LOGINELLARIA.
Arren bent down slowly, picking up the report to get a closer look.
"What's this?"
My heart slammed against my ribs. I opened my mouth to tell him the truth, to finally say the words I had been choking on all night.
But he barely glanced at it before tossing it onto the side table."Don't bring patient files home, Ellaria. You know the rules at the medical center."
The paper slid off the table and scattered across the floor.
He didn't notice or pay attention to it because he was already walking out the door, his mind already with Katerina and...
The front door closed behind him and a few seconds later I heard his car tear out of the pdriveway.
I stood there for a long moment, staring at the pregnancy report lying on the floor.
Then I knelt down and picked it up, smoothing out the creases with trembling fingers.
He didn’t even care enough about my daily activities to glance at the paper.
All because Katerina was waiting for him.
I sat on the couch and waited for him to come back. I told myself he would feel guilty and turn the car around, and that what my suspicions about what I’d heard on that call were nothing.
I told myself... Katerina and Arren couldn't have a child together.
That Arren wouldn’t do that behind my back.
I told myself a lot of things that night.
But the hours crawled by. And Arren never came home.
By the time the sun was fully up, I had made my decision to hold off on telling him about the baby for now.
I was keeping it.
Arren just didn’t need to know right at this moment.
Worst case scenario was that I was going to finish out the last three months of this contract, collect the information about my mother that he promised me, and disappear from his life forever.
Maybe... just maybe it would be better that way.
I got up, showered and went to work anyway. It was one of the only things I could do to keep myself sane.
The medical center was busy in the mornings and I threw myself into it, grateful for something to focus on besides the mess my life had become.
"Ellaria." My cousin Mirela grabbed my arm as I walked past the front desk. "You look terrible. Are you sick?"
"I'm fine."
"You're pale as a ghost and you have circles under your eyes." She pressed her hand against my forehead. "Go home and rest, my goddess."
"I said I'm fine." I pulled away from her gently. "I’ve just been watching some sad soap operas, so I’m carrying baggage that isn’t mine!"
She looked at me for a long moment, worry written all over her face. But she knew me well enough to know when I wasn't going to budge.
"Fine. But if you pass out, I'm telling everyone I warned you."
I managed a small smile and headed toward the nursery. It was my favorite part of the medical center.
I didn't have a wolf, which meant I couldn't heal anyone the way the other staff could. But I could hold the babies. I could comfort the sick children.
I could be useful in my own small way.
I was almost to the nursery door when something caught my attention through the glass window.
Arren was walking down the hallway with his arm around Katerina's waist, helping her limp toward one of the treatment rooms. She was leaning into him, her head resting against his shoulder, looking up at him with big sad eyes.
I couldn't move.
I just stood there and watched my husband hold another woman the way he had never once held me.
They disappeared into a treatment room and I found myself walking toward it without making a conscious decision to do so. I stopped outside the door, which was slightly open, and listened.
"I twisted it this morning," Katerina was saying in a pitiful voice to the healer attending to her. "I'm so clumsy, but thank the goddess our alpha was there to help me." She ran her hands across Arren’s thigh in a way that made the doctor flush and turn away.
In a way that made the backs of my eyes burn.
He murmured something I couldn't hear.
So gentle and caring.
So he did know how to be tender with someone.
He just never wanted to be tender with me.
The doctor walked out of the room, and I turned to leave before they could see me.
"Ellaria?"
I froze.
Arren's voice was confused as it came up behind me.
I turned around slowly. He was standing in the doorway of the treatment room, frowning at me. "What are you doing here?"
"I work here." I kept my voice steady. "I was just passing by."
His frown deepened, but before he could say anything else, Katerina's voice floated out from inside the room.
"Oh, is that Ellaria? How perfect. She can help me put my shoes back on. The healer said I shouldn't bend over."
A sharp pang of anger hit me square in the chest.
I looked past Arren and saw Katerina sitting in a chair with her bare feet dangling above the floor.
Her expensive heels were scattered on the ground beside her. She was smiling at me, sweet and innocent, and I knew exactly what she was doing.
"I have work to do," I said.
