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11: It's called punishment
"I love her passionately with a morbid intensity; madly as one can only love a woman who never responds to our love with anything but an eternally uniform, eternally calm, stony smile."
~Leopold Von Sacher MasochAs I wrap up for the day to take my leave, my phone begins to ring. I bring it out and the caller ID is Alexzander and I immediately know why he's calling. I answer the call and place it to my ear,
"Hey Z."
"Hey, Alex where are you?" He asks, his voice wry and a little confused.
I get up from my window and stare at the streets light and cars making and horning their way through traffic at night and to a point, it does look peaceful and beautiful from the fourth floor where my office is. I long for my car to be o
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