LOGINI don’t even remember how the night went from fun to a crime scene in under five minutes. One second, I was laughing too loud with strangers over cheap tequila shots then I was being fingered by Jake, the next I was being yanked out of the party like a shoplifter getting caught on camera.
And the hand around my wrist? Yeah, that belonged to my dad.
“Papà…” I started, but he didn’t even look at me. His jaw was clenched like a brick wall and he kept walking, dragging me along in my too-high heels like a kid’s balloon on a windy day.
What a disgrace,I didn't even know how I was gonna explain myself tomorrow during class. He caught me mid scene of the fingering!
By the time I realized we were already home, he had practically shoved me through the door.
And there she was. My step mother,Mrs De Santis. Waiting in the living room like the final boss in an Italian video game. Arms crossed, hair perfect, eyes blazing.
Before I could even take a breath, my dad propelled me forward and tossed me,yes, tossed,onto the couch. I landed like a ragdoll, my skirt riding up, my hair falling into my face.
“Ma, I can explain—”
What followed was less of a conversation and more of an Italian exorcism.
*Holy Madonna, what a disgrace! What the devil got into your head, Alessia?” my mom yelled, words hitting me like rapid-fire bullets. “you look like a disaster in a mini-skirt.”
“Wow, thanks,” I muttered, pushing my hair back. “Love the positive feedback,remember I’m not done with Italian class yet.”
She ignored me, sniffing dramatically. “holy God…cheap alcohol.My daughter smells like a nightclub bathroom.”
Okay, rude.
“I wasn’t…”
“Enough,” my dad cut in, and just like that, my mouth snapped shut. He didn’t raise his voice, didn’t move a muscle,just stared at me in that quiet, disappointed way that made me want to shrink into the couch cushions.
Then my mom stepped forward, and I could feel the shift in the room. This was it. The moment I’d been dodging for months.
“You remember Marco?” she asked, her tone deceptively soft.
I groaned. “You mean future husband Marco, the man whose handshake feels like signing a loan agreement?”
Her lips tightened. “Sì. That Marco. The man you are going to marry. And let me tell you something,he will not like reckless women. No man does.”
“Correction,” I said, holding up a finger. “Some men do. Some love it. There’s a whole…”
“Do. Not. Test. Me.” Her voice was sharp enough to cut glass.
I slumped back. “I’m just saying maybe Marco and I aren’t compatible. Maybe I don’t want to be…”
“You will be,” she snapped. “And after tonight, I have no choice. You cannot be trusted here. Not in this city. Not with these… people you call friends.”
That got my attention. “What does that mean?”
She straightened her dress like she was preparing to deliver bad news in a soap opera.
“It means you will go to Italy. You will stay with your step brother. You will finish your studies there, under his roof, where you will be watched, guided… and protected.”
“Protected from what? Joy?” I asked.
I'm not a baby! I'm a twenty one year old being pampered and over protected like a two year old.
She ignored me. “In Italy, you will learn how to behave as a wife. You will not embarrass us again.You will finally learn Italian which you've been skipping. And when Marco visits…”
“Visits?!” My voice cracked.
“you will present yourself as a respectable young woman,” she continued without missing a beat.
“This is medieval!” I protested. “You can’t just ship me off to be babysat by Matteo like I’m some runaway nun.”
Her eyes glittered dangerously. “You gave up the right to choose when you walked into that party smelling of sin and stupidity.”
I blinked. “Okay, first of all, Sin and Stupidity is my new perfume line, thank you very much…”
“I’m pretty sure you were fucked while trying to get over your step uncle,” said mom.
“Dad ruined the moment.”
My dad raised a hand, and that was the end of my comedy routine. “You will go,” he said simply. “You will finish your degree in Italy. This discussion is over.”
The thing is, I wanted to scream. To tell them that I was twenty-one, that I could make my own choices, that arranged marriages belonged in history books, not my life. But with the way they were both looking at me, the words felt… pointless.
So I crossed my arms, leaned back, and muttered, “Fine. Send me to Italy. But if I come back married to a pizza chef instead of Marco, that’s on you.”
My mom made the sign of the cross and muttered something about Satan having too much free time.
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That night, I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. My head was still pounding from the party…well, from the scene I caused,and now I had a new headache, Italy.
Don't forget what he did to our family Alessia. He belongs to the mafia and that's a world of chaos! Your soft heart won't be able to handle what's brewing there…forget him,it's for your own good.
I usually call her my mom because she's not a wicked step-mother,like Disney painted them to be. Her words echoed in my head,she advised me the night the incident happened. But forgetting didn't make life any better for me!
I sighed. I wanted to fulfill my dream of being a fashion designer before getting married but my parents seemed to ignore that!
Italy meant small towns where everyone knew your name. Italy meant my step brother with his perfect garden, his impossible rules, and his habit of reminding you how much better things were “when I was your age.”
And, of course, Italy meant Marco.
Tall, perfect hair, suit-and-tie personality. I’d met him once at a family dinner, where he’d shaken my hand like I was a job applicant and said, “I’m sure we’ll get along.” I could still hear it, the way he made it sound like a polite threat when I was sixteen.
Marco was going to be a problem.But so was I.
If my parents thought shipping me halfway across the world was going to turn me into some docile, apron-wearing future wife, they clearly hadn’t been paying attention for the last twenty-one years.
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The next morning, I woke up to the smell of coffee and the sound of my mom speaking rapid Italian into the phone. I caught words like “guest room,” “big favor,” and “yes, immediately.”
