My Professor

Raven Parker POV

I was closing my eyes and he cupped my cheek in the palm of his hand and he placed his lips on mine. He was kissing me so gently and I was enjoying it and he deepend the kiss. He was holding my neck and I was getting flash backs of Neil. I didn't know why but I was feeling nothing after that.

I stopped immediately and almost pushed him away. He was looking nervous and confused. Before I said anything he started explaining.

Jax "I am sorry Ray. I didn't want to embarrass you. I am sorry."

I didn't know what to say. I couldn't lie that I didn't like it but I didn't enjoy it completely. I was thinking about someone else. Why the hell it was happening to me? I was so confused and I decided to not say anything before I understand my situation.

Raven "Its getting late. I wanna go back. I have class tomorrow. I don't wanna get up late."

Jax "Okay. But aren't you gonna say anything?"

Raven "Can we please not discuss this? Not now atleast."

I held my bag and he was then just