I’m not sure if Saint’s words are still echoing in my head because of their meaning, or because of the way he said them, low, deliberate, like each syllable was meant to stop me in my tracks.
Some truths don’t protect you. They bury you.
The problem is, I’ve always been the kind of person who digs. I’m not good at leaving questions unanswered, especially when the answers are right in front of me wearing expensive suits and keeping secrets.
Saint is gone when I step out of the bedroom, the smell of his cologne still clinging faintly to the air. The apartment feels colder without him in it, not because he’s warm, God, he’s not, but because he’s the kind of presence that fills a room whether you want him to or not.
Lucio is waiting in the living room, arms folded across his broad chest. His expression is the same one he’s worn every time I’ve seen him: vaguely irritated, like my existence makes his job harder.
“You ready?” he asks.
I nod, pulling on my coat. My bag is already slung over my shoulder; I packed it before Saint even left. “I guess.”
Lucio doesn’t answer. He just opens the door and gestures for me to go first. His version of chivalry, maybe. Or maybe he just likes to keep me in front of him so I can’t slip away.
The hallway smells faintly of polish and expensive wood, and I notice for the first time how quiet the building is. It’s not the normal kind of quiet you get in apartments, it’s the intentional kind. No kids, no loud neighbors, no one talking in the halls. It’s a silence that’s bought and paid for.
The elevator ride down is just as silent, but I can feel Lucio’s eyes on me. When the doors open, a black car is already waiting at the curb. He walks me to the rear passenger side, opening the door without a word.
The interior is as sleek and intimidating as the man driving it, and as soon as I’m inside, the doors lock with a soft, mechanical click.
We drive for a few minutes before I can’t take the quiet anymore.
“You don’t like me,” I say. It’s not a question.
In the rearview mirror, his gaze flicks up to meet mine. “I don’t trust you.”
I let out a humorless laugh. “I patched up your boss when he was bleeding out in my bathtub. If I wanted to hurt him, I could have done it then.”
“You think trust is built in a night?” His voice is sharp enough to cut. “You showed up in his life at the exact moment things started getting bad. That makes you a risk.”
My hands tighten in my lap. “I didn’t ‘show up.’ He broke into my apartment, remember?”
Lucio doesn’t answer, and that silence tells me everything I need to know. He remembers. He just doesn’t care.
The city outside the tinted windows shifts from glass towers to brick buildings, the sidewalks filling with more people the closer we get to the hospital. By the time we pull into the staff lot, I feel like I’ve been holding my breath the whole ride.
Inside, the familiar smell of antiseptic wraps around me, grounding me in something normal. My coworkers greet me like nothing’s changed, like I’m still the same Maya who left her shift early two nights ago. They don’t know I went home and found Saint bleeding out in my bathtub. They don’t know he stayed.
I throw myself into the routine, charting, checking vitals, bringing in supplies. For a while, I almost forget the weight pressing against my ribs. But that illusion shatters a little before lunch when a man walks in.
He’s tall, maybe an inch shorter than Saint, with dark hair slicked back and an easy smile that looks like it’s been practiced in a mirror. His suit is perfectly tailored, the kind of expensive that whispers rather than shouts.
“Dr. Sutton?” he says, his voice smooth.
“I’m a nurse,” I correct automatically. “And it’s Maya.”
He smiles like the correction amuses him. “Nico.” He offers his hand.
I don’t take it.
The name rings a bell, and not the good kind. I’ve heard it before, in the same conversations where Saint’s voice went colder, where Lucio’s jaw tightened. Nico isn’t just some random patient or visitor.
“I heard you’ve been spending time with Saint Lachlan,” he says casually, like we’re talking about the weather. “He’s… an interesting man.”
My stomach twists. “If you came here for gossip, you’re in the wrong place.”
He chuckles, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “No. I came to make sure you know what you’re getting into.”
His tone is calm, almost friendly, but there’s a warning buried underneath.
I meet his gaze. “And why would you care?”
Nico tilts his head slightly, like he’s considering how much to say. “Because I’ve known Saint a long time. Long enough to know that everyone who gets close to him ends up bleeding.”
There’s a pause between us, and I realize I’m holding my breath again.
“Thanks for the concern,” I say finally, my voice sharper than I intended, “but I can take care of myself.”
The smile he gives me is almost pitying. “I hope so.”
And then he’s gone, walking out with the same unhurried confidence he walked in with.
I stand there for a moment, my heart still thudding too hard, before forcing myself back into motion. But the rest of my shift feels off-kilter. Every time I turn a corner, I half expect to see him standing there again.
When the day ends and I step outside, the black car is already waiting for me. Lucio opens the door without a word.
I slide in, but my thoughts are still back in the hospital, replaying Nico’s warning. I don’t know if I’m more unsettled by what he said… or by the fact that part of me believes him.