It was happening.I rolled over and buried my face in my pillow. Fine. I’d go. I’d even smile. But that didn’t mean I was going to behave.
Italy had no idea what was about to hit it.
I didn’t even hear Guila’s first words. My head was ringing too loudly, stuffed with panic and humiliation. Pearls still clung to my palms like tiny reminders of my failure. I tried to breathe, tried to blink the tears away, I tried to think,but my chest felt like it was collapsing in on itself.“Alessia, hey,hey,look at me,” Guila said, reaching for my shoulders.I jerked away. “Don’t,just don’t talk to me right now.”“But we can fix…”“No, we can’t.” My voice broke, and I hated how fragile it sounded. “We searched everywhere today! Everywhere, Guila! There is no other fabric. That was my last hope. The competition is in two days. What exactly do you want me to fix, huh?”Her eyes softened. “We can buy another…”“Another what?” I snapped. “Another fabric? Another design? Another month of stress? Because I’m not seeing it!”She blinked at me, startled, but I was shaking from both anger and that ugly, hopeless heaviness kneeling on my chest.She reached out again. “Alessia, I get it. Y
~A Day Later~The shopkeeper’s words hit me like a slap.“I’m sorry, signorina. That fabric is out of stock.”For a second, everything around me blurred. The shelves, the rolls of fabric, the people moving behind me—everything went watery, like I was underwater and slowly sinking. My heart dropped to my stomach.Out of stock? Now? Two days before the competition?Guila’s hand instantly wrapped around my arm. “Alessia… hey, breathe. We’ll keep looking.”My chest felt too tight to breathe properly, but I nodded anyway. I didn’t trust my voice not to crack.We stepped out of the shop, the sunlight bright and cruel. I had a particular fabric in mind,if not that fabric,then I'm not going for anyone because if I used another fabric,it won't be like what I pictured in my head.Guila squeezed my shoulder. “Come on. Sicily has a thousand shops. We’ll find it.”So we went.Shop after shop. Street after street.Fabric stores, tiny boutiques, high-end supply places, even shady little stalls tucke
The quiet in my room was finally beginning to feel like comfort. I had spread the sketch papers on my bed, pencils lined up beside them, and was trying—really trying—to force an idea out of my tired brain. Nothing was coming. Not a silhouette, not a spark, not even an ugly scribble I could pretend was “artistic exploration.”I exhaled loudly and let myself fall back on the bed. The silence wrapped around me like a blanket. Good. I needed it. I deserved at least five minutes without stress, without thinking of school, competitions, Francesca, or—The door opened.Of course.Salvatore walked in like he owned the house. Well, technically he did, but still. The audacity. The absolute audacity.I groaned and didn’t even bother hiding it.“What are you doing in here?”He didn’t answer right away. He rarely did. Instead, he stepped further into the room. Then he held out the telephone receiver toward me.I blinked.“What?”He didn’t say a word. Just kept holding it out.“Who is it?” I asked.
By the time the car dropped me off at the house, I felt like my bones were made of melted wax. The excitement from school had drained out of me, replaced with the kind of exhaustion that lived deep in the chest, not the body.I dragged myself upstairs, tossed my bag on the bed, and collapsed face-first beside it. I didn’t even bother taking off my shoes. My brain felt like cotton, stuffed with deadlines, designs, thunder from last night, Francesca’s venomous words, Salvatore’s stare—Ugh. I needed a break.I rolled onto my back, staring at the ceiling. Just then, I remember someone special that I haven't spoken to for a while.I reached for my phone and dialed Matteo.He picked up on the third ring.“Alessia?” His voice was warm and familiar, and suddenly I missed home more than I expected.“Hey,” I breathed, closing my eyes. “Just checking on you. I'm so sorry I didn't call when I got here. I got choked up with things. Hope Lorenzo isn't torturing you.”“It’s okay Principessa,I underst
ALESSIA'S POV For the past few days, I’d been doing everything humanly possible to ignore Salvatore. And God, it was exhausting.Every time I heard his footsteps somewhere in the house, every time his presence brushed against mine like static, every time I felt those eyes on me,my stupid heart twitched. And I hated that. I hated that he still had that kind of effect on me. I hated that he could hurt me without even touching me.To think he even called Francesca over.The thought alone made my chest tighten. It shouldn't have. I shouldn’t care. I shouldn’t feel anything. And I absolutely, definitely, completely wasn’t allowed to feel jealous.So I didn’t. I smiled instead, I forced myself to smile. I acted unbothered. Hallelujah, I didn't fall deeply again. I refused to. Hold on a second,I was falling before? Damn you Alessia! But every time I remembered Francesca’s hand fixing my hair… her whisper… those ugly words;“Let go of him before you hurt yourself.”I felt something inside m
I couldn’t sleep. Her words wouldn’t let me. “Don’t be a cheat.”That one sentence slammed into my chest over and over like a hammer striking bone. I kept replaying her face. Those red, wounded eyes,as if someone had carved them into my memory with a hot blade. That wasn’t anger. That was betrayal. That was pain. What did Francesca tell her? What the hell did she do?No one knew I was engaged to Francesca except Francesca and maybe Lorenzo,but that bastard's too busy thinking of how to be smarter than me.I sat on the edge of my bed, knuckles pressed to my forehead, elbows digging into my thighs, breathing like I survived an accident. My body was exhausted but my mind—my mind was wide awake. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her pushing my hand away. That look on her face… God. I’d rather get shot than look at that again.The next few days were worse. She didn’t yell. She didn’t fight. She didn’t even look at me. She moved around me like I was wallpaper,just air in the room. She car







