LOGINSienna
I tore my gaze away from him immediately, my fingers tightening around the pole. Focus. Focus on the routine. Not the man sitting upstairs looking like sin wrapped in a tailored suit. The music pulsed through the room as Roxy spun around the pole beside me effortlessly, completely unaware that my nervous system was currently malfunctioning. I forced myself to move. To climb. To breathe. But every few seconds, my eyes betrayed me. They kept drifting back toward that booth. And every single time, he was already watching me. Not looking around the room. Not distracted by the women surrounding him. Just watching me with those cold, unreadable eyes like he was trying to pull something out of me. It was unsettling. Heat crawled beneath my skin as I slid down the pole smoothly before transitioning toward the silk again. The crowd blurred into noise around me, but his presence stayed sharp. Heavy and impossible to ignore. I looked away quickly, annoyed with myself. What the hell was wrong with me? I didn’t even know this man. But every time our eyes met, my body reacted before my brain could stop it. And that was dangerous. —--- The performance ended, but my body still hummed with adrenaline. Even backstage, with the music muffled behind thick walls and the bright stage lights no longer burning against my skin, I could still feel the rush crawling beneath my veins. My chest rose and fell heavily as I grabbed a towel off a nearby chair, dabbing at the thin layer of sweat covering my neck. “See?” Roxy grinned, already reaching for a bottle of water. “Nobody died.” I shot her a look before taking the bottle from her hand. “That’s debatable.” She laughed while I twisted the cap open, taking a long sip. The cold-eyed man flashed through my mind again. I frowned into the bottle. Why the hell did I keep thinking about him? It wasn't even like he had done anything. He had just sat there the entire performance looking like human intimidation wrapped in a designer suit. No smile, no reaction. Just those cold eyes following me every single time I accidentally looked his way. And somehow, that was worse. “You're thinking about the booth guy again,” Roxy sang. I choked on my water. “I am not.” “You literally have the exact same face you had on stage every time you looked upstairs.” “I looked upstairs like twice.” “Six times.” My jaw dropped. “You were counting?” “I notice everything,” she said proudly. “That’s actually concerning.” “It’s a gift.” “It’s psychological damage.” Roxy ignored me completely and reached for a thick envelope sitting on the vanity beside the mirror. “Anyway,” she said dramatically, waving it in the air, “your emotional support money has arrived.” I blinked. “My what?” She shoved the envelope into my chest. I opened it casually at first, still distracted. Then my eyes widened. “Oh.” There was a lot of cash inside. Like… A lot. I stared at it for another second before looking back up at her. “For one night?” Roxy looked offended. “For one shift.” My mouth opened slightly. Then closed. Then opened again. “People make this much from dancing?” “People make more than this from dancing,” she corrected. “Especially when rich men start getting emotionally attached to women with daddy issues and good thigh strength.” I snorted despite myself before looking back down at the money. The strange thing was, it didn’t even make me feel guilty. It made me feel… capable. Iindependent. Like maybe my entire world hadn’t actually ended tonight. Like maybe Dave leaving destruction behind him didn’t automatically mean I had to stay destroyed too. The thought settled quietly in my chest. Roxy must’ve noticed the shift in my expression because her face softened slightly. “Feels good, doesn’t it?” I looked down at the envelope again before nodding once. “Yeah,” I admitted quietly. “It does.” Before she could respond, Madame Lilith appeared beside us seemingly out of nowhere. I genuinely had no idea how that woman moved in heels without making a sound. “Vesper.” I looked up immediately. Her sharp red lips curved slightly. “You’re needed downstairs.” My brows furrowed. “Downstairs?” Not upstairs. Not a VIP room. Downstairs? Something about that word immediately made my stomach tighten. Roxy noticed it too because her teasing expression disappeared almost instantly. Lilith adjusted the sleeve of her black dress calmly. “Basement level.” Basement. Okay, somehow that sounded significantly worse. I glanced at Roxy. She raised both hands immediately. “Don’t look at me. I’ve never been called down there before.” That did absolutely nothing