Pain.... 

Lucinda Ava's P O V

Pain....

Is the only thing I can feel right now, throughout my body, every part and every nerve.

Please.....

Is the only thing I tried to whisper, unable to open my lips to tell or beg the person in front of me so they could stop even though I knew they wouldn't. How could they stop this pain while they are the reason for it?

My eyelids are stuck with each other in my tears of pain that didn't stop from the very moment my body went through immense pain. I can't open them no matter how hard I try. I forced my eyes to blink and to look through the room and the person that is putting me through such pain that I never went through in my entire life. Asking me to name someone that doesn't exist or should I say, asking the name of someone that they believe exists.

They don't understand that I am the only reason for everything. I fucking did it on my own or in the effect of alcohol, forgetting to do the right thing and bringing this on myself while hurting someone. I