Daft

MARILYN

It’s been almost a day since Balin left the room, and hadn’t bothered to come back. I’m still seated on the bed, wilting. I was feeling like the most useless person on earth, I felt so useless that I couldn’t eat the food some maids had served earlier. I felt like I didn’t deserve it. All I ever do is stand by Balin’s side and answer the Alpha’s mate. The day’s incident opened my eyes to how helpless and useless I am. Even the maids were better than me as they contributed to the growth of the pack. I, on the other hand, do nothing and just laze around all day. I got off the bed, ignoring the food on the table, I got into the bathroom and took a quick shower. I made up my mind to go find Balin since he won’t come back. I needed to tell him that being weak sucks, I needed to put my emotions out to him. I hate feeling helpless and useless. After showering, I put on black trousers and a T-shirt and exited the room. Upon getting outside, it dawned on me that I had no idea where Bal