note: Hi guys i put this prologue to chapter 6 because goodnovel don't accep if the first chapter is bed scene, so i hope you'll understand and continue reading thanks :)
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2 months later...
He stared at me from across the room, just like the first time. His eyes darkening with nothing but lust and desire running through his golden flecks, they zeroed onto mine as he licked his lips and I had never felt more wanted in my life.
Want. Need. Crave. Can't function without.
That's all I felt having being starved from his cock penetrating me. He had me feeling like I was an angel dressed in the devils clothing, for once I didn't feel dirty because the things he did to my body made me feel, cleansed.
He bit his lip, as he leant back onto the wall. My eyes trailed down his body until I saw his bulge attempting to break through his fitted suit trousers and in a room full of people, he didn't even hide it.
He pulled away from the wall, scanned the room and paused when he noticed my date still heavily enticed in conversation, he looked back over to me and nodded his head over to the curtained area and walked through.
I handed my glass over to the waiter and walked in the direction of the man that I just couldn't seem to let go of.
I passed all of the guests on my way to the red velvet curtain hanging from the ceiling, concealing the unknown behind it. I walked through, feeling my red bottoms glide across the sheened golden flooring beneath me, my curled tresses fell over one side of my face as I looked around to find him.
I was startled when I was pushed up against the wall next to me, but the scent that graced my senses showed me exactly who it was.
His lips was plastered over mine as his hands gripped my wrists, his kisses were rough and masculine, just the way I liked it.
He released me as I felt his large hand glide along my exposed thigh. His other hand found its way through the material of my dress that was tenting my other leg, he hoisted me up around his waist, our forceful kisses were baracading me from thinking of anything else.
I didn't know how we got here but I found myself being lowered to the silk sheets beneath me.
He finally let my body sink into the bed as he shook his head looking at me like I was his last meal, I looked at him biting my lip needing to be ravished by this man.
He dropped his zipper allowing his dick to spring out from the Armani boxers I had gifted him with. He looked over at my glistening pussy to make sure I was drenched and ready. I slid my fingers down to expose my slick folds giving him all of the confirmation he needed.
Without warning he pulled my ankles over to the edge of the bed and plunged his cock into my aching core. My back arched as I felt myself adjust to his size, I would never get enough of the pleasurable pain that came with that first stroke, his slow strokes had my toes curling in my red bottoms.
He had his eyes trained on mine as he pumped in and out of me. He began picking up the pace as he lifted one of my legs over his shoulder, I felt myself gushing already. I knew how much he loved watch me pleasure myself so that's exactly what I did.
I licked my lips, pulling them behind my teeth, snaking my fingers down to my pulsating clit and rubbed as he hammered my pussy, his thrusts were hard and fast.
He didn't make love, he fucked. Hard.
He demolished my body as he continued his brutal assault on me, I felt my legs begin to tense as my eyes began to roll back "Not. Fucking. Yet."
The harshness in his words almost made me cum right there, he was a man that knew exactly what he wanted. He demanded hard but he fucked even harder.
He pulled out of me, I watched as he looked over my body whilst stroking his huge length. I loved how unpredictable he was, I didn't know if I was scared or excited about the possibilities of what could come next.
He placed his hands on my legs, separating my thighs as far as they could divide, then almost immediately he lowered himself and took one long swipe of his tongue along my soaked, bruised pussy, then he effortlessly flipped me over into my favourite position. I loved that I couldn't even prepare myself for what was coming next when I was on all fours, so when I felt his hand around my throat and his dick slam into my pussy I almost came in an instant.
He slammed into me like his life depended on it, he was brutal and merciless but he knew that's what I wanted, it's what I needed. And he was there to tend to my every need.
Every thrust he went deeper and deeper, fulfilling my need to feel this pleasurable pain he put on me. Our moans meshed together as those were the only sounds filling the room and the delicious sound of our skin clashing together.
I felt my body soaring higher and higher, closer and closer to its peak, he knew my body inside and out so he swiftly wrapped my hair around his hand and tugged on it, pulling my head up causing my back to arch as deep as it could go, burying his dick as far as he could.
I looked back at him wanting to see him biting his delicious lips, so I turned back looking directly into his eyes, the conversations our eyes were having while he was fucking me were lustful and devilish. I dropped my eyes to watch his hips thrust into me and like the sexual deviant I am I slowly swiped my tongue along my top lip.
