Mag-log inIvan
Cristiano was here yesterday to talk about the wedding, and today, they’re getting married. And I had to attend like the supportive brother I would never be. I hissed angrily, staring at the mirror as I adjusted my neck tie. I wasn’t good with ties, and hated the whole idea of suit. “Need help?” I jumped in shock as a cold voice rang across the room. I turned around, and the fucker was standing at the entrance with a cocky smile. Fucking Cristiano Vito. “Was your plan to give me a heart attack, and steal the Hernandez wealth?” I asked with a clenched teeth. He chuckled with a glint in his eyes, taking long strides towards me. “You have a sharp mouth.” He remarked with a smile, “but I like it.” He whispered into my ear, biting my earlobe. “What the fuck is wrong with you?“ I barked angrily, pushing him away, and wiping off his disgusting spit from my ears. “I hate being pushed.” He warned with that smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “And I hate being touched like that!” I shot back angrily, taking one bold step towards him. Did he think I was scared of his stupid reputation in the underworld? “You hate being touched?” He asked with amusement, “or you don’t like mine?” “You’re a man, not a woman.” I responded flatly, snapping my head back to the mirror. “You don’t hate my touch then?” He pressed like some crazy psycho. I breathed out sharply, choosing to ignore him. “You haven’t paid your debt, bébé.” He muttered in a serious tone, staring at me from the mirror. Bébé was a French word for my baby. I spent my childhood in France with my mother. “Don’t call me that again.” I warned with a straight face, “And I don’t owe you.” “You do, bébé.” He insisted, his hand wounding around my waist. “Are you crazy?” I squirmed around, slapping off his arms but he tightened them even more. “You smelled good, Ivan.” He licked my neck, inhaling my cologne like it was oxygen. Just what the fuck is wrong with him? Was he high on something? “I will scream if you don’t let me go.” I threatened, but it was useless. No one was home except for me, and him. “I saved your ass, and now you’re trying to run without my reward?” He persisted with a sinister look. He’s insane. “You would have been in the hospital if I didn’t catch you.” He continued, unbuttoning my shirt. My breath hitched in my throat as I felt his fingers brush my skin. “You might be pretty, but I don’t like ungrateful little boys, bébé.” He informed, clicking his tongue, and pinching my nipple. A moan escaped my lips before I could stop it. What is wrong with me? “So you do love my touch, Ivan.” He teased in satisfaction, his eye’s darkened in lust. My body trembled in fear from the way he stared at me. Pretty, Bébé, and his stares. He wasn’t straight. “You’re…into men.” I stuttered in realization. He shook his head in response, spinning me around. “No, Ivan. I like naive little boys like you.” He admitted, his eyes lowering to my groin. “How about you?” His eyes were fixed on my groin, “You don’t look that straight to me.” I shut my eyes, balling my fist, but Cristiano caught it before I could swing it to his face. He clenched his jaw, pushing me against the hard wall. He raised my hand above my head, clutching it hard. I gasped in shock when I felt his lips on mine. I felt his hardened length on my thigh, as he devoured my lips like a hungry lion. I was hyperventilating, struggling to push him down off, but he was way stronger. I raised my knee, but he was always a step ahead. “Don’t fight it, Ivan.” He whispered into my lips, parting my legs, and grinding harder. “At the end of the day, you’re mine.” He whispered against my skin, pulling away. I was breathless, and burning with anger. “Tie.” He ordered, but I shot him daggers. He was marrying my sister, yet here he was assaulting me. Why was he even here in the first place? Did I want to hit him? Yes. Can I actually hit him? No. “Get out.” I barked, clenching my fist. He raised his hands in surrender before staggering out of the room with a sly smile. I screamed when he left, shredding off the suit, and stepping into the room. I was disgusted by myself, and my lack of control over intimacy. I was hard for a man? That’s low even for me. “Ivan.” Carlos called, storming into the room. I was out of the bathroom, and dressed in my casuals. “Why weren’t you here earlier?” I snapped the second my eyes landed on him. He stared at me in confusion, but I was already in a sour mood, and didn’t bother explaining. He wouldn’t believe me even if I did. “Let’s go.” I stated, and hummed trailing behind me. - - - “Do you—Cristiano Vito take Mia Hernandez as your lawfully wedded wife?” The priest asked in front of the podium. I was sitting at the back of the gathering to avoid Cristiano’s prying eyes on my body. “Yes, I do.” He responded in the usual stoic tone, but I knew better. He was a molester. My eyes were burning into his face at that moment, and the fury burned within me as the image from earlier replayed in my head. If Mia wasn’t such a bitch, I would have saved her from marrying that scumbag. But they were meant for each other. I snapped my eyes back to my phone, texting my next fuck for the night. I need a quick fuck, or I lose my mind. “I know you hate her, but can we congratulate her at least?” Carlos whispered in a low tone, and my fist connected with his face before I realized it. “What the hell, Ivan!” He cursed, holding his face pain. That’s when I realized what I had done. Eyes were on me, but I couldn’t explain that it was instinct. “Such a powerful punch.” Cristiano taunted, clapping his hard as he approached me. “Fuck you, Cristiano.” I growled angrily, and he smirked at me, taking a step closer. “You will fuck me soon, bébé.” He muttered in a low tone, and my face flushed in anger. “Fucking bastard!” I growled, swinging my fist to his face or should I say to the ground.Luca “Honey…”My mother wrapped