Lucinda Ava's P O V
"God! You are finally here!" Kylie let out a heavy breath in relief and then turned her voice to an angry one, saying "Why the hell are you so late?!". I turned to her with a huge smile, trying to cool her down. Then I paid for the cab, saying "Thank you".He just smiled at me and then drove away.
"Traffic, you know?!" I replied casually, taking her hand in mine and trying to cool her down with a lie. There was no traffic, and I spent all these hours trying to look a little more beautiful with all the makeup that I never tried before.I never had the luxuries to own makeup or go to the salon. We could use that money to get something useful or a good meal for dinner.Many people might think that makeup is not that expensive, but for me, it is! It is so fucking huge for us, a family without a father and a mother with heart problems. The cost of her treatment is much more than we could afford, and we try our best not to spend money on anything, not even on dresses. This is also one of the reasons that I never accepted their invitation because their tip money can cover our two month expenses. I can't even afford to go out with them unless it is an emergency or if they drag me out. I got this dress from my best friend, Georgia. She is working in one of the branded clothing shops, and when the clothes go out of season, she gets one of them and uses it. That's how I got one, and she is also the one that did the makeup. It looks so pretty, and she seems so talented in it. I am so lucky to have someone like her as a friend."You look so pretty tonight!" Kylie's words brought me out of my thoughts, I turned to hear her words "It's not like you were not pretty before, but tonight you look so beautiful that I can't even take my eyes off you! If I knew you could look this beautiful, I would have given you the makeover, even if you rejected me! I would have forced you, baby girl!" She whispered the last sentence, getting closer to my face, and I burst out in laughter.Isn't she so cute and funny at the same time?
"What are you laughing at?! I am serious, and now, will you become my girlfriend?" She asked, stopping on the way and getting in front of me. I looked at her in confusion and suddenly, she got down on her knees and raised her hand to me. I smiled, placed my hand on hers, and nodded. "Who can reject such a beautiful woman? I will, but sorry, I am not into girls!"."Then I will make you," she replied with confidence playing on her face and voice. She knew I could never say no to her, so she used it against me. Suddenly, I felt a chill running down my spine, and I couldn't understand what was happening. I could feel someone staring at me, and I turned around to look, but I couldn't spot anyone.She got on her feet and said "Come on, let's go"
I shook off the feeling, nodded at Kylie, and walked inside the enormous palace-like house while linking our arms with a smile.We both passed the ballroom on the 2nd floor, where the party was going on. My eyes searched for the very familiar figure that I wanted to see in the huge ballroom with many other people, but no matter how hard I searched. I can't see him."What are you looking at?! Come on, everyone is waiting for us upstairs!" Kylie said, pulling me towards the 3rd floor, where Stella's bedroom is located.I turned to look at her beautiful face with a smile on my face, trying to act normal, and nodded my head, saying "Yes,".She is so smart and can easily read other people's minds. It was so hard for me to compose myself in her presence when my friends talked about William and acted like I didn't know anything.It is so fucking hard to act clueless while I know everything they talk about.It is not like I don't want to tell them about my crush; it is just I don't want them to do anything stupid.As I know, they can meet William, and what if they say something about me? I know about friends, and they love to tease me! What if they use this?Even though I know he won't know me or couldn't care less about this silly crush as so many people have the same feeling for him as me.But... For me, it's different. I prefer being a secret admirer then to getting ignored openly.I... it is too much to even think about it.I let her drag me out of the ballroom even though I wanted to stay there and search for the only person that I came here for. The one that made me think about dressing up to impress. The one that I always have eyes for, the one that I always think about, and the only person that I can never have in this life.He is someone that I can never even think about touching.Kylie stopped on the 3rd floor and turned to look at my face with a serious look on hers and asked "Now tell me, who the hell were you looking for? Did you think I am stupid and I can't notice your eyes searching for someone in that crowded ballroom?"
My eyes widen at her questions.
Her eyes stared at me with a questioning look, waiting for my lips to move and answer.I blinked a few times, clinching my dress in nervousness while my heartbeat increased. It was getting a lot harder to calm myself.Did I get caught?
No! She doesn't know anything about my crush, so I have to tell her something convening to make her believe me."I... I was just looking at the ballroom. I had never seen one this big before! It was so good," I said with a smile, ignoring her curious look.She stared at me for a few seconds, without believing my answer, but choose to ignore that and said, "If you have anything, then you can always come to me,".I thought that I got caught, but seeing her reaction, I gave her a smile and nodded my head, saying "Yes".
