Kael's POV
I’d been watching Arian Smith all day. Like I watched him so closely that I know everything he did until now.
First was when he walked through the campus gate this morning, hugging a book to his chest like it was part of him. Then during lunch in the cafeteria, sitting at the corner table, talking nonstop with his hands all over the place.
The third time was in History class, raising his hand too often, answering questions nobody asked. The fourth? During the Book Club meeting, where he stood like he ran the whole school.
Now it was the fifth time. He was on a bench outside the library, legs crossed, talking to that same nerdy friend of his, blabbering, smiling, alive in his own world.
He didn’t look like someone I should be interested in. He was too clumsy for a guy. He had a soft and restless energy. His slender frame, low brown hair that never looked brushed, and eyebrows that were thick and untrimmed matched his nerdy energy.
His shirt collar was twisted, and his shoes were definitely not the regular kind. Honestly, he didn’t even look like he belonged here at Orleans College.
And yet he did. He was the top student. The smartest. The only scholarship student. Which meant he had something my father needed. But that was not my business.
I leaned back in my seat and sighed, gripping the steering wheel. My business is to approach him but for someone who talked so much, Arian Smith was frustratingly hard to approach. Or maybe I was the one making it hard.
Why was I even doing this? Why was I sitting in my expensive car, parked like a stalker, watching some nerdy scholarship kid who looked like he hadn’t slept properly in days?
I'm doing this because I need the award. Because I needed to graduate with my class. Because my father had made it clear I was nothing until I earned my place. And because my mother said this guy… this Arian was my only shot.
As I say down in my car, I had rehearsed a hundred versions of how to talk to him but none of them sounded right.
‘Hi, Arian, I’m Kael Palmer, and I’ve been secretly watching you all day. Can I join your club?’
That doesn't sound right.
‘Hi, Arian. I'm Kael Palmer. I need you to give me the most important award in the book club?’
That wouldn’t land well either, but I couldn’t sit here all day and stalk him like a weirdo. I have to do something now or I will have to follow him all night too.
Bracing myself for the encounter, I adjusted my black cap, pulling it low to hide my face, and let my long hair fall to the sides. Maybe if I looked like just another guy on campus, he wouldn’t recognize me as Kael Palmer, the rebellious rich kid, the one everyone gossiped about.
I stepped out of the car and walked toward the bench. He was laughing about something with his pink-haired friend, his voice was too loud for the quiet space around them. If I were to be sitting anywhere around him, I would have told him to shit the fuck up since.
I was a few steps behind Arian when I heard my name.
“Kael?”
I froze as my disguise was exposed. Who the fuck was it? Why would the person interrupt me now? Who the hell even recognized me in this disguise?
I turned to see who the intruder was and of course, it was Hazel
Hazel Finn, the daughter of my father’s best friend. A girl who’d decided long ago that I was her future husband. Since the first time she met me, she’s been glued to my shadow. In fact, rumor had it that she chose Orleans College just because I was here.
She was beautiful, I’d give her that. She was tall and curvy. Her expensive hair and high-end makeup are always on point. She is hot for sure. But that spark, that something that makes the chest tighten or the head race was not there. She didn’t have it and she will never have it.
"Kael!" she squealed, her voice high and breathy like a cartoon bunny. "I’m so happy to see you!"
Well, I wasn’t.
In fact, I was pissed that she recognized me. I’d gone out of my way to disguise myself, and now she was blowing my cover in broad daylight.
My eyes darted toward the bench as I remembered Arian. He talks so much that he didn't even notice me.
"I’m busy, Hazel," I said flatly.
But Hazel didn’t know the meaning of boundaries. She stepped closer, linking her fingers around mine like we were in some slow-motion romance scene.
“When are you coming over?” she asked, her eyes batting like a dying butterfly. “You know my dad got me that new apartment. I live alone now.”
I looked down at her hand on mine, then pulled it off gently but firmly. "I don’t have any business at your house or your new apartment."
Her lips pouted. “Why are you acting so cold toward me today?”
Because you just ruined my mission, dumb head. I wanted to say that, but Hazel wasn’t the type you could insult without starting World War III. And I didn’t have the energy or time for her drama.
"I’m sorry if I sound rude today," I said instead. "I’m in the middle of something."
Her eyes lit up with curiosity. “What are you up to? I can help!”
“No, Hazel,” I said, biting back a sigh. “I don’t need your help.”
That was when I noticed the bench was empty.
Arian and his pink-haired friend were gone.
Gone.
I clenched my jaw, rage bubbling within me. This dumb girl had ruined plans. I wanted to curse out loud. I wanted to insult her for interrupting my plan. Because of her, I have to start all over again. I have to follow him after school, maybe even trail him home like some lovesick weirdo.
I turned back to her, struggling to keep my frustration under control. Getting her off my back was my priority and I have to use the calm method.
“I’ll call you or text you,” I lied smoothly.
Her face brightened. “I’ll be waiting,” she said, leaning in to kiss my cheek.
Before she could reach me, I stepped back and turned away.
“Bye,” I said quickly, running back to my car.