He looked like he was going to pierce his skin by how hard he was biting down on his lips and I loved it. I loved what I did for him, his sultry groans and growls were like music to my ears.
I could feel his body begin to tense as he made his mark on my insides, I couldn't contain my moans until I felt the delicious sting of his hand spanking my ass being sure to leave a mark. I knew what that meant, he wanted me to face forward "You know what looking at your face makes me want to do. Look. Fucking. Forward."
I remained looking at him as if to test him, and yet again I felt a sting on the exact same spot as before. His body was building up again, hammering me with all his might, I soon felt both hands on my boobs pulling me up, he was pushing my body to new limits and as much as it was painful, the pain was delicious.
We were both climbing to new heights as our bodies were reaching our peaks, he pulled me back to delve his lips onto mine so passionately. I felt my legs begin to shake and his rapid movements quicken until I finally felt his seed sear through me as I exploded around him.
He was riding both of us through our highs as he continued to assault my lips. I couldn't stop the words from spilling as I whispered into his lips.
"Tell me you love me, just once."
"Your husband loves you."
"Show me."He took a few steps back, I watched him in all of his delicious glory as he slowly moved his hands down his torso until they reached the top of his towel, with a sensual move he opened the tent to expose his divine manhood. I felt a shiver down my spine as he began walking towards me, his soft hands crawled up the curves of my body before he reached the sheet I held tight shielding my scorched skin.I felt his fingertips tease my erected nipples as he dipped his fingers on the inside of the sheet. My skin craved to be touched by him, I pleaded with him with my eyes, I needed him to push my body to that exhilarating high this instant.He always knew how to make me beg, plead, implore, or urge for his touch and it was becoming excruciatingly hard to let him take his delicate time."Tobias, I can't wait. Please?" His face never changed as he took in the sight of me wrapped in linen, it was as if he was committed every inch of my covered body to memory to know me inside and out
He shook his hear violently before grabbing hold of my hands to pull me closer to him. "Monroe. Yes, I have wanted to do this a long time but I also have photography. I get to travel the world and capture people's memories on my camera. It isn't just a 9-5 to me okay? I still love it so film can wait -" he looked down the the silk material hiding my body before looking deeply into my eyes." - and if I had to choose between directing a movie and having you in my life for as long as you'll have me, I will always choose you." My heart began to flutter again at what he had just admitted to me."Tobias but what if my marriage ruins you huh? I can see it now, front page news and then you've gone from being the most loved entertainment photographer to the cheating side piece who can't stay professional with his clients." I watched as his face completely turned showing me how much I had really messed up with what I had just said.He swiftly stood up with a fumed expression on his face, I imm
Waking up naked with a blissful yet dull ache between my thighs was becoming the norm for me, Tobias was insatiable and had completely opened up my sexual prowess in every sense of the word. Everything about the man was addictive and I couldn't get enough, nor did I ever want to. He made me feel beautiful, sexy and craved and I don't think I ever wanted to let him or that feeling go.When I finally fluttered my eyes open, I expected to be tangled in the sheets with Tobias but he wasn't in bed. I stretched out my over-exerted body, feeling my body ache from the constant work out that is Tobias Wrexler.I flung my legs over the side and wrapped his silk sheets around my naked body. I walked towards the mirror to see how my hair was looking this morning and as per usual my hair looked extremely wild as Mr. Wrexler likes my curls to proudly flow around me when he devours my body.I quickly threw my hair up into a messy bun before I heard Tobias' muffled voice outside the bedroom. I slowly
He chuckled heartedly "Thank you, and thank you for coming here. I don't know how she'll be when she wakes up." She sighed deeply and I heard her heels hit the floor as she started pacing. "Tobias before she wakes up, I have to ask. Did she tell you if he ever physically hurt her during their relationship? I have to know, please?"He sighed before announcing "Clarise, I honestly don't know. If he did that's for her to tell you, and even if I did know I couldn't betray her trust. I hope you can understand that." I could hear the uncertainty in his voice as he anticipated her response. She sighed with a little hum "As much as that infuriates me to hear, I have to respect it. You really are a good guy Tobias. Do you - do you love her?"My eyes grew wide at her question "Clarise, I-" I gasped loudly, accidentally alerting everyone that I was there. I heard my aunts scolding voice "Monroe! How long have you been listening?" I walked into the room finally showing my face which was flushed i