The city is a blur of glass and neon outside the tinted windows, but my focus isn’t on the streets. It’s on the storm building inside me. Nico crossed a line when he went near Maya. He knew exactly what he was doing. He wanted to rattle her, to plant seeds in her head that would grow into cracks I couldn’t control.I should be furious at her for even entertaining him. I should be furious at myself for letting her out of my sight. But what claws at me more than anger is the image of her standing in front of him, unguarded, her green eyes locked on a man who would twist them into weapons if he could.My jaw tightens as I glance at her now, sitting silently beside me in the car. She stares out the window, her reflection caught in the glass. Her hair catches the light in strands of chestnut brown, and there’s a shadow under her eyes, proof that she hasn’t been sleeping. I did that to her. My silence, my world, my war.She doesn’t belong in any of this, but I can’t let her go. I’ve tried t
The silence between us is a living, breathing thing. It follows me from the car into the penthouse, clinging to me like a second skin. Saint doesn’t speak a word as he locks the door behind us, and I don’t bother looking back at him. My legs move on their own, carrying me down the hallway, my chest tight with the weight of everything I haven’t said.I want to scream. I want to throw something heavy against the pristine walls just to see if anything in this cold, perfect space can break. I want him to hurt the way he makes me hurt, every time he cuts me off with that voice like steel, every time he feeds me silence instead of the truth.I don’t stop until I’m standing in the middle of the guest room, hands shaking as I clutch the edge of the nightstand. My reflection stares back at me from the mirror above the dresser. My face is pale, my eyes rimmed red, and I hardly recognize myself anymore.The woman in the glass isn’t the nurse who clocked in and out of shifts, who dragged herself
Lucio’s voice comes through the earpiece before the car even reaches the curb.“He made contact.”The words stop me mid-step.“Where?”“At the hospital. Public enough that I couldn’t shut it down without drawing eyes.”My jaw tightens. Nico knows exactly how far to push. He’ll get close, plant seeds, and leave me to clean up the mess. It’s his favorite game.“Did she say anything?”Lucio pauses for half a beat. “Didn’t look scared. Didn’t back down either.”That’s worse. Fear would keep her cautious. Defiance will make her dig.I slide into the back seat, the city blurring past the windows as the driver pulls away. My mind runs through every angle, how Nico knew where she’d be, what he wanted her to hear, how fast I can erase the trail.By the time we pull into the garage under my building, my patience is already worn down to the bone. Lucio meets me at the elevator.“She’s upstairs,” he says. “Didn’t talk much on the way back.”The elevator ride feels longer than it is. When the door
I’m not sure if Saint’s words are still echoing in my head because of their meaning, or because of the way he said them, low, deliberate, like each syllable was meant to stop me in my tracks.Some truths don’t protect you. They bury you.The problem is, I’ve always been the kind of person who digs. I’m not good at leaving questions unanswered, especially when the answers are right in front of me wearing expensive suits and keeping secrets.Saint is gone when I step out of the bedroom, the smell of his cologne still clinging faintly to the air. The apartment feels colder without him in it, not because he’s warm, God, he’s not, but because he’s the kind of presence that fills a room whether you want him to or not.Lucio is waiting in the living room, arms folded across his broad chest. His expression is the same one he’s worn every time I’ve seen him: vaguely irritated, like my existence makes his job harder.“You ready?” he asks.I nod, pulling on my coat. My bag is already slung over
Control is everything.That has always been my rule, the single law that separates me from the chaos I was born into. Without control, men fall. They become weak, exposed, prey for those who are hungrier. But lately, control slips through my fingers the second I look at her.Maya.She does not belong in my world, yet somehow she has become the axis mine spins around. I should have cut her out the night she saved me, erased her from my orbit before the shadows learned her name. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. And now, every hour she stays near me, the danger around her grows sharper.Tonight the penthouse feels smaller. The walls press closer. The lights of Los Angeles flicker like a city waiting to consume us both. I stand by the glass, whiskey in hand, watching the streets below while Lucio runs through the latest updates.“Two of Vincent’s men were seen near the hospital,” he says. His voice is low, careful, the way it always is when the subject turns to her.I do not move. “Did they make
When my eyes fall open, it is hard to make out where I am. The silence stretches on endlessly, and for a few seconds, I just lay on the huge, luxurious bed, letting the memories from last night flood me.Saint Lachlan. “Shit! The hospital!” I sit up with a jolt, feeling dizzy as blood rushes into my head. I give myself one more second before scampering out of bed, heading out through the doors.But I halt the moment I get outside. The hallway is so long and the penthouse so huge that I don't know where to turn to get myself into the living room, or the kitchen.Looking towards my left and right, I decide to go right, fulfilling a part of me that thinks everything has gone left since the night Saint stumbled into my life. My feet take me down the hallway, bathed in the morning light coming in through the tall windows. I see a door slightly open on the left. My curiosity gets the better of me as I take a peek.It looks like a study, with an imposing desk that looks like mahogany. A th