In Between

I let five days pass I called in sick while I though of away to run from him because he is right I cant kill him but his father thats a whole nother thing. Thinking back he never went against that idea all he asked for was my trust. But I cant trust him after all he is his fathers son. Dad didnt tell me much about the call he recieved but he told me that doing what he was told was going to save my life which in turn it did but I lost everything. I should be grateful but I'm more pissed if he could tell that I was his mate why didnt he stop his father and give my pack a chance. Jade pipes in after days of ignoring me and mad because we can feel Javier wants and needs but I can also feel that he is with someone else. Its still pretty tricky but Im getting an understanding of how the connection works. Most days I stare out the window and others I sleep all day long I called Jess once to make sure she was ok and to let her know that I was.

"What if he wishes to give you a way af