I don't want to say anything about this until they find out about my secret. Kylie shook her head and opened the room behind me, and said, "Get in, this is Stella's room". I turned around in confusion, giving her an awkward smile, and took a step inside, seeing my friends sitting in the bed and having a deep conversation."Hey guys, what are you talking about?" I asked, forgetting everything Kylie just asked me, and walked in with a suspicious look. What are they planning?Everyone turned towards me at the same time with their eyes showing the same emotion, which is guilt.Within a few seconds, their face brighten up with a huge smile, like they are trying to cover up something. I want to dig in and find out about their stupid plan, but I choose to ignore it.I don't want to fight with them. My mood is already sour."You look so pretty, Lucy!" Justin exclaimed, getting down from the bed. His eyes filled with pure adoration and love. If I didn't know him better, I could have thought he was in love with me.He consistently uses the same expression to deliver these beautiful lines, regardless of my outfit.Even If I have heard his words a lot of times, yet smile and feel beautiful with his words. He is so nice, and I like him a lot."If I knew, she could look like an angel after dressing up. I would have dressed her up every day!" Kylie commented from behind, walking close to me."She always looks like an angel, no matter what dress she wears!" Justin said with a smile, without moving his eyes from my face.I smiled, hearing his words. I always feel so less of a person with them because of their status. No matter how good they treat me, I can never bring myself to think they are equal to me. They are always superior, but still, their words of adoration and how much they care about me always feel so grateful to have them as my friends."Come on, let's get back to our game!" Alex said with a smile, dragging me towards the bed and to their game.I don't know what they were playing, but I am so sure; that it is not my type of game. No matter how close I get to them. I am never crossing the line and will never let them cross it too, so I played the judge's role, which is the best for me.Lucinda Ava's P O V The cool breeze brushed against my skin painfully as I stood in front of my best friend's home. I don't know why, but I know that she won't freak out like my mother or my other friends. And I wanted that. I don't want to over explain things, so I just rest for a few minutes and enjoy my freedom for the last time before trying to convince everyone. I stood there straight so I wouldn't scare her with the amount of pain I was going through, and then I raised my heavy hand to press the bell while the pain shot through my body, but I didn't let that show in my face while I waited there for a few seconds, and Georgia opened the door, asking, "Who is this?". Her eyes widen as they land on me. I gave her a small smile before rushing in and laying on the sofa. She followed me in shock, asking, "what... what the hell happened to you, Lucy?! Why are you hurt?! Who the hell did that to you?!". "I got into an accident," I replied dryly, not turning to her. She is the only
Lucinda Ava's P O VI bite my lips, pressing my hands hard against my mouth as I stare at his calculative yet scary one. No, no, no... What the hell did I just do? Why did I just say that? What if William actually gets to my friends with this information?! No! No... Don't think about it. He can't get to them just with this... right?"So it was not for my sister-in-law?!" His voice deepened as he took a step closer, staring into my eyes to get more information.I pressed my back against the wall, trying to escape, but I couldn't, and I am trapped in his presence. I bite my lips harder from letting another word out.I am the one in the wrong, so I should bear the consequences, not the other way around. "Fucking say something?!" He shouts in frustration after receiving silence as my answer, taking a step closer. "I am sorry," I whispered, avoiding his eyes, and stood still. His dark, angry eyes bore at me without saying a word. I gulped, trying to ignore the silence and his glare. T
Lucinda Ava's P O V "hiss"I hissed as the pain shot through my body, bringing back the memories while sitting up on the bed, leaving the comfortable position on the soft mattress. My eyes filled with tears as the pain became unbearable with each little movement I made.My gaze falls on my body, travelling through the bandages that are covering the painful wounds in a daze, and a strange sense of calmness covers my heart as I close my eyes, letting the tears finally flow. With one thing on my mind.It's done. It's finally done. I finally paid for my sin of hurting something innocent. The memories of seeing his face before closing my eyes. Thoughts of him saving me from the pain. The feeling of huge, comfortable arms around my body, hugging me protectively as he carried me away from there, from the pain. I brought my legs closer to my chest despite all the pain and hugged them for comfort. To feel his warmth that is stored in the back of my head. "You woke up." His deep dark voice
William Blake's P O V I leaned back in my seat as I couldn't bear to see her in pain. Even though she turned my world upside down, and killed my only 2 families, and yet, this stupid love can't see her in pain. Noah knows about my feelings so he wanted to take Lucinda to his torture room and get the information we need but I stopped him. I know his intentions and the method he uses to get those informations. If it is any other man or woman, I couldn't care less but in fact, I could torture that person with him but it turns out to be Lucinda..... even though I don't want to love her. I did and can't even imagine her going through something like this. It's just broke my heart. So I told him that I could take care of everything and I tried to hurt her but I couldn't even raise my hand to even touch Lucinda. At that point, I hated myself so much because I couldn't do anything for my innocent sister-in-law, who has always been my mother. I hate myself because I couldn't hurt the one
Lucinda Ava's P O V Pain.... Is the only thing I can feel right now, throughout my body, every part and every nerve. Please.....Is the only thing I tried to whisper, unable to open my lips to tell or beg the person in front of me so they could stop even though I knew they wouldn't. How could they stop this pain while they are the reason for it? My eyelids are stuck with each other in my tears of pain that didn't stop from the very moment my body went through immense pain. I can't open them no matter how hard I try. I forced my eyes to blink and to look through the room and the person that is putting me through such pain that I never went through in my entire life. Asking me to name someone that doesn't exist or should I say, asking the name of someone that they believe exists.They don't understand that I am the only reason for everything. I fucking did it on my own or in the effect of alcohol, forgetting to do the right thing and bringing this on myself while hurting someone. I
William Black's P O V My entire world came crumbling down when I learned the truth... The painful truth of the most devastating incident. I was ready to torture and kill anyone and everyone that is involved in the death of my sister-in-law, but my heart fell to my stomach when I saw Lucy with my very own eyes, mixing the drug in my sister-in-law's drink that led to her death and my brother's coma. I tried to process it, but that stupid love in me refused to believe it..... Refused to accept, and refused to see the truth! But the pain was so much to bear that I couldn't do anything but suppress it deeper and harder in my heart, filled with darkness and it was getting much harder to hold them in with the pain and darkness increasing with each passing second. With each passing second, I try to figure out the real culprit even though I know it is none other than the woman that I wanna make my wife. The woman that I fucking loved and the only woman that I ever led my eyes on. After goi