"Surely you can spare a moment to help an injured woman." Katerina tilted her head. "Or have you gotten so arrogant that you've forgotten where you came from? You used to be my handmaiden, Ellaria. Putting on my shoes was one of your duties."
She said it with such a sweet smile that anyone else but me would think she was joking around.
I felt Arren's eyes on me, waiting to see what I would do.
"I haven't forgotten," I said quietly. "But I'm not your handmaiden anymore."
Katerina's smile flickered. Then she turned to Arren with a pout on her lips.
"I'm so thirsty, Love. Could you get me some water? My throat is completely dry."
He hesitated for just a second, glancing between us. Then he nodded and walked away down the hall.
The moment he was out of earshot, Katerina's whole demeanor changed. The sweetness vanished from her face and something cold and cruel took its place.
"You should enjoy these last few months while you can." She stood up from the chair, apparently not injured at all, and walked toward me. "A wolfless omega with no family and no status. Your times up sweetheart."
My brows furrowed. What was she talking about?
"He chose you because you're nothing." She smiled. "Easy to use and just as easy to throw away. The contract expires in three months, Ellaria. Tick tock, sweetheart. And when the clock strikes midnight, you'll go back to being exactly what you were before. A nobody. A wrench, and a cast a way with nothing, and no one who loves her."
Everything about her words left me feeling exposed and raw, but I managed stutter out coldly, trying to fight the shock, "H-How do you know about the contract?"
"Arren tells me everything." She laughed. "Did you think you were special? Did you think he actually cared about you? You were just keeping his bed warm until I was ready to come back."
I stared at her, trying to process what she was saying.
That’s what this was?
All these years of trying to be a good wife, trying to earn his affection, trying to make him see me as something more than a contract wife...
He had chosen me specifically because I was disposable.
Specifically... because... after our contract was over... he was going to marry her?
"You're lying." My voice came out barely above a whisper.
"Am I?" She stepped closer. "Why else would the Alpha King marry a wolfless orphan omega? Think about it, Ellaria. You were never meant to stay. You were just the backup plan until the real Luna was ready to take her place. He wasn’t just going to get rid of you, he’s going to replace you with the woman he truly loves."
Something inside me cracked.
I grabbed her arm without thinking. "Tell me the truth––"
Katerina wrenched her arm back and threw herself onto the ground with a scream.
"Help! Someone help me!"
I stumbled backward in shock. "What are you..."
Footsteps pounded down the hallway. Arren appeared in the doorway, his eyes scanning the scene. Katerina was on the floor, crying.
And I was standing right over her.
I knew exactly how it looked.
He pushed past me and knelt beside Katerina, pulling her into his arms.
"What happened? Are you okay?"
"She pushed me." Katerina sobbed against his chest. "I don't know why. I was just trying to talk to her and she pushed me."
"That's not true." I stepped forward. "Arren, I didn't touch her. I swear to the goddess she's lying."
He looked up at me and his eyes were colder than I had ever seen them before. "Be quiet and apologize to her!."
"What?"
"You heard me." He helped Katerina to her feet, keeping his body between us like he was protecting her from me. "Apologize to her. Now."
I stared at him.
At the way he was shielding her.
At the way he looked at me like I was the villain in this story.
A dull pain started spreading through my lower abdomen. I pressed my hand against it without thinking.
"And if I refuse?"
“Then you can say goodbye to your job.” His jaw tightened. "You’ll be suspended from working at this medical center until further notice."
