's clinic and had my laser therapy done. She informed me that it will take some time to heal and I should make sure to keep it away from the sun as much as possible. The whole treatment was a little ticklish but I was able to tolerate it enough.
j e a nHe suddenly pulled away from me, realizing what is happening between us. We remained in our position waiting for any of us to break the silence.
j e a nRotations started today. They have oriented me in regard to my schedule and let me interview one of the patients. Sitting all day and listening to them can be a bit tiring but I find each patient interesting. I am a bit sleepy right now since I got here about an hour early than my supposed schedule. It's always better to be much earlier, sometimes being on time is also equivalent to being late.
j e a nMy body jolted up from the bed. Sweat dripping down from my forehead. My heartbeat is too fast that my lungs could hardly keep up. The alarm of my phone ringing out. I pulled on my hair trying to put me back to reality.
j e a nIt's the weekend and I am having my day off. I have been on shifts and studying all week. I know I have to keep on reading books but I guess procrastinating for a day would not be too bad. I badly needed a break. I enjoy my time during my shifts but you cannot deny the negative energy revolving around it.
j e a nTwoweeks had passed and I am tired for the day. I have been working by day and studying by night every day and I feel so sleepy. By the end of my shift today, I went straight to the cafe to study. If I can, I do not study in my bedroom. The bed is always calling my name if I do so. Nonet
j e a nI am bored. I can't focus on my shifts. I just want the day to be over. For some reason, I can't wait to go home. Am I being lazy these days? It's not really me to be like this. Ever since my birthday, which was two days ago, I have been feeling like this. It's weird. I should not get used to feeling like this. Having these habits, and I'll have my dreams fall down in front of my face in a snap.