Masuk~The Competition Day~When the alarm rang, I jolted awake, and then it hit me.Today was the competition.“Oh my God,” I squealed, throwing the covers off myself. “Oh my God!”My heart was racing as I bolted out of bed and into the bathroom, nearly slipping on the tiles in my excitement. I didn’t even care. I laughed as I turned on the shower, letting warm water cascade over me. My hands shook as I washed up, my mind replaying every stitch, every cut, every moment of doubt that had led to this morning.This was real.By the time I stepped out, wrapped in a towel, my pulse was still galloping. I walked back into my room.Guila was already there, seated calmly on my bed like this was any normal day. The dress was beside her, perfectly ironed, draped with such care it almost looked alive. My breath hitched. This is real; it's not a dream.Guila looked up at me, one brow lifting before she rolled her eyes playfully. “You’re smiling like you won the competition already,” she teased.“I mig
I tried again and again and again.The fabric laid before me, crimson folds staring back. My fingers moved automatically now. It felt like a rhythm—cut, pin, stitch, undo. Every attempt felt close, painfully close, yet still wrong. The line of the bodice wasn’t sharp enough. The drape wasn’t speaking the way I wanted it to. It didn’t feel like me yet.Hours slipped by without permission. Guila stayed with me, offering quiet suggestions, steady hands when my own trembled. At some point, she sighed and told me she’d go get snacks before I collapsed from frustration. I barely registered her leaving, my mind was too loud.When the door closed behind her, the silence pressed in.I stepped away from the table and walked to the window, pressing my palms against the cool glass. Night had fully settled outside, the sky deep and heavy, scattered with faint city lights. I closed my eyes and drew in a slow breath.Calm down, I told myself.You’re not failing. You’re learning.My chest felt tight
I walked into the fashion room and froze for a second. Everything was… ready. Every single thing I could possibly need—the machines, the scissors, the threads perfectly organized, stacks of fabric cut and prepped. Even the lighting was just right, like someone had known exactly how I worked. My temple throbbed as I rubbed it and muttered under my breath, Salvatore… why are you doing all of this?I had to admit it, it was infuriating. Part of me wanted to scream at him for meddling, for making things so easy, for forcing me to face my own competence. Another part of me… well, another part of me wanted to melt into the thought that someone had taken the time to prepare this chaos-free sanctuary just for me.I sighed, shaking my head to clear it. No time for feelings. No time for thoughts. Just work.I grabbed a measuring tape and started pacing, my mind racing faster than my hands could move. Sketches scattered around me, each one calling for attention. Fabrics begged to be cut, pinned,
I woke up feeling empty.Not tired or sad just… hollow. Like something had been scooped out of my chest and forgotten somewhere I couldn’t reach. I stared at the ceiling for a long time before finally sitting up. My body moved, but my heart lagged behind.Breakfast didn’t exist for me this morning. I poured myself a glass of water and drank it slowly, pretending it was enough.Guila noticed immediately.“You need to eat,” she said, arms folded, eyes sharp.“I’m fine,” I replied automatically.She didn’t believe me; rather,she pushed a plate toward me and didn’t move until I forced a few bites down my throat. If it wasn’t for her, I wouldn’t have eaten at all. I knew that. She knew it too.School felt… distant.I walked through the gates like a ghost, my steps slow, my thoughts elsewhere. The chatter around me blurred into background noise, laughter and excitement blending into something I didn’t belong to.In the fashion room, the energy was different. Girls surrounded tables covered i
~Salvatore’s POV~I walked away, but my body… refused to calm down. Every step down the hallway made my muscles tighten even more, until I felt like I was walking with fire trapped under my skin. I didn’t even realize how hard I was breathing until I passed the long corridor mirror and saw the rise and fall of my own chest.She is in Lorenzo’s arms. Her face was buried in his shoulder. Her eyes met mine—wide, soft, vulnerable, and then dropping like she was guilty.Guilty of what? Of being comforted? Of letting someone else touch her? Hold her?Be there when I wasn’t?My jaw clenched so hard it ached. Before I could stop myself, my fist slammed into the painting on the wall. The frame cracked loudly under my knuckles, the canvas tearing as it tilted sideways. I didn’t even care which stupid ancestor’s portrait I had just ruined. The rage-consuming me demanded destruction.I kept walking, the pain in my knuckles grounding me only slightly. My vision was blurred with a red haze, anger,
I sighed and I walked past him, ignoring the way he watched me like I was some bomb waiting to explode again. My feet crunched softly on the floor as I crouched and reached for the broken vase pieces. I didn’t even think. I just… moved. Because if I stayed still, I’d scream or worse–cry! and I didn't want that,not in front of Lorenzo.“Alessia. Don’t.” Lorenzo's voice hit my back, sharp as a warning shot.I pretended not to hear him and grabbed another shard. My hands were trembling, my vision was blurring, but I kept going. The room felt like it was spinning inside my skull. Everything was too much.Then a sting, sliced across my finger.“Ah—!” My breath caught. Blood welled instantly and that was it. Lorenzo snapped.“Alessia!” he barked, voice booming so suddenly and so loudly my whole body jerked.I froze, eyes wide. His footsteps were fast, and before I could even blink, he was on his knees in front of me. One hand grabbing my wrist, the other sweeping the broken pieces away.“Wh