ARREN.She wasn't budging.I could see it in the way she was standing, completely shut off from me, and I knew that if I didn't do something different right now she was going to walk out of this room. And I was never going to get her back.I looked at her and felt something sit heavy in my chest.She had been in pain for so long and I hadn't once stopped to ask myself if I was right. She had stood in front of me and told me the truth and I had decided she was lying because it was easier than the alternative.I wanted to put my fist through something.But that wasn't going to keep her here so I pushed it down and tried to think."You're not well enough to leave." I kept my voice level. "Your body just went through something serious and you have no wolf and no pack clearance. You know what that means out there." I watched her face. "I'm not saying it to keep you here. I'm saying it because it's true."She didn't respond."I want to offer you another contract." I said it carefully. "Thr
ELLARIA.I hadn't seen him since he walked away with Katerina on the porch. And now he was standing in the doorway of my clinic room like he had any right to be here at all."Mirela." He didn't even look at her. He was looking at me. "Give us a minute."I grabbed Mirela's hand so fast I probably hurt her.She didn't pull away. She squeezed back and stayed exactly where she was and I could have cried just from that.Then Arren looked at her. Really looked at her, with the full weight of what he was behind it. An alpha. "I gave you a direct order."Mirela's whole face tightened. She turned to me and she mouthed ‘I'm so sorry’ like she meant every letter of it. She squeezed my hand one last time, stood up, and said quietly, "I'm right outside that door." She said it loud enough for him to hear.I made myself let go, and then she walked out, leaving us alone.Arren took a step toward me and I got up and moved to the other side of the room without thinking. My body just did it. I needed
ELLARIA.Mirela was wringing her hands.I noticed it the moment she walked in. She was standing in the doorway watching me fold my coat into my bag and her hands were twisting around each other the way they did when she had something to say that she knew I wasn't going to want to hear."What," I said."This is a bad idea."I kept folding. "Help me or don't. But I'm leaving.""Ellaria." She came further into the room. "I need you to listen to me for a second.""I've been listening all day." I picked up my things from the bedside table. "I'm done listening. I want to go.""You can't just go." She stepped in front of me. "That's what I'm trying to tell you. You're a pack member, and not just a regular one. You're the Luna. You can't leave without Arren's permission or you become a rogue."I looked at her and let her say her piece."No pack will take you in," she said. "Not without papers. Not without clearance from your Alpha. You'd be completely alone out there with no wolf and no prote
ARREN.Katerina's wound wasn't deep.The clinic staff cleaned and wrapped it. The whole thing took twenty minutes, and I stood by the window the entire time with my hands in my pockets and my mind somewhere else entirely.When they were done I drove her home.She invited me in and I went because it was easier than standing on the doorstep and having the conversation that would happen if I didn't. Her place was warm and she moved through it with the ease of someone who had already decided how the day was going to go.She turned around gave me her most practiced, sultry look as she lowered herself on her leather arm chair, exposing enough skin that would have made another man fall at her feet.Sensing what was coming, I warned, "Katerina.""You've been so stressed." She got up suddenly and crossed toward me, trailing a long red fingernail down my chest. "You don't have to be. I can take care of you, you know?""Get some rest," I said. “You were hurt.”She faltered, but she didn’t back
ELLARIA.The twins were gone.I pressed both hands against my stomach and the sound that came out of me didn't feel like mine. I curled onto my side and sobbed hard, somewhere in the middle of it Mirela climbed onto the bed behind me and held on. I let her, knowing I had nothing and no one else. When the worst of it had passed, I was completely empty."It's going to be okay," she said.I stared at the wall. "Where's Arren."She went quiet for a second. "He's... with Katerina."I nodded slowly.I lay there breathing, lost in all the ways I could have done better. After a while I said, "I should have protected them.""Ellaria—""I didn't though." My throat was raw. "I couldn't even do that one thing." I pressed my hands back against my stomach. "It’s just like... how I killed my mother,” I buried my face into my pillow. “I don't know why I keep expecting things to be different."Mirela sat up. "What do you mean you killed your mother.?"I shook my head."What do you mean," she said ag
ELLARIA.I tried to speak.My mouth was opening but nothing came out. The pain in my abdomen had taken everything as well as my ability to think properly. My body was practically flat on the floor with both hands pressed to my stomach as I tried to breathe through it.All I could think about was what she had put in that bottle.And what it was doing to me when I heard her hysterical cries across from me. "She attacked me." Her voice broke on cue. "Arren, I came to check on her and she just flew at me. What the hell happened to her, Arren? She used to be so kind to people."I tried to defend myself but I couldn’t. I couldn’t do anything because it was taking everything in me to keep myself from passing out. Arren's footsteps crossed the porch. I looked up at him and tried to get him to see me, really see me. My hands were still pressed to my stomach, and I needed him to look at my face and understand what had just happened here. He ignored Katerina’s guards. But he didn’t look at







