Chapter 7: Why?

Samantha's POV

My mind was completely frozen out of shock. Nanlaki ang mata ko sa hindi makapaniwala sa nakita ko. I was dumbfounded looking at the papers on my desk because of my absence.

Hindi pa ako nagsisimula sa gagawin ko ngayon. It has been two hours since we met in unexpected ways—not a good one, but kind of hurting me.

Is this love? Maraming tanong ang hindi masasagot. Kailangan bang masaktan ng paulit-ulit? Hindi pa ba sapat ang naranasan ko nitong mga nakaraang araw?

It's like the veins of my brain are ripped off because too many questions keep running through my mind. Maybe I'm just thinking too much about what my eye caught.

Why do I still struggle with those problems?Hindi ba obvious na wala na siyang pakialam sa akin? Ako lang ang hindi matanggap na iniwan niya ako. Bakit ako lang ang nasasaktan and affected by the situation?

Sinong mag-aakala na ito ang araw ko—ang araw na masaktan ako ng taong minahal ko ng totoo?

"Napakalupit ng tadhana sa akin," sabay bulong ko at n