Sera walked in, with a tray full of fruits and placed it on the table. “I apologize for interrupting your rest, my Lady.” I waved her apology off from the bed as I pulled the comfort closer to me. “My lady, you will be having painting lessons right before noon.”
“I don’t want to take the lessons today. You may let the master know.” I said closing my eyes, as a sign that the conversation was over and that I would like for her to leave now. After curtsying she left the chamber, and I got up from bed and straightened my dress before walking back to the wardrobe.
Wearing my hood, I pulled at the back of the wardrobe causing it to slide back and showing a dimly lit path. One benefit of knowing and reading all the maps of Valadora and of the palace is that I know a secret way in and out of the palace whenever I need it. And I am lucky to have one right in my own chamber. I walked through the hallway until I reached the familiar stop.
I opened the doors, which led into the darker parts of the kitchen where the scullery maids worked, and sweepers kept their tools. I looked for one maid, and when I spotted her, I let out a small whistle, a vice of mine that people don’t know about.
Recognizing the whistle, Gwen turned around placing the dirty dish near the wash. She hurried towards me, and I pulled her aside into the corridor. “I need one your dresses, Gwen.”
Her eyebrows furrowed and her luscious lips had a scowl, “this is not your usual time. It will be risky, I can lose my place in the kitchen, Erza.” She said my name in a whisper, still afraid that someone would hear her calling me by my name and put her away for disrespecting the princess. But I wanted my friend to call me by my name. I knew that there were risks when I came here, but right now I needed a way of release before I burst.
“Gwen, I need to go.” She shook her head, making me angrier. “This is an order from the princess, Gwen, not a request.” I said using a sterner voice.
She nodded and walked to her sack before taking out her pinafore and passing it to me. “I apologize for my concern, Your Highness.” She whispered before going back to do her dishes. I quickly changed into her clothes and hid mine in her sack along with the money I brought for her.
Holding my hood closer to my chest, I walked out of the kitchen and into the open grounds. I closed the doors behind me and wore the hood before walking across the gardens and into the stable. After petting some of the horses, I went into the back where my Trixie stood, her white mane shining in the sun. “Hi darling. Shall we go for a run?”
I could see her happiness when she saw me, and it only increased as I released her and fixed her saddle before taking her through the back where the grooms couldn’t see me. I climbed on top of her and gave her a small stroke that meant that I was ready as she galloped through the gardens skillfully past all the guards until we reached the gate. “Where you off to, miss?” the guard at the gate asked trying to peek at my face but I pulled the hood closer.
“The princess has given me an errand; she will be upset if I don’t reach back in time.” As it wasn’t the first time, the guards knew better than to make me upset, so they opened the gates and let me through. “Trixie, run and you know the way.”
Kissing her head, I let her ride into the forests and away from the palace, Father had built the palace in the middle of a forest so that anyone from outside had to cross the forest before being able to visit the palace and there were guards hidden at certain points so that they shall warn the king when there is an attack.
Letting the hood down, I let the cool breeze wave through my hair as we rode around the trees. Father can only stop me from getting into the town and knowing about whatever happens in the court, but he can't stop me from enjoying nature at its wildest. Winter was coming which meant that the sky had lesser sunshine and the winds would become cooler. This might be the last ride in the heat before winter I realized as we came near the river. “Trixie, stop.” She stopped beside the river, and I slid down before letting Trixie enjoy a drink, while I washed my face and looked at my reflection, there was a genuine smile on my face. “I am sorry that we couldn’t get out for many days, Trixie.” I said before climbing back on her and we continued riding at a slower pace for a while before Trixie picked up her pace again.
Laughing I held onto her as she enjoyed galloping through the forest until we came into a clearing that had wildflowers growing in the center. Pulling Trixie to a stop, I walked to the center enjoying the tickling of the leaves under my legs. Bending down I picked a few of the flowers for my garden at the palace and then placed it into the pockets of my dress before standing up and bringing the hood closer when I heard the clicking of boots not far from where I stood.
My back straightened and I did not dare turn when I heard the click stop. “Miss? What are you doing out here, on your own?” A sharp voice asked sending an unfamiliar feeling down my spine. My heart started to beat faster than it should, as I prayed for the man to leave.
