I frowned as I closed my room's door. I sat down in front of my study table and I placed the laptop here. I squeezed my sinuses, leaned back in my chair and opened my sketchpad to look at what I had drawn last night because I didn't fall asleep right away because of what had happened.
It's only his eyes I remembered, even his voice was not clear to me anymore. I close my sketchpad and just opened my laptop again.
In Saturday, I go with my friends and we decided to go at the mall. Leticia and I was looking at some necklace, when Lara suddenly poke me.
"Oh my gosh!"
"What?" Leticia and I looked at her with curiosity, until she pointed two people not that far from us. It was Kristoffer and his new girl, maybe.
"Why you're not even get shock even a little?" Lara asked me, I shrugged my shoulder and just looked now for a silver bracelet. I don't know either, I can't feel any pinch in my heart after seeing him with other girls, there's no heartbreak, maybe because I'm used to it, to have a boyfriend as a fuck buddy. Oh! I realized from those boyfriend I have before, we didn't fuck, I just made them groaned and same as them when it comes to me.
"Don't tell you your new boyfriend too?" Leticia asked, I let a chuckles as a group of boys approached us.
"Hi, lady! Btw, I'm Nicholas."
"I'm Luna," I said as a response and accept we both shake our hands.
"Btw, can I get your number." I laughed, then type it on his cellphone.
Now, we're walking down the first floor of the mall. Leticia and Lara still teasing me and saying that I'm like a magnet too easy to attract boys over and over again. When we're on the near of national bookstore, I turn to the both of them.
"Wait, before we go home. I just have something to buy here." They both looked at each other before we enter the bookstore. I let them looked for some bag, while I was on the part of the shelves where the books are in.
I see first the bunch of those novels about vampires, novels with several erotics content, and then when I slightly kneeled down I was happy to see the lines of books about werewolves.
When we're at the cashier, Leticia and Lara's brows lift up when they looked at me.
"Seriously Luma? As time goes by you became more weird," Lara said.
"And that's actually made me a little scared and not comfortable with you," Leticia added, when we're walking through the exit of the mall. I didn't say anything because I know they can't understand and believe me as well.
I was disappointed because from all the books I bought there's no even great information I can use for them. Most of the content of the books are pure werewolves and humans living together, loving each other, but heck that's not even true, if that happens that can be described as a fucking curse, or even if they eventually become happy at first, I'm sure it is on the hands of the werewolf where the woman will be kill.
The summer vacation goes by just like a blink of an eyes. From the past weeks I tried many times to go back at the forest where I encountered the first werewolf but I'm failed to see at least one again. So, I'll wait for another rising of the full moon again.
I looked at the full mirror here on my room and applied a Glastonbury color of lipstick, then I turned around twice to glanced at my mostly boyish outfit. Today, is the enrollment day and what a enjoyable life, I actually use to take a deep sighed as my hobby, since Leticia and Lara just go first even without me. I think we're still friends, but it's too obvious that they're avoiding me, we're not like we are before.
I checked my phone, and it's exactly 10:30 in the morning. I covered my right hands with the upper part of my head because the sunlight seems like going to make me blind.
"Hey!" I turned at my back and saw Nicholas. This summer as we continue being a text mate we realized that we're both studying here at the same University. He's actually a second year college, while I was a freshman.
"So, where's your friends?" he asked, as we start to walk again to the University Registration of Enrollment.
"They're already enrolled," I said as a response to his question.
"Oh!"
"But that's actually a good thing, so we can hang out after that." I looked at him, then he wink at me meaningfully, causing my lips to form a smirked.
We're both filling up the enrollment form, laughing at each others dirty jokes when someone caught my attention. A man wearing a leather black jacket and faded ash jeans. I felt something unfamiliar with the beat of my heart. Keep on staring at him made me glanced at the flaming sun. I heard Nicholas, chuckles.
"Don't you think that the man you're looking at was too obsessed with black? And the fact that it's actually too hot now, especially that I'm with you." I laughed a little because of what he said, I still not taking away my eyes on the man, I even stepped forward to him as his familiar eyes darted at me.
My mouth became half open, it seems like I see him before. I was about to walk towards him when there's a five boys approached him, the same time Nicholas, held my wrist.
"Are you okay? Do you know him?" I find words to say, but I just ended up shaking my head.
Before going to the next building, I looked back again hoping to see the man lately but then I didn't see him again because the place was already crowded.