I didn’t have time for her. Arian was my target and I couldn’t afford to lose sight of him again.
Arian's pov I squeezed into the backseat of Sammy's car alongside Brent and April, the space tighter than I'd anticipated. I didn't really think about why I had chosen to hop into Sammy's car instead of Kael's.it just happened and now, I'm wedged between bodies, regretting why I didn't go with Kael. Aside from the suffocating discomfort, I kept wondering why I chose Sammy's car. Why hadn't I gotten into Kael's car instead? The thought nagged at me and the answer was clear but I didn't want to admit that I was avoiding the memories that Kael's car would bring. Finally, the nagging regret ended when Sammy pulled into the parking lot of the bar. As we walked into the bar, the large table reserved for our group stood out, set at the corner. A perfect space for us. The moment we sat down, the group's excitement became too obvious. The table buzzed with energy as drinks were ordered. The atmosphere was electrifying as everyone was clearly thrilled to be together. Brent poured the fir
Arian's pov April closed the space between us, nudging me. “You should write this down before you forget how you feel.”“I don’t think I’ll forget,” I said, glancing at Kael.He gave me the faintest nod, something warm flickering behind his eyes, and I let myself inhale the quiet pride.“This is the important part,” I said and everyone turned to me with their eyebrows lifted. “I thought you were done,” April said, her smile turning to a frown.“I'm not even close,” I said, grinning like a child that just won a pack of candy. Maya's face was pinched, a sour look etched on her face. However, I knew her usual warmth and light would soon shine through. And just as I expected it to clear, she straightened, ready to listen. “The president sure has a lot of things to say tonight,” Brent teased me.“I promise, I won't waste our time,” I said with sincerity.Kael looked at me with curiosity. I could tell he really wants to know what I still want to say. Only if he knew I wanted to talk abo
Arian's pov By the time everyone had left, the silence that followed their departure was a stark contrast to the vibrant energy that had filled the hall just hours before. We, the book club members, waited behind. We stark the chairs neatly, but the floor was littered with discarded programs. While we waited for the cleaning service to do their magic, I took my stand at the makeshift podium. As I stood on the podium, I glanced at the familiar faces who waited. Almost all if not all of the book club members waited. It is a ritual to wait after a special event like this. They were tired physically but I could see the satisfaction in their eyes. April’s pink hair was all over her face in a messy way as she talked to Maya. Sammy was also here, sitting quietly while Brent was chatting with some of the members. And Kael… Kael leaned casually against a support pole, his gaze lowered as if he was avoiding eye contact with anyone. That aside, I was really pleased to have all of them as a
Arian's pov The atmosphere was bubbling with excitement as the reading festival began in the grand hall. Bright decorations adorned the walls and pillars, infusing the space with an air of excitement and creativity. Shelves behind the main hall overflowed with books of every genre: fiction, non-fiction, poetry, and more. The colors and titles of the novels seemed to dance on the shelves, inviting attendees to explore their stories. New generation authors and readers mingled, their faces lit up with enthusiasm as they discussed their favorite books and writers. I should have been floating with pride but my stomach was knotted, my palms damp with sweat.Everything seems so perfect but it didn't settle on me. It feels like a part of me was missing. Despite the beauty of the hall, I wasn't feeling excited the way I was supposed to be. “Stop frowning,” April whispered, tugging at the hem of my blazer as we checked the sign-in table. “It looks like we actually pulled this off.”“I’ll st
Arian's pov A sense of resolve settled over me as I prepared to deliver the bad news. The wait for Kael had been annoying and frustrating, but his absence had made my decision clear. I would never trust him again. I won't even take his words seriously. Now, it was time to take matters into my own hands. I rubbed my temples, the headache pulsing behind my eyes as I typed the words I’d been avoiding all morning.‘Due to unforeseen circumstances, Ms. Linda Lively will no longer be attending the Orleans College Reading Festival.’I took a deep breath, my eyes scanning the screen of the laptop as I gathered my thoughts. The sentence felt like I was about to announce a funeral. Weeks of planning, half of the students were buzzing because we promised a name that sold out auditoriums… and now I had to kill the excitement with a single short notice.Within me, I blame myself for trusting Kael. I shouldn't have given him a chance to destroy my plans. If he hadn't been boastful about bringing
Kael's pov The curtains in my room hadn’t moved in two days. I had let the light rot into a dull orange as the sun slid up, down, and back up again. My phone lay facedown on the desk, buzzing every few minutes but I didn't care.All I could see was the gravestone. ‘Ariana Smith, beloved mother…’ The memories of that night replayed in my mind like a haunting film, refusing to fade. Even when I was awake, the images lingered, the screech of tires, the crunch of metal, the shattered glass.Since I found out the truth, the sounds echoed in my head, a relentless loop that haunted me every waking moment. But it was the weight of responsibility that crushed me. The knowledge that I was behind the wheel, that my actions had taken her life. And my dad paid her off without my knowledge. The guilt was suffocating, a heavy burden that I carried with me everywhere. I saw her face in my mind, the same smile she wore in her photos burned through me, and the pain of what I'd done ripped through me