LOGINThe book lay between us on the low marble table, its glossy cover catching the late-afternoon light streaming through the tall windows. I had been flipping pages for the last ten minutes, pretending to weigh each choice carefully when, in reality, I’d already made up my mind.
I leaned back in the velvet chair, tapping my manicured nails against the page I’d marked. “Alright,” I said with a triumphant smile. “University of Kore University of Enna. The youngest of the four. Sleek, modern glass buildings in the hills. They call it the ‘fortress in the clouds’...remote, almost isolated. Some say it’s free from the corruption the older schools swim in. What more could a good girl want?.”
Across from me, he leaned forward slightly, resting one elbow on the arm of his chair. His voice was smooth but firm, laced with that effortless Italian accent that could make no sound like a compliment. “No.”
I blinked. “No? That’s it? No reasoning? No negotiation?”
His lips curved into something that was definitely not a smile. “It is not good enough for you, cara.”
My eyebrows shot up. “Not good enough for me, or not good enough for you to brag about at your fancy dinner parties?”
“Both,” he replied without hesitation, the corner of his mouth lifting just enough to suggest he was enjoying my irritation.
I let out an exaggerated sigh, flipping to another tab in the book. My eye quickly went to the first university that was on the page.
“University of Palermo,”the largest in Sicily… big, bustling, and unapologetically loud. It’s in the heart of the capital,palm-lined streets, chaotic traffic, and food markets spilling into alleyways. They say the student body is so big, you could lose yourself there… and that’s exactly what some people want.”
I flicked my eyes up at him, “since Mom and Dad want you to protect me,it will just take forty minutes to get there,you can check up on me whenever your overprotective nature kicks in.”
He studied me for a long moment. Finally, he gave a single, deliberate nod. “Better.”
“Oh, grazie mille for the royal seal of approval,” I muttered under my breath.
I pushed the book toward him, but instead of pulling it back, he picked up his coffee cup. I caught a whiff of the strong, bitter scent and, without thinking, leaned forward to pluck it right from his hand.
“Hey…” he started, but I cut him off by taking a slow, deliberate sip, locking my eyes on his over the rim.
The coffee was hot, strong, a little too bitter for my taste, but worth it just to see the way his gaze lingered, sharp and unreadable.
I set the cup back on the table, closer to him this time. “Thanks for sharing, fratellastro,” I teased.
His eyes narrowed ever so slightly. “You’re welcome, Alessia.”
It was only my name, but the way he said it made the air feel heavier.
I stood before he could say anything else, tucking my hair behind my ears as I turned toward the hallway. “I’m going to unpack before I end up picking all five universities just to annoy you.”
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My room was bathed in the soft, golden light of late afternoon when I closed the door behind me. The doors to the balcony stood open, letting in a faint breeze that carried the scent of the sea and citrus blossoms from somewhere beyond the gardens.
I kicked off my shoes and fell back onto the bed, letting my body sink into the mattress like it had been waiting all day to swallow me.
I should have been thinking about enrollment forms, packing lists, maybe even Italian language classes.
Instead, my mind went somewhere else entirely.
To him.
Not my stepbrother. Not Marco, the “future husband” my parents were still trying to sell me on like some outdated family heirloom.
No…my ex.
The one who could ruin me with a single look. The one whose memory had teeth, sharp and biting.
It had been months, but my body remembered him like he’d been here yesterday. My skin remembered his touch, my lips remembered his mouth, and my stupid, traitorous brain decided now was the perfect time to replay those memories in vivid, high-definition detail.
My hand drifted down almost without permission, fingertips skimming the curve of my hip, the flat of my stomach…
“Nope,” I said aloud, yanking it back like I’d touched a live wire. Not again! I can't masturbate because of him,it won't help me forget him,it will only add more fuel to the fire.
I sat up and pinched the inside of my arm hard enough to sting. “Stupida,” I hissed. “Brutta stupida.”
I had come here for a fresh start, not to… whatever that was about to turn into.
Pushing to my feet, I crossed the room to the balcony, hoping the evening air would be enough to clear my head. I stepped outside, bracing my arms on the cool iron railing and drawing in a deep breath.
The sky was streaked with pink and gold, the kind of sunset that made the sea below look like molten metal. Somewhere in the courtyard, the gentle trickle of the fountain mixed with the faint hum of cicadas.
It should have been peaceful.
But my eyes caught movement below, and my heart stopped.
Standing by the fountain, hands in his pockets, was a man I knew too well.
Dark hair. That easy, infuriating smile that could melt me and set me on fire in the same breath.
My ex.My step Uncle!.
For a split second, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. But no,the tilt of his head, the way his gaze swept the courtyard like he owned it… it was him. I blinked twice to be sure.
I gripped the railing so tightly my knuckles went white.
He looked up.
Our eyes locked, and the smile deepened, slow, deliberate, like he’d been expecting me.
Every cell in my body screamed what the hell is he doing here? But my voice was gone, stolen by the sight of him standing in the one place I thought I’d be safe from him.
If Italy was supposed to be my escape, it had just turned into a trap.