"I am willing to die from your own hands, my Luna, if it was only the one who will set you free from the sorrow that was you are carrying for a long years," I said in an almost a whispered full of heartaches while looking at her sadly, and after I said that was the same time, her hand let go of the knife she was holding lately so tight. I was just looking at her, until I saw the Bluederine Alpha at her back that was planning to stab her. No, not now. I will never give them a chance to hurt the woman I really love. "Luna!" Things went fast, I gently pushed herto the side. No one can hurt my Luna, the time I fall in love with her deeply, for me it was the only rule that must obey, and when someone disobey this order of mine, death will be the punishment. The time that I killed the Bluederine Alpha, was the same time I saw her crying not in pain, but with a genuine smile on my lips.After that I turned to her, I approached hrr immediately and making sure that she was not hur
In the days that passed, as usual I secretly watched him from afar and there I could see that his determination to take revenge on all of us had not really changed. The next day my father Alpha called me to a meeting, as long as I just went there, I didn’t care if now was the day where I would be evicted here at Golderine Alpha because of my broken law. Today my father Alpha told me, while my family members Golderine Werewolves were around me, that he would no longer continue to punish me because that was also the will of almost all Golderine Werewolves. My mother happily approached me, followed by Clarendon, Juno, Julo and Jena, as well as some other Werewolves, the joy of what my father Alpha said was drawn on their faces, and even my father approached me, but I can't help but be happy. I was just an idiot on the cement, I could hear their noises, but my mind was always just thinking of Luna. "Thank you very much, but I want to rest." I smiled fakely, bowed
"Why? W-Why don't you tell me? Why don't you speak up, Clarkson!" Our vision was met, and while I was looking at her I was tearing more inside. It seems like in just a blink of an eyes, every thing change so fast, it was like weare happy before just enjoying the moment and now it suddenly became complicated. "I am sorry, baby. I can explain, j-just listen to me first." She covered her mouth, I am to afraid that she will not let me. I saw it, I noticed that her body was shaking, it was too obvious in her face expression that it seems like she was in between two decision that she was having a hard time to choose what is the right one. "Oh my gosh! Oh my—" She shook her head repeatedly, her gaze became sharp on me. That day, the one I fear the most was already happening, and now that I already feel it, it seems like I do not know any idea how to handle it, without hurting her feelings. "You are one of them, you are a fucking Werewolf!" I want her to let me expla
-Like what she have said to me, from the next day we go to different places, we eat from various restaurant. Luna and I, watch the sunset on the horizon together. And at night we both walk on the street and stopped on the high part to see the city lights. From the top of my car, she leaned my head on my shoulder. "I hope that kind of moment last forever," she said in an almost a whispered. I then eventually felt my fingers ran through my hair. If it will nit going to last, then I will still try my best even just to love her from afar, but then I really wished that Luna will stay with me until my last breath. She was the only one I want beside me when I still became an Alpha. Luna was the only woman I want to be the mother of my children. She was the only want I want in every dream and plan I have in my life. Only her, now, tomorrow and forever. "That was the one I am wishing too, baby. You are the only woman I want to be with forever." She
"There is also a time, wherein when a wolf does something that is really bad and out of the order, the Alpha can surely expile them. It means that there is no other packs can take them in an after going rogue." That is why, when I chose this decision I already prepared myself that I might also be one of them. "That was the only thing I knew when it comes to werewolves packs or ranks in the kingdom they belong in." "Do you mean that even Alpha's children will be punished or expelled from their own kingdom, when they rebuke or do something against the rules?" I approached her, and then I stroked her left cheek for a moment. "Yes. To the Werewolves the law remains the law. Even if you are still said to be the heir to the highest position, that will be ignored, as long as you have disobeyed the most forbidden commandment in the kingdom." That is why when my father knew all about this, all about this decision of mine, I know I will be pu
"I am going to be careful, because there are many creatures around me hiding in masks." I stopped kissing her then she held my hand as we walked towards the sofa so we could sit there. And yeah, to talk about that old woman who made me nervous. "And surprisingly, she knew my name even though I didn't tell her that," she added, it seems like the old woman's words will give her an anxiety. She turned to me as I remained silent, she even slightly kicked him because I seemed my thoughts became in mess too maybe because about what also the old woman told me. "Are you alright?" she asked me, in myself here is what my response to her ... No, I am not okay, I knew to myself that what the old woman said to us was real, and that bloody night, I felt like it was really going to happen, I just do not get what she want to imply exactly on her last words which is there will be a war between a heart and mind. "Y-Yeah, I am just wondering too how i