to comfort me. “What’s in the basement?” I asked carefully. Lilith smiled. Which somehow felt more unsettling than if she hadn’t smiled at all. “Follow me.” That was not an answer. But unfortunately, my survival instincts had apparently clocked out for the night, because I followed her anyway. The further we walked, the quieter things became. The loud music upstairs faded into a distant vibration beneath my feet while the lighting grew dimmer with every hallway we passed through. Black walls, dark marble floors, soft golden lights built into the ceiling. Everything down here felt colder. Private. My heels clicked against the floor as nervousness slowly twisted tighter in my stomach. Who the hell would be asking for me after one shift? And why did it have to happen in a basement like the beginning of a crime documentary? Lilith finally stopped in front of a large black door at the end of the hallway. She turned toward me calmly. “Go inside.” I stared at her. “That’s it? You’re not coming with me?” “No.” Wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. My anxiety was now fully moisturized and thriving. Lilith opened the door anyway. The room beyond it was completely dark. I hesitated. Every horror movie instinct in my body told me this was a terrible idea. But before I could embarrass myself by backing out, Lilith gently pushed me forward. The door shut behind me. And just like that, I was alone. The darkness swallowed everything. I could barely even hear myself breathe. For a few long seconds, nothing happened. Then— The lights came on. I stumbled slightly, caught off guard by the sudden brightness. And when my eyes adjusted, there he was. The man from upstairs. The cold-eyed stranger who had watched me all night like I was the only person in the room. He sat sprawled lazily against a dark leather chair, one arm resting against the armrest, his expensive black suit somehow making him look even more dangerous instead of civilized. His gaze locked onto mine instantly. Heavy and unmoving. My pulse tripped over itself. Oh shit.SiennaThe door to his office flew off its hinges, slamming back against the wall with a force that rattled the crystal decanters on the side bar. Marcello surged into the room like a storm, his breathing shallow, his dark dress shirt unbuttoned at the neck and sleeves rolled up. He looked like a man who had sprinted through the fires of hell to get here. His gaze whipped past the desk, past the chair until his eyes locked onto mine.Those dark eyes I'd missed so much, the same eyes I had dreamt of and imagined so many times, stared into my soul, stealing the air out of my lungs.Standing in his sanctuary, he looked even more intimidating than the night I left. His jaw was tighter, a shadow of dark stubble lining his chin, and the terrifying fatigue in his expression told the story of the last two months better than any words ever could. Time itself seemed to stop. The room felt pressurized, humming with the gravity of his presence.Eight weeks. Sixty-something nights of staring at
MarcelloThe pen felt heavy between my fingers, the cold silver barrel slipping slightly against my palm as I dragged the tip across the bottom line of the final page. My signature was jagged, missing the smooth flourish that usually defined my mark on contracts. My eyes stung from thirty-six hours without sleep, the dim glare of the desk lamp burning into my eyes like hot sand.The stack of financial papers hit the mahogany surface with a dull thud. Enzo stood on the other side of the desk, his dark suit jacket unbuttoned. He simply looked down at me, his jaw set in a tight line, his dark eyes carrying a mixture of exhaustion and simmering frustration.We had gone round and round in endless circles for eight long weeks. Every single time my hands hovered over my phone, every single time a blocked caller ID flashed across the screen, Enzo would step in, pushing me to pick up the line, to drop the stoic, self-sacrificing act, and to stop punishing both myself and the woman who held m
SiennaThe bass rhythm echoing through the studio speakers gradually slowed down, dropping into a soft hum that signaled the end of our intensive afternoon session. Sweaty bodies began to ease out of their pole holds, their bare feet gripping the polished hardwood floor as they dropped into low stretches. The warm air in the room smelled faintly of grip powder, lavender cleaning spray, and the physical exertion of twelve dedicated dancers. I wiped a light sheen of sweat from my forehead with the back of my wrist, lowering my arms as my students circled around me near the center of the floor, their chests heaving with ragged breaths."Great job today, everyone. Your climbs were stronger, and your spins are getting smoother."A ripple of relief washed over the group, several girls letting out breathless giggles while wiping sweat from their necks with hand towels. "Remember, stretch when you get home, stay hydrated, and I'll see you all next class."The room gradually emptied as the