“Darling, are you okay?” Father asked from across the table, I looked up from my plate and gave him a small smile before nodding. “Then why are you playing with your food but not eating a single piece?”Confused I glanced at my plate and noticed the bits and pieces I had made from a single piece of bread; the chicken was not touched, and my glass remained full. “I am fine, father. I was just lost in a thought.”“What thought?” Emerson asked while taking another piece of bread.Erwin snatched the bread from him making Emerson glare at him. “You both are no longer boys but grown men.” Father announced angrily before the throwing and punching began. “If you cannot act your age then please leave the dinner table and go to your chamber.”“My apologies, father.” Both said in unison while still glaring at each other. I couldn’t help but let out a small laugh. It has been days since the King Rory incident and father was busy with discussions with his council and Emerson until yesterday and Er
Father sat back down, while Emerson gave Lavington a questioning glance. Having had enough for a day I stood up and looked at Father. “Father, I shall like to return to my chamber.” I was still upset at him for not giving King Rory a harsher punishment, but I am sure there is a reason otherwise the council members would not have asked to talk to him and moreover I could see how the punishment made Father himself angry.He gave me a small smile despite his conflict of emotions. “Yes, you may.” I curtsied and stepped down from my place and walked past the lieutenant when his voice stopped me in my tracks.“Your Majesty, it is about the princess that I wish to speak of.” Standing this near, I could feel his cold presence and when I looked at him, I could see the faint scar that ran along his jaw, it was still fading which meant it has not been a long while since he got it. I was standing there looking at him, but he did not turn once to even glance at me but kept his eyes on the king. No
“Do you mean the soldier who saved you in the garden?” I nodded, stepping out of my dress. “He is the lieutenant...” When she saw the confusion on my face, she rephrased the words. “Um... like the chief of security? The general is his mentor and when the general retires, it is certain that the lieutenant will take his place.”What was he doing in the garden, then? “How do you know so much?”She gave me a sheepish smile, “My lady, the lieutenant despite his reputed valor and bravery is also known as the rake of the taverns at night.” My brow raised in suspicion making her blush. “Not me… it’s not like I don’t want to.”“Sera!”She blushed a deeper shade of red. “Forgive me my lady, but that is the talk among rest of the girls.”She walked to the wardrobe while I stood there pondering. There was something about the man that sparked a curiosity in me, the general always picks the right men then why did he choose a man with such a repute. A tiny yelp left my lips as my fingers traced over
“You don’t believe in love?” he asked, relaxing, back into the chair. You need to calm down, Erza. “No... uh I mean I don’t know.” He raised his brow. I looked around the empty room. Being alone with this man terrified me and the presence of the soldiers outside doesn’t soothe me. “I don’t like being touched before marriage, your Majesty.” He nodded. “I understand. I just wanted to help you.” he said, raising his hands in surrender. “Take a seat, princess.” I sat down and took my cup again, but the tea was over. Noticing the same he leaned over and poured some more for me. “I don’t know what love is.” I answered his question genuinely. “How can I believe in something I don’t know? I have seen my parents, and they used to say they love each other but being caged in a palace doesn’t really qualify as love, does it?” He gave me a smile, the corners of his eyes wrinkled, the king is handsome, but I wasn’t still sure about him. “I think it differs from person to person. Sometimes you m
“Your Majesty, thank you for the praise but there are women who are more beautiful than me.” I said while walking beside him. I looked at him from the corner of my eye and saw him smiling. “I am sire you shall find a better queen than me.”He stopped walking and kept his eyes on me. “I might.” Is this working? “But they won’t be you and I want only you. Your eyes, your words and my god, your body drives me crazy, princess.”I heard Sera gasp at his words as my own blood boiled. I raised my hand to hit him, but Sera gave me a look that held warning. It wasn’t ladylike to hit a man but what he did is not right either. “Your Majesty, it is time for the lady’s reading.” Sera spoke before I could say anything and nudged me forward towards my chamber.Once I reached my chamber, I glared at Sera. “You shouldn’t have interrupted me, Sera.” I went closer to her. “He disgraced me, Sera and you stopped me from telling him off.”“My lady…” She started but I cut her off.“No, you shall not speak.
I tried to keep a straight face. “It was only once, General. I needed a particular flower for my garden.”He nodded. “I am sure you will find enough flowers in these gardens, better not to go outside for it.” His words held a warning. “I don’t want to be the one bringing you unhappiness.”“But I was...”He held his hand out in front of me. “Just make sure you don’t get caught.” Saying that he left the chamber, leaving me more depressed than I was before. I had to figure out a way to stop these incoming proposals at least until I can find a solution to my problem. -The sunlight boring into my eyes forced me to open my eyes. “Sera, close the curtains. I don’t feel like getting up.”“My lady, you have already missed breakfast. The king inquired about your absence.” Groaning, I opened my eyes fully and sat on the bed. Sera rang the bell near my bed and the doors opened allowing the servants inside.Once dressed I walked out of the chambers and decided to take a walk inside the palace t