her hands around my body, tears wetting the thin layer of material I had on. I let out a deep breath, slowly pushing her back. “If you missed me that much, why didn’t you look for me?” I asked in mockery, glancing at my father. He wore a sullen look, but I knew it wasn’t for me. It was for his other son lying in a sick bed. “We did, but—“But you couldn’t find me?” I cut her off, arching a brow. She doesn’t respond, looking down in guilt. I laughed blankly, rolling my eyes. They were spouting nonsense! There was no way they hadn’t known where I’ve been for weeks now. My father exhaled, stepping forward with his mouth parted to speak. “Son—“Don’t do that, father.” I cut him off, raising my hand in the air. “I don’t want to hear your apology. At least not now.” I spat in anger. I thought I had gotten over this, but I was just deluding myself. They had to know how much they hurt me with their words, especially my father. If guilt-trapping them would m
Ivan Council leader? More like a council nightmare. I couldn’t remember a thing that happened in the meeting except for the fact that I shot Tiano. I was shit scared, scared of losing him. I would lose my sanity if the bullet kills him. How would I live with myself knowing he died because of me? Do I let go of the past, and forgive my Dad for his deception? Fucking no! I can’t forgive him. He killed my mother and hid under the guise of a superhero who rescued me from death. He has to suffer for what he’s done, and what’s a bigger revenge than watching him slowly fade away? It was only a matter of time before the poison started acting up. “Ivan!” Mia half yelled, her eyebrows drawn together in confusion. I snapped my neck her direction, my lips pressed together. When did we get home? I must have spaced out for a while. “What do you want?” I asked with no emotion in my eyes. She’s been cozying up to me, and I have yet to find out why. Had she learned the truth about her parents and
Cristiano I’ve played dead longer than I planned for. Ivan hasn’t been home for a week, and I was losing my sanity. I didn’t know what to make of his disappearance and definitely didn’t want to ruin his plan. Worst? The little shithead was ignoring my calls, and text messages. “I’m sure he’s fine,” Matilda muttered, flashing me a reassuring smile. I exhaled slowly, nodding in agreement. She was in my space every day, and it was getting tiring, but I didn’t complain. Because deep down, she made me feel that motherly love I haven’t felt for decades. “Something is wrong,” I muttered under my breath. The plan was to get everyone to believe I was dead to free Carlos from Ivan’s father, however, I couldn't shake off the feeling that Ivan wasn’t honest with me. “Maybe he’s busy…” She offered with pressed lips, and I shook my head. He’s doing this intentionally, and I didn't know what to make of his actions. He thinks I would let him go if he acts like a brat? Or had his father brainwash
Ivan Standing in front of my dad with fake tears streaming down my chin, and a tissue in one arm to wipe off invisible snot from my nose. My dad wrapped his arms around my body, patting my back as he whispered soothing words. “You don’t need to be sad.” He mumbled with a mock concern as he stared at me. “With him out of the picture, you have everything to yourself now.” He laughed, patting my head as though I were a dog. I blinked back the tears, my jaw dropping to the floor. “You killed him?” I asked with an accusatory gaze, my body vibrating in rage. “Cristiano was dead, and you think I care about some stupid empire you plan to build?” I scoffed, my voice growing louder with fury. Was he truly dead? Of course not! That was the plan. To make my dad believe that Tiano was gone and Carlos was responsible for his death. It was the only way to free him from my father’s hold. Tiano’s parents were in the plan with us, and made the public announcement of ‘Tiano’s demise’. Evidence of
Luca“Baby?” Elio called out, his heavy steps echoing in the silence. I raised my head, staring into the darkness. He turned the lights on, his eyes searching each corner before landing on me. “Are you okay?” He asked with a scowl, taking slow strides. I shook my head, forcing a smile on my lips. He paused, studying my expression before crunching to the ground. “Did someone hurt you?” He whispered, stretching his arms, but I flinched back, resting my head on the closet door with my knees pulled up to my chin. He sighed, a look of defeat etched on his face. “You’re still disgusted by me?” He asked with a pained expression. Each time I backed away from his touch, it bruised his ego. However, it was different this time. I wasn’t flinching in disgust, far from it. I was ashamed of my actions over the past years. “What do you think?” I asked with a sad smile, inhaling sharply. His scowl deepened, but he didn't push the matter further. “Did you cry?” He changed the subject, tilting his
CristianoDay three of Ivan’s recovery, and the uneasiness in my gut had yet to subside. Why are you staring?” Ivan asked, his cheeks tinted red, as he slapped my arm. I smiled, shaking my head in response. He narrowed his eyes in suspicion, raising his back from the bed with difficulty. “Why? Want to fuck?” He offered, and I chuckled, my eyes glinting in amusement. I often forgot he was a freak, and could ask for sex in a sick bed. “Is that what you want?” The color of my lips twitched as he snorted, shaking his head in denial. Three weeks without having to hear his serene voice, and those denials each second he wants me. “I just missed you, Tesoro.” I breathed out, rubbing the back of his hand in circular motions. He laughed, slapping his hand over mine. However, it was far from missing him, but the uneasiness his father’s words gave me. A mission he had to achieve, and I ended up messing it up? I always saw Ivan as a saint who couldn’t hurt a fly, but the moment the base was se