SiennaThe soft whistle of the kettle filled the quiet kitchen of my apartment, a familiar, mundane sound that offered a temporary shield against the noise in my head. I poured the steaming water into two mugs, watching the dark tea leaves swirl and expand in the glass infuser. The scent of chamomile and mint rose into the warm air, clean and soothing. Rox sat sprawled on my living room floor, while I prepared tea for us.She had taken over the rug near the coffee table, her long legs stretched out in front of her, her eyes staring blankly up at the ceiling fan spinning overhead. Her red hair was pulled back into a messy bun, a few stray strands framing a face that looked paler and noticeably more exhausted than it had two months ago.She had spent the last three weeks moving between high-profile security assignments and specialized training drills across the West Coast, keeping her mind occupied and her hands busy. But her assignment in California was wrapped up. Tomorrow morning
TWO MONTHS LATERSiennaThe afternoon sun filtered through the curtains, casting soft, pale stripes of light across the white duvet covering my bed. The apartment was quiet—too quiet. The constant, background hum of armed guards, heavy leather boots pacing hallways, and low baritone murmurs that used to fill my days at the Vitale estate had been replaced by the dull, muted sounds of ordinary city traffic down on the street below.I sat on my bed, my fingers tracing the handwritten letter Marcello had left on top of my night stand under my phone.The paper was thick, cream-colored cardstock, heavy in my hands, bearing the sharp, elegant slants of his dark ink. The edges were slightly worn now, soft from the dozens of times I had folded and unfolded it over the last sixty days. My thumb ran over the embossed crest at the top, feeling the subtle ridges in the paper while my mind tried, for the thousandth time, to bridge the impossible gap between the man who wrote these words and the ma
Marcello The heavy, metallic tang of fresh blood clung to the air in the basement, thick and suffocating even with the ventilation running at full capacity. I rolled down my sleeves, before unbuttoning the front of my ruined shirt. The dark fabric was stiff, soaked through with crimson splatters that had already begun to dry into rusted brown patches across my chest and forearms.I tossed the ruined shirt onto the concrete floor, letting it fall into a discarded heap. Enzo stood beside me in silence, holding out a freshly pressed black button-down and a clean pair of tailored trousers he had brought down from the upper suite. I took the clean fabric, feeling the smooth silk beneath my bruised knuckles, and began wiping the drying iron off my skin before pulling the shirt over my shoulders.Sienna had gone home with Rebel and Dave was being dragged out of the basement.My mind drifted to the image of Sienna leaving the club under Rebel’s watchful eye, protected and safe. The thought
My knees buckled.Not dramatically enough to send me crashing to the floor, thank God, but enough to embarrass me.I caught myself almost immediately, my hand gripping the edge of the chair beside me before I could completely lose my footing.The corner of his mouth lifted slightly.A smirk. Just g
Sienna “I can’t do this.”The words came out smaller than I intended. Pathetic, almost.Like all the confidence I had been running on tonight had finally expired and left me stranded backstage in six-inch heels and a dress that could barely qualify as fabric.The crowd outside erupted again, impat
Sienna The cold of the alleyway fueled the fire roaring in my chest. I wiped the back of my hand across my mouth, erasing the last trace of the girl who had spent three years playing house with a monster.“Im in,” my voice sounded like gravel. “I’ll do it.”Roxy’s eyes lit up, a triumphant spark d
Sienna “I’m telling you, Dave is acting strange.”I rolled my eyes at Roxy for the umpteenth time.“Dave isn't acting strange Rox, you don't know him well enough to say that.” I capped my mascara, and picked up my lip liner.“I have a strong feeling he's cheating on you.” Tina's calm voice filtere