I didn’t even hear Guila’s first words. My head was ringing too loudly, stuffed with panic and humiliation. Pearls still clung to my palms like tiny reminders of my failure. I tried to breathe, tried to blink the tears away, I tried to think,but my chest felt like it was collapsing in on itself.“Alessia, hey,hey,look at me,” Guila said, reaching for my shoulders.I jerked away. “Don’t,just don’t talk to me right now.”“But we can fix…”“No, we can’t.” My voice broke, and I hated how fragile it sounded. “We searched everywhere today! Everywhere, Guila! There is no other fabric. That was my last hope. The competition is in two days. What exactly do you want me to fix, huh?”Her eyes softened. “We can buy another…”“Another what?” I snapped. “Another fabric? Another design? Another month of stress? Because I’m not seeing it!”She blinked at me, startled, but I was shaking from both anger and that ugly, hopeless heaviness kneeling on my chest.She reached out again. “Alessia, I get it. Y
~A Day Later~The shopkeeper’s words hit me like a slap.“I’m sorry, signorina. That fabric is out of stock.”For a second, everything around me blurred. The shelves, the rolls of fabric, the people moving behind me—everything went watery, like I was underwater and slowly sinking. My heart dropped to my stomach.Out of stock? Now? Two days before the competition?Guila’s hand instantly wrapped around my arm. “Alessia… hey, breathe. We’ll keep looking.”My chest felt too tight to breathe properly, but I nodded anyway. I didn’t trust my voice not to crack.We stepped out of the shop, the sunlight bright and cruel. I had a particular fabric in mind,if not that fabric,then I'm not going for anyone because if I used another fabric,it won't be like what I pictured in my head.Guila squeezed my shoulder. “Come on. Sicily has a thousand shops. We’ll find it.”So we went.Shop after shop. Street after street.Fabric stores, tiny boutiques, high-end supply places, even shady little stalls tucke
The quiet in my room was finally beginning to feel like comfort. I had spread the sketch papers on my bed, pencils lined up beside them, and was trying—really trying—to force an idea out of my tired brain. Nothing was coming. Not a silhouette, not a spark, not even an ugly scribble I could pretend was “artistic exploration.”I exhaled loudly and let myself fall back on the bed. The silence wrapped around me like a blanket. Good. I needed it. I deserved at least five minutes without stress, without thinking of school, competitions, Francesca, or—The door opened.Of course.Salvatore walked in like he owned the house. Well, technically he did, but still. The audacity. The absolute audacity.I groaned and didn’t even bother hiding it.“What are you doing in here?”He didn’t answer right away. He rarely did. Instead, he stepped further into the room. Then he held out the telephone receiver toward me.I blinked.“What?”He didn’t say a word. Just kept holding it out.“Who is it?” I asked.
By the time the car dropped me off at the house, I felt like my bones were made of melted wax. The excitement from school had drained out of me, replaced with the kind of exhaustion that lived deep in the chest, not the body.I dragged myself upstairs, tossed my bag on the bed, and collapsed face-first beside it. I didn’t even bother taking off my shoes. My brain felt like cotton, stuffed with deadlines, designs, thunder from last night, Francesca’s venomous words, Salvatore’s stare—Ugh. I needed a break.I rolled onto my back, staring at the ceiling. Just then, I remember someone special that I haven't spoken to for a while.I reached for my phone and dialed Matteo.He picked up on the third ring.“Alessia?” His voice was warm and familiar, and suddenly I missed home more than I expected.“Hey,” I breathed, closing my eyes. “Just checking on you. I'm so sorry I didn't call when I got here. I got choked up with things. Hope Lorenzo isn't torturing you.”“It’s okay Principessa,I underst
ALESSIA'S POV For the past few days, I’d been doing everything humanly possible to ignore Salvatore. And God, it was exhausting.Every time I heard his footsteps somewhere in the house, every time his presence brushed against mine like static, every time I felt those eyes on me,my stupid heart twitched. And I hated that. I hated that he still had that kind of effect on me. I hated that he could hurt me without even touching me.To think he even called Francesca over.The thought alone made my chest tighten. It shouldn't have. I shouldn’t care. I shouldn’t feel anything. And I absolutely, definitely, completely wasn’t allowed to feel jealous.So I didn’t. I smiled instead, I forced myself to smile. I acted unbothered. Hallelujah, I didn't fall deeply again. I refused to. Hold on a second,I was falling before? Damn you Alessia! But every time I remembered Francesca’s hand fixing my hair… her whisper… those ugly words;“Let go of him before you hurt yourself.”I felt something inside m
I couldn’t sleep. Her words wouldn’t let me. “Don’t be a cheat.”That one sentence slammed into my chest over and over like a hammer striking bone. I kept replaying her face. Those red, wounded eyes,as if someone had carved them into my memory with a hot blade. That wasn’t anger. That was betrayal. That was pain. What did Francesca tell her? What the hell did she do?No one knew I was engaged to Francesca except Francesca and maybe Lorenzo,but that bastard's too busy thinking of how to be smarter than me.I sat on the edge of my bed, knuckles pressed to my forehead, elbows digging into my thighs, breathing like I survived an accident. My body was exhausted but my mind—my mind was wide awake. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her pushing my hand away. That look on her face… God. I’d rather get shot than look at that again.The next few days were worse. She didn’t yell. She didn’t fight. She didn’t even look at me. She moved around me like I was wallpaper,just air in the room. She car