I breathed a deep sigh. "I - I'm sorry I didn't think this through. Monroe had a tough day today and I think she'll need you. I might not be enough to pull her out of this but I know you are -" after a short silence I heard her sigh. "You really do care about her, don't you?""More than she'll ever know." I said way too quickly, I immediately regretted spilling my guts but I needed her to know how serious I was about Monroe. I sighed attempting to find my calm as I spoke "Clarise, she may hate me after telling you but I only want what's best for her. She went to see Chase today to tell him that she wants a divorce. I tried to stop her but she said she needed to do this for herself."I gulped listening to silence breathing through the phone. "Clarise I -" her small yet stern voice cut me off. "I'm glad you called. You did the right thing, but just so you know, you would always be enough to pull her out." My eyes immediately closed as I felt how hard my heart pounded yearning to hear th
I tightened my grib on my phone as I looked down to the lit screen to make sure my finger was hovering over Tobias' speed dial number.I looked back into Chase's eyes to witness the fury burning through already.I gulped feeling my confidence lower until I heard his demanding tone. "I want you home. Your wrist wouldn't be that colour if you had just stayed home with me."I felt my anger soar when I heard his words. "EXCUSE YOU?" My heart was racing at an alarming rate. I watched the red streaks burn through his eyes as his anger built. His knuckles tightened until his skin turned white and I felt the fear begin to kick in.His nostrils began to flare and I felt fearful of what was to come. He stepped closer to me, our faces were an inch apart apart causing me to unnoticeably cower a little. "You heard what I said. I. Want. You. Home. Beautiful."Hearing that name again triggered something within me. "I'm. Not. Coming. Back." My body was shaking in fear but I couldn't show him the weak
I know how much I needed this in the long run but the urge to turn back and entangle myself in Tobias' arms was evidently high. Why didn't I just listen to him? He's right, I shouldn't put myself in this type of danger for the sake of closure. Would closure be worth all of this if Chase took his reaction out on me?That anger I saw pulse through Chase's eyes was something I had never seen before and it was downright terrifying.Chase Bishop may have been a terrible husband but I never thought he was a terrible person until I saw the fury burning in his eyes and the enraged hold he took of my arm last night. All I could see was hatred, disgust, and anger and I truly didn't know if I was ready to face it.I sat quietly stewing over my fears as I tried to breathe through them, configuring what I wanted to say to make this as quick and painful for me as possible but I knew he wouldn't take this lightly.I looked over to Tobias as he past road after road, turning after turning, his knuckle
As soon as the words left my lips I felt my mouth go dry, my throat close up and my palms grow sweaty. I wanted to be ready for this, I wanted this so bad, in fact I needed this.So why, once I said it out loud did it feel like the walls were closing in around me? That strength that I once had slowly lifted away from me and I realised that again, this was really real.I was about to march into the house I used to call home and tell the man I thought I loved that I wanted a divorce. This was probably going to be one of the hardest conversations I was ever going to have.My body was ready to leave Chase and wrap itself around Tobias but my mind... Well, my mind was moving a mile a minute as I thought of every possible negative scenario that could come out of this. Was I ready for all of that?I had to be because I meant every word that I said to Tobias, I was his, mind, body, heart and soul. I couldn't do that if I was tied to another man when the man I wanted to be with was standing ri
As I registered his words, I had a million thoughts running through my mind. Fear, anxiousness, and confusion but on the other hand my mind also had thoughts of happiness, freedom, Tobias.God Tobias, I couldn't wait to be his and not have to hide our relationship. Until I felt an idea flood over me, closure. I needed this, I needed to walk in there with my head held high with every ounce of confidence that I could find and tell him that I am divorcing his cheating ass." - to do, and your aunt will kill me for even telling you you should but this decision is yours. You can leave it to the courts to send him the application and the act of service or you can tell him yourself -" I nodded my head violently as if he could see me before finally said it out loud "I'll do it."I heard a gasp and a few muffled curse words from my uncle "Baby girl, this isn't your legal council speaking. This is your uncle speaking, you don't have to do this. Everyone already knows how strong you